She Wanted to Live Another Life

"Because she knew that no matter what, she couldn't defeat the Creator God, so she fell into despair?" Nan Feng guessed.

"No, no, no."

Xiao Nan shook her head vigorously. "Soyana had fought all her life. How could something like that make her despair? She had long been prepared to die on the battlefield. You could even say that dying at His hands would have been the best ending for Soyana."

Nan Feng couldn't understand. "If she wasn't even afraid of death, then why was she so desperate that she wanted to kill herself? I really don't get it."

Xiao Nan's tone grew somewhat subdued. "Brother, perhaps one day, you'll understand her. But I hope that when that day comes, you won't make the same choice she did. You have to live well."

Nan Feng laughed. "You're kidding. No matter what happens, I could never commit suicide. All right, hurry up and tell me. What exactly happened back then that made Soyana so despairing?"

Xiao Nan gathered her thoughts before speaking. "You should know that none of Red Star's ordinary people—the elderly and the children—survived, right?"

Nan Feng nodded. "I know. Soyana told me."

Back then, after Soyana killed the Fallen Devil forty times, she could no longer defeat it.

She could only watch helplessly as the Fallen Devil slaughtered every elderly person and child, leaving none alive.

In that unfamiliar other world, watching fellow countrymen die before her one after another... perhaps that was why Soyana had fallen into despair? That was what Nan Feng thought.

"Long Wudi was stronger than Soyana. On his own, he forced the Fallen Devil down to its last life." Xiao Nan spoke slowly. "But if you, Catherine, Archie, Xuan Cheng, and the others hadn't gone to help him, he still wouldn't have been