[Mountains Year 6786, Month 14, Day 2]
They had always been curious about what my nightmare was.
They asked why there was no pattern to it at all, why they still couldn't make sense of it after all these years.
How was I supposed to explain it?
It was probably that I could never get what I wanted, never accomplish what I wanted to do, could only ever settle for second best, could only ever be at the Demon Game's mercy.
I often questioned myself in the mirror: Did you still belong to yourself?
[Mountains Year 6787, Month 13, Day 20]
Ah, so gods and demons really did exist outside the Demon Game.
[Mountains Year 6788, Month 1, Day 7]
Among the demons were Oak Owl, Fragrant Branch, and Elf.
How did they view our suffering?
[Mountains Year 6789, Month 11, Day 19]
Frost Deer guessed what my nightmare was. She asked me why I was always so calm.
I said that every form of suffering was a reward for the viewer.
[Mountains Year 6790, Month 15, Day 16]
It had been a long time since I had gained insight into a Godly Skill through suffering.
I heard the same was true of the other Apostles of God.
But I thought it was good enough that everyone could still stay sane. Why ask for Godly Skills too?
[Mountains Year 6792, Month 4, Day 20]
So long, so boring, so painful
[Mountains Year 6793, Month 14, Day 10]
Couldn't we get something new?
[Mountains Year 6794, Month 16, Day 21]
On the Winter Solstice Festival, Mistblade brought over a set of something called mahjong.
[Mountains Year 6795, Month 1, Day 20]
It was all Mistblade's fault! After playing mahjong for nearly 21 days,