I saw all your blessings. To borrow the words of a certain great author, I'm a professional!
Heh, that's right, I'm a professional. I'm fine, so no one needs to worry!
After a day, I had calmed down a lot and thought about many things. As some people said, I had to pull myself together. If surgery really became necessary, it would cost money too, wouldn't it? The responsibility on my shoulders suddenly felt much heavier!
Those who know Xiao Chen know that I've always taken money rather lightly. I haven't had any particularly tragic experiences—both my parents are alive and well, and I have a younger sister. Our family isn't wealthy, but I was never short of food or clothing, so I've never had any particular obsession with money!
As for food, clothing, and housing, I could get by however I could. When I was writing my previous book, at my worst, I lived in a three-square-meter partition and ate only one meal a day, yet I still made it through. I've always been rather optimistic myself and never felt all that despairing!
But this time, I truly realized it deeply. For one moment, I was completely dumbfounded, my mind blank. The last time the tumor was removed, it drained all my savings. If tests show that the cancer cells have spread this time, who knows how much more it will cost!
The new book I'd been dragging my feet on finally took shape over the past two days. Heh, was this being forced by reality?
Lastly, thank you all for your monthly tickets, thank you for your recommendation tickets, and thank you for all your encouragement. If possible, I hope those of you with the means can subscribe. I have no other way anymore. Other than writing books,