Exhausted Body and Mind

Tried to code words and failed.

Feeling quite exhausted.

Besides the physical, this exhaustion also stems from the mental aspect.

Reaching middle age and acting as the pillar of the family, one needs to bear pressures from all directions. Aging parents, children's studies, living expenses, and all sorts of trivial matters in life...

Under such circumstances, chasing dreams in itself is quite a luxury.

The book Infinite Bloodcore is about chasing dreams; it experimented with many new writing styles, made numerous new attempts, and explored the frontiers of web fiction.

The first major volume experimented with the application of script narration in web fiction, while the second major volume mainly pursued ensemble-cast writing. Currently, both have achieved significant results.

The third, fourth, and fifth major volumes each have their own missions... but in this recent state, it is hard to keep going.

Mainly, the income does not quite allow for it. Especially during the rewrite of the second major volume, too much time and energy were spent, and the income from web fiction subscriptions was also very meager. (Of course, the rewritten version is the true ensemble-cast writing, and I am still relatively satisfied with it myself. The interweaving of multiple characters and multiple plotlines is basically hard to see in other web fictions.)

The original intention of the book Infinite Bloodcore was not for an individual to seek wealth in a familiar field, but to explore new writing styles in hopes of achieving narratives, emotions, and so on in web fiction expression that most web fictions find difficult to convey, thereby attaining an extraordinary reading experience.

This is also what I wanted to accomplish during this creative period—bringing friends a different reading experience. Gu Zhen Ren was like this, and Infinite Bloodcore is the same.

I need to continue