I'm not pretending anymore, I'm laying my cards on the table!

Actually, I'd already opened an alt account and started a new book. I'd been writing both at the same time lately. ==

This new book was the one I'd recommended recently, I Kidnapped the Timeline. Maybe some readers had already guessed it.

Before writing this book, I spent four months designing it. During that time, I was filled with self-doubt, constantly asking my editor to look over the draft and asking writer friends to read it too.

I realized that back then, I had an inexplicable fear of publishing a new book.

After finishing I Am the Behind-the-Scenes Boss, I thought I truly had talent in this area. I firmly believed every book I wrote afterward would be a huge hit, but reality dealt me a brutal blow.

The book after Behind-the-Scenes Boss, Leeks, flopped miserably. One book had over ten thousand average subscriptions and peaked at thirty-eight thousand; the next had only a little over a thousand first-day subscriptions. My mindset fell apart, and I quickly dropped that one.

I thought I could reach even greater heights, but I never expected that my past self had already been my peak.

Before writing my third book, I was mentally prepared. I accepted my own mediocrity, so even though its results were poor, I didn't drop it. I basically wrote over a million words of My Players Can Become Gods powered by love alone. I felt that if I dropped another book, I'd be letting down the readers who were still supporting me, so I kept going.

By the time I reached my third book, I had gained a clear understanding of myself.

Being able to write I Am the Behind-the-Scenes Boss had only been luck—the right time and place—not because I was truly capable.

That was why I decided to