Looking at Li Ruo Bai's expression, Jiang Yan Hai paused for a moment, and then spoke again.
"And you see, this time we went out, not at home, but abroad. Faced with hundreds of gangsters, there were bullets flying around me at any time. Many times, the bullets were only a few centimeters away from my body."
"They tried to kill us, and we also want to kill them, not just one, not just ten. When the battle is over, there may be dozens or hundreds of corpses lying around."
"There are always grenades around us, even Rocket Launcher. When advancing in the forest, you may step on a mine at any time. Today's mines are not like those in movies. You may have a chance to dismantle them."
"Today's landmines, when I step on them, the urn you are waiting for may only contain a few fragments of my military uniform, and there may be nothing else."
Some words may be illegal, but Jiang Yan Hai knows that Li Ruo Bai is not a person who talks nonsense like that. She is a tight-lipped person. For example, she changed her mobile phone before and broke the memory card. Jiang Yan Hai has roughly guessed the reason.
In fact, he didn't say anything, he was just describing some things.
The expression on Jiang Yan Hai's face was very dull, but the topic he spoke made Li Ruo Bai feel a little dazed.
Her hands were trembling a little, even a little cold. She grabbed Jiang Yan Hai's hand, and Jiang Yan Hai also held her hand in his hand.
"You... you are 19 this year, not yet 20 years old... and you are... carrying out such a task?" Li Ruo Bai's voice was trembling.
Jiang Yan Hai always talked about performing tasks. She had seen Jiang Yan Hai fighting with those people before. She thought Jiang Yan Hai was a policeman. Later, Jiang Yan Hai said he was a soldier. She thought he was a soldier like Armed Police. She could not distinguish Armed Police from a field force.
In her opinion, they are all similar. She thinks that Jiang Yan Hai can at best catch some criminals in the city, or maybe go to other cities to catch them.
Although it is dangerous, the probability is not that high, but she has never thought that Jiang Yan Hai involves another battlefield, another battlefield that she may have never heard of or heard of.
But if she remembered correctly, he was only 19.
"Yes, I am performing such a mission now. In the future, the missions I perform may be more dangerous, and there may even be more such missions. It is no exaggeration to say that every time I go out to perform a mission, the difference between life and death may be fifty-fifty."
"So, do you understand why I don't dare to accept your love? It's not that I don't like it, and it's not that I don't understand it, it's just that I can't." Jiang Yan Hai held her hands with both hands and said in a serious tone.
"Like I said, you deserve a better man. Maybe I'm good, but I'm not suitable for you. You deserve someone who will love you and stay with you for the rest of your life." Jiang Yan Hai smiled, then let go of her hand and stood up.
He did not continue speaking, but stood up and prepared to walk out the door.
Looking at Jiang Yan Hai's back, Li Ruo Bai's big eyes were finally filled with tears. It wasn't until Jiang Yan Hai's back was approaching the door that Li Ruo Bai stood up and said loudly with trembling lips, "Wait a minute."
Jiang Yan Hai stopped in his tracks.
"You promised me that you would stay with me today." Li Ruo Bai said loudly, "And don't forget, even if you don't count today's meal, you still owe me 9 meals. Even if you don't accept me, just like you said, maybe I will find a man who loves me, but you must pay off all your meals."
Standing there with his back to Li Ruo Bai, Jiang Yan Hai smiled bitterly. Is this meal so bad?
"Let's not talk about food for now. You promised me to stay here today. A man keeps his word." Li Ruo Bai said loudly again.
"Okay." Jiang Yan Hai took a deep breath, did not leave, but turned around and came back.
Looking around, I saw that the sofa and the entire living room were covered with thick and clean carpets. Jiang Yan Hai pointed to the ground and said, "Then I will live here today."
"Okay. Just wait, I'll find a roof for you." Li Ruo Bai reached out to wipe away her tears, turned around and ran towards her bedroom.
Soon Li Ruo Bai brought out a winter quilt and a summer quilt.
It's neither cold nor hot in the house, and it doesn't matter even if it's not covered.
Putting the Xia Liang quilt on the sofa, she then unfolded the winter quilt and laid it on the place where Jiang Yan Hai had just unfolded it. After spreading the winter quilt, she took the Xia Liang quilt and placed it on it.
Then she stood up, barefooted, and ran back to her bedroom. Soon she took out another pillow and placed it here.
"Thank you." Jiang Yan Hai took a deep breath.
"There's a bathroom over there. I've prepared all the toiletries for you. You can wash up." Li Ruo Bai said calmly.
"Yeah." Jiang Yan Hai nodded, and then followed the direction of her fingers and walked to the public restroom on the other side.
Jiang Yan Hai turned on the toothbrush and started washing. The man washed quickly. When he finished washing and came out, there was no one in the living room outside.
The light also became dim, and Jiang Yan Hai stood there in a daze for a while. Then he sat down on the spot Li Ruo Bai had prepared for him on the ground, and lay on the quilt.
There's still the nice light fragrance of her on it.
The living room was quiet.
At this moment, Li Ruo Bai was also sitting on her bed in a daze. She didn't know what she was thinking. Jiang Yan Hai's words just now were spinning over and over in her mind.
After a long time, she seemed to have thought of something, and quickly stood up from her bed, then walked to the nearby wardrobe, reached out and touched a mirror on the wardrobe, and the mirror lit up.
She put her palm on it, and a pattern that scanned the entire palm print lit up. Soon, when the palm print scan was completed, there was a "buzz" sound from the motor, and the seemingly weak wardrobe door slowly opened with a low motor sound.
Inside the thick security door is a special safe that is only seven or eight square meters in size. Li Ruo Bai walked to a safe inside, and this special safe also required double verification of fingerprints and pupils.
Opening the safe again, it was empty except for a ten-inch photo on the top.
Li Ruo Bai took it out, ignored the safe, and walked out directly. He sat on the bed and looked blankly at the photos in his hands. On them, a girl and a boy with a resolute face were smiling, and they were very happy.
This is the photo left by Li Ruo Bai last time when she took Jiang Yan Hai. Although she took a lot of photos, dozens of them, this is the only one she left after careful selection and development. She destroyed all the remaining negatives and electronic versions.
Because she felt that Jiang Yan Hai's job might be dangerous, these photos must not be revealed. This is the only one she kept...