Chapter 801

"I actually didn't want to stay in your world, but I had no choice. There were simply too many things in your world that made me unhappy. Under these circumstances, all I could do was stay and deal with the things, objects, and people that made me unhappy. That way, perhaps I could be a little happier. That's why I said I wanted to change so many tragedies. Those tragedies really made me unhappy, miserable. I'd already been through too much, and after finally arriving in a world, your world still made me unhappy. In that case, if I let you off, wouldn't I be letting myself down? If I can't even be fair to myself, then who can I be fair to? I'd be letting everyone down. Doesn't that make sense? If it doesn't, then what else can I say? I definitely can't say anything else. Then I can only act. I'm talking to you now because I don't want to act, and neither do you. You can't beat me—or rather, even if you can beat me, you can't bear the consequences of doing so. That's why you have no intention of acting. But I still hope you'll hurry up and act, drive me out."

"But unfortunately, you don't have the nerve. It's precisely because you don't have the nerve that the relationship between us has become so awkward. It's because you don't even have that much courage that things between us have become this awkward. Honestly, I really admire you. You don't even have that courage—what can I say? I truly have nothing to say. Doesn't that make sense? I really can't say anything. If I could say even a little more, I wouldn't be wasting my breath on you. Sigh, this is really painful. I truly don't