Meanwhile, his life was not good after his father's death. His stepmother was a middle-aged woman with a bad temper who would beat and scold him at the drop of a hat. When he was a child, she even hung him up and whipped him. She did not allow him to sit at the table to eat and kept instilling in him the idea that homosexuals should go to hell.
This childhood filled with insults and beatings fostered Chen Mu's cowardly, insecure, and extremely love-starved personality. He was not only afraid of contact with women, but also began to fear contact with men, and always kept to himself.
But during his senior year of high school, he met someone who completely changed his life.
This person is Xie Jianyuan. He transfers to the school where Chen Mu is. Because he is handsome, sunny, and from a wealthy family, he is naturally very popular. He is from a completely different world from the aloof and self-conscious male lead.
Chen Mu unconsciously began to pay attention to him, and by the time she realized it, her gaze had already habitually followed him.
It wasn't until one night when he had a dream, woke up in a fright, looked at his wet underwear, and recalled the clear face of the boy in his dream, that he finally couldn't help but cover his face and cry. Only then did he realize his own feelings.
It turns out he was also the shameless homosexual his stepmother had described.
This scene was staged after Chen discovered Chen Mu's feelings and decided to play with him. On a whim, she dragged him into a hotel that could be found anywhere along the roadside.
Xu Chun slowly opened her eyes, her gaze having changed, revealing the kind of desperate courage one has when facing their beloved.
"3! 2! 1! Action!"
Chen Mu lay on the bed, staring unblinkingly at the bright incandescent light. His eyes stung from the glare, but he still refused to look away.
He felt like a fish out of water, lying on a dry bank crying for help, but no one could hear his cries.
Two hands were methodically unbuttoning his clothes. Chen Mu felt a chill, his breathing was rapid, and his chest heaved. For some reason, he wanted to escape immediately.
Cheng Du looked at him as if she knew what he was thinking, and with a half-smile, she pecked at the corner of his lips, letting out a soft laugh, "Don't you like me?"
Upon hearing this, Chen Mu was instantly frozen in place, as if under a spell.
"Be good, it'll be done soon." Cheng Du smiled and kissed his forehead, his hands moving non-stop, his face filled with a doting and gentle smile, but a closer look revealed that the smile didn't reach his eyes at all.
Chen Mu felt a cool touch on his lips. He blinked, looked at the handsome face so close to his, and began to carefully return the kiss as if in worship.
His movements were very light, like a small, easily startled animal cautiously probing, shrinking back at the slightest disturbance.
Cheng Du found it very amusing, having never seen such a person before, and thus began to plot against him.
He patiently guided Chen Mu's every move, a tenderness and patience he had never shown when making love with his previous girlfriends.
"-Ouch." He suddenly winced in pain.
"I'm sorry..." Chen Mu accidentally bit Cheng Du's lip, drawing a little blood, which terrified Chen Mu. His face paled as he trembled as he said, "Don't be angry."
He didn't know why his anger subsided considerably upon seeing him like this, and he didn't know why he had inexplicably softened.
Cheng Du glanced at him with a hint of helplessness, then touched the corner of her lips. "If you bite me again, I'll fuck you so hard you won't be able to get out of bed."
Upon hearing this, Chen Mu's face flushed red and then turned pale.
Red is from shyness, white is from fright.
Cheng Du rolled over and pinned him down, leaning down to kiss his lips. Unlike her previous gentleness, her kiss was now more fierce, her movements as passionate as a sudden storm.
Chen Mu closed his eyes, his breathing rapid, feeling like a lone boat on the sea, tossed high into the air one moment and slammed down the next, struggling and tossed about in the wind and waves.
After an unknown amount of time, Chen Mu slowly reached out and embraced Du Cheng, who was indulging in passion, a tear slowly rolling down his cheek.
"Cut!"
Director Chu yelled "Cut!" and Xu Chun finally snapped out of her role, but she still looked as if she had just woken up from a dream.
"Brother Chun." Xie Jianyuan called him several times before Xu Chun finally reacted, looking at him blankly.
The sex scene was obviously not real, but Xu Chun still had quite a few hickeys on her body, which were particularly noticeable on her fair skin.
The two were not completely naked; they were still wearing underwear. Xu Chun had her head down, her face blank, and her lower body was...
Hmm... isn't he getting too into character? That's not good.
Chapter 33 Rebirth
Fortunately, Xie Jianyuan had already walked away to talk to the director. Xu Chun, looking somewhat awkward, pulled the blanket over her lower body, her face slightly flushed, and remained silent.
It seems he really hasn't vented in a long time; even acting can make him act like this. Last time it was Xie Jianyuan, and this time it's him.
However, Xie Jianyuan was merely a physiological response caused by friction, while his was due to his own sexual orientation.
For Xie Jianyuan, a guy with broad shoulders, a narrow back, and an excellent physique, was like a beautiful woman with big breasts and a perky butt to a straight man.
Xu Chun stared silently at the bedsheets, feeling that he had fallen into depravity. He felt that it was utterly outrageous to have reacted to a junior who respected and trusted him.
To resolve her inner conflict, Xu Chun called Xu Jin after filming wrapped up at her hotel that day, because he had the most experience in relationships and might be able to offer some help.
"Brother, what's up?" Xu Jin sounded like he was eating something on the other end of the phone.
"Let me ask you," Xu Chun said carefully, "If you kissed a woman you didn't like, would you... feel something?"
By the end, his voice was barely audible, and a faint blush had crept onto his fair cheeks. The words lingered on his lips for a moment, but he was too embarrassed to say them.
However, based on their time together, Xu Jin immediately understood Xu Chun's intentions.