Today, I found another company and was about to sign a contract, but I suddenly stopped.
Because Sixue remembered that she still had a book she hadn't finished, a dream of becoming a writer she hadn't fulfilled, and a promise to her readers that she hadn't kept: to finish the book.
So Sixue put them off and said she needed to think it over.
Ridiculous, isn't it? I think I'm a fucking idiot too!
Even though the book earned less than a third of what a regular job would pay, Sixue still didn't want to give it up. After all, this was her dream, one she'd wanted to fulfill since childhood. Sixue really didn't want to give up. I'll keep going until the day the pressure finally crushes me!
Sixue didn't want to give up. She really didn't! All I can do is ask everyone here to please support me! Give Sixue a chance, and give her a chance to convince her family!
Please!
Everyone had seen how hard I'd worked this past month!
On this last day, I'm asking everyone for your support.
If you have monthly votes, please cast them for Sixue. The big-name authors won't miss a few votes, but Sixue desperately wants them!
Please recommend the book. Please help me reach a result I can hold my head up over.
After a month of hard work, all I wanted was a good result. But everyone knew how the numbers looked right now!
Terrible. Just terrible!
So bad I wanted to cry! The truth is, Sixue had found several jobs, but she'd put each one on hold because it conflicted with writing.
The subscription count kept getting worse. Maybe one day it would even hit zero.
Sigh. I'm so torn right now!