Chapter 345 Kira's confusion
Eternal's Gnakuli, Kira got off the Freedom Gundam and left the Gnaku with dull eyes. Even when they hurriedly felt the calls of Lacus and Cagalli on Eternal, they didn't even notice. They were completely immersed in their own pessimistic world.
Mu, on the other hand, was brought back to Archangel's Gnaku by Nicol and Dearka. Blood flowed from his arms and waist because of his hands, soaking the pilot's uniform red. He lost too much blood and fell into a dazed state. As soon as he opened the cockpit door, he was quickly taken away by the medical staff who had been waiting outside.
Xiao Ran was originally working with Sheryl and Mwu to create a small stage in Archangel during their busy schedule. In fact, this small stage was built by Gnaku The unused and redundant equipment in the waiting room was dismantled and remodeled. It looks rudimentary compared to the equipment used by Sheryl anywhere, but it is much better than Black Hawk.
There are no colorful lights, only two surround speakers that were disassembled and installed from somewhere, and a set of music playback equipment. This set of equipment was modified from other similar things, and then there is a display wall that uses three huge display screens on the front wall in the direction of the Gnaku. Through the display screen, you can see everything that can be seen in the bridge, and Video Communication.
And because there is no gravity in the waiting room, Akatsuki Works's Technicians also thoughtfully erected four horizontal and vertical handrails here, and also wrapped the entire KTV room with soft materials, so that Sheryl can stabilize his body here, and at the same time, Sheryl loses his balance due to violent vibrations during the battle and crashes into it to reduce the damage to Sheryl.
This is what Xiao Ran is most satisfied with. As for Sheryl, after seeing the simple appearance of this stage, he felt a little helpless. He also knew in his heart that this was the best situation that could be created at present, but he still curled his lips and faced Xiao Ran said, "Really, although I can only make do with it like this, but Xiao Ran, you have to give me a suitable stage in the future, like one on MACROSS, otherwise it will not be worthy of my Galaxy Diva."
Mwu was stunned for a moment when he heard Sheryl's words, and then smiled softly. In Mwu's opinion, what Sheryl said was Galaxy Diva may be a nickname he gave himself. Otherwise, how could he never hear of a singer with such a loud nickname? However, Lacus's nickname Pink Princess has been heard many times.
But Xiao Ran smiled and nodded, "Don't worry, I will definitely give you the best stage."
"Hmph." Sheryl hummed and nodded, then walked to the music equipment and started playing with it. After all, she was born professionally. Although it was different from the equipment she had used before, it didn't take long for her to figure out how to use these equipment. She took the pink fish hanging on her waist and squeezed it with her hands. Under Mwu's stunned eyes, she pulled out a data cable from the fish and connected it to the equipment.
At this moment, the big screen suddenly lit up without anyone controlling it, and the figure of Miriallia, who was on duty on the bridge, appeared. As soon as he appeared, he said, "Teacher, Captain Mwu, Eternal sent a message, Kira locked himself in the room and saw no one. He kept shouting but there was no sound. I don't know what the situation is now. Miss Cagalli hopes that the teacher will go and take a look."
"I understand, I'll go over right away." Xiao Ran frowned, then nodded lightly to Mwu: "I'll go over there."
"Yeah." Mwu responded, thought for a moment and said, "I'll also go see how Mu is doing now."
"Say hello to him for me." Xiao Ran patted Mwu on the shoulder and said to Sheryl, "Sheryl, I'll go over first. If you need anything, let Mwu contact you."
"I know, I know." Sheryl waved his hand to Xiao Ran without looking back, and said, "Okay, don't hinder me here, do whatever you need to do."
Xiao Ran shook his head and smiled, nodded to Mwu, and the two left the place that had temporarily become Sheryl's special room. As soon as they went out, they went in different directions. Xiao Ran went to Eternal, while Mwu went to the infirmary.
Xiao Ran directly drove Lightning Aegis in order to be able to attack immediately when ZAFT and Earth Force attacked again, so as not to waste time running back and forth, waiting for Z Xiao Ran arrived at Eternal, and Athrun, who had been waiting in Gnakuli for a long time, immediately took Xiao Ran to Kira's room.
When Xiao Ran stood in front of the door of Kira's room, Cagalli was still knocking on the door gently from time to time and calling out Kira's name, trying to get Kira to open the door and let them in., and Lacus held the little Haro in front of him with both hands. He was waiting for the door to open with a quiet expression, but after seeing Xiao Ran coming, he forced a smile and nodded lightly at Xiao Ran.
Xiao Ran looked at Lacus and asked, "Can you open the door from the outside?"
Lacus nodded hesitantly. "Is this okay?"
"Open it." Xiao Ran nodded affirmatively. Lacus glanced at Cagalli, who nodded and stepped away from the door. Lacus stood in front of the door and operated the panel a few times, and the door was opened like this. After arriving, Cagalli was ready to rush in at the first moment, but was immediately pulled back by Athrun. He could only watch helplessly as Xiao Ran entered the dark room without even turning on the lights, and then watched the door close again.
Lacus floated to Cagalli's side and gently put his hand on Cagalli's shoulder. "Leave it to Mr. Xiao Ran. Kira trusts Mr. Xiao Ran. At this time, only Mr. Xiao Ran can persuade Kira."
Xiao Ran entered the room and saw Kira in the dark room. At this time, Kira was unable to bounce away. His eyes were straight and he was floating in the room without any fluctuation. He didn't know what he was thinking.
Xiao Ran turned on the light. Kira, who had been accustomed to darkness for a long time, closed his eyes reflexively and covered his eyes with his hands. It was not until this time that he felt numb.
Holding Kira with his hands, Xiao Ran threw Kira on the bed. Kira slowly opened his eyes and looked at Xiao Ran. A trace of reason returned to his dazed eyes, and he softly shouted in a hoarse voice, "Teacher, why are you here."
Xiao Ran looked at Kira's appearance and sighed helplessly, saying, "If I don't come here, I don't know what you will become. The two little girls outside may not be able to help but rush in. Do you want them to see you like this and worry about you?"
"Whether it's Lacus or Cagalli, do they both have to endure less?"
"Lacus...Cagalli..." Kira gently read out these two names, and the emotion in his eyes regained more, but then Kira sat up, with a trace of sadness on his face. "I saw it Flay, she was with Cruze. She was kidnapped by Cruze and kept calling my name to save her, but I really had no choice but to watch her being taken away by Cruze. Mr. Mu was also injured because of protecting me."
"Teacher, am I really useless? How many people have died and been hurt because of me? Tolle is like this, Flay is like this, Mr. Mu is like this, teacher, you are like this too. Maybe I was like Cruze said, I shouldn't have appeared in this world at all. I am just a manufactured product, a tool."
"Flay? Why did she appear there?" Xiao Ran frowned. The appearance of Flay was really unexpected but reasonable. Flay disappeared inexplicably when Battle of Alaska was there. As expected, he was taken away by Cruze as in the plot, which is not surprising.
But the strangest thing is that it appeared inside L4 and was brought along by Cruze. However, if Cruze treats Flay as a hostage or a shield, it is not impossible based on Cruze's virtue.
Xiao Ran shook his head and said seriously to Kira: "No matter what others say, Kira, do you think you are a tool? You have friends, teachers, people who are willing to give everything for you, people who love you and people you love. Do you think we, the people, treat you as a tool again?"
Kira looked up at Xiao Ran in confusion, then shook his head slightly.
"In that case, how could you get the answer that you are a tool?" Xiao Ran touched Kira's head and said, "Living in this world, everyone has the meaning of his or her own existence, and perhaps also has the responsibility for his destiny."
"Indeed, some people were hurt and sacrificed because of you, but how many people's fates did you change and how many people did you save? Alaska How many people would have died without you in this war, Orb If you hadn't appeared, would there have been a chance to keep the fire? And me, if it hadn't been for your protection many times, I might have died on the battlefield. It is inevitable that there will be sacrifices in the war, but didn't you also save more people?"
"And to have you appear in such a chaotic world is actually a kind of Luck in this world. Your ability can change the world, calm the war between ZAFT and Earth Force, bring peace to the world, and make Orb reborn from the ashes. But now you are doubting your own ability, doubting your own existence, doubting your hope and purpose?"