Chapter 368: Happiness came too suddenly
Lilica's heart was racing even faster now than when she had first seen the handsome Nax.
Her family had known about her ability for a long time. They had even made up all sorts of excuses about physical discomfort to take her to major medical institutions for examinations, but none had found anything.
Between her initial happiness and her later fear, a whole series of things had happened. Lilica had even nearly died.
Honestly, this ability had become an enormous burden and threat to her.
She could not control it properly at all. She had to watch her emotions, words, and actions every moment of every day.
If she let her guard down and something put her in a bad mood, things could go wrong.
For example, if she argued with a classmate and came to hate someone intensely, there were certain curses she absolutely could not say. Even thinking them required extreme restraint-or she had to avoid thinking them altogether.
It was not that she cared so deeply about other people. That was certainly part of it, but more importantly, her ability imposed many restrictions on her too. If her curse caused something to happen to someone else, she would suffer as well.
The most dangerous incident had been when she accidentally cursed a Rottweiler to death after it ran out and bit her. Lilica herself had become so weak that it took over a month before she could struggle out of bed, and another month or more before she gradually recovered.
During that time, she had been utterly powerless and often lost control of her bladder. At one point, Lilica had despaired, believing she was going to die.
She always kept the funniest jokes and the most pornographic videos on her phone.