"Come back with me. You don't have anywhere else to go back to, do you?"
Shirou tried to reach out to Sakura, but she was like a wounded little animal now, frantically rejecting everything around her.
"No, Senpai. You still don't know, do you? What kind of person I am, how filthy my body is..."
"...Enough. Really, it's already enough! Senpai, there's really no need to care about someone like me!"
"Sakura..."
For a moment, Shirou wanted to tell Sakura, "I know. I know everything." But when he opened his mouth, no words came out.
Having never lived through that hellish life himself, he had no right to say things like "I understand you" or "I know everything."
"...No, Sakura. Your condition is terrible right now. Come back with me!"
Shirou took two steps toward Sakura, but she backed away several steps in fear.
She bit her lip slightly, then spoke in a voice laced with regret.
"...I can't, Senpai... I-I stopped being a virgin a long time ago. I lost my first time ages ago. And, and I lied to you too!"
As though venting everything, Sakura viciously pinched her own arm. No one knew what she was feeling as she did it. Her fingernails even tore through her padded coat...
...What garbage clothing!
"Hey, Senpai, did you know? Rider's original Master wasn't my brother. It was me... But when I saw Ms. Irisviel at the Emiya family home, I gave Rider's ownership to my brother.
I couldn't bear to imagine fighting alongside you, Senpai. I couldn't! But I was too afraid to disobey Grandpa, so I pretended not to know anything and went back to the Emiya family home.
I pretended I knew nothing and deceived you, Senpai. Look, that was the only way you wouldn't see me