"At the time, my heart gradually sank into darkness. Whenever I saw Haochen, that heart-devouring pain grew ever more intense. So I made a despicable decision. I acknowledged you, and I acknowledged Haochen as well. But what I was thinking then was to raise him to fight against the Devil Race. I had always believed he was the Demon God Emperor's son. Although his steadfastness and kindness made me like him very much, the pain in my heart kept me from calmly thinking things through. So I trained Haochen with all my might, helping him grow stronger. When I saw that he possessed the Child of Light constitution, there was a moment when I suspected that he might be my biological son. But we had been separated for so many years. I couldn't understand why, if he were my son, you hadn't brought him back to find me. So I continued sinking into pain."
"I trained Haochen for two years before I finally could no longer endure the agony in my heart. I was even somewhat afraid to face his clear, pure gaze. So I took you back to Dragon Guard Pass. I had thought that without Haochen by my side, my heart would feel better. But I soon discovered that the pain in my heart remained, and it only showed signs of growing worse. So I chose to run away as well. Many times, I was not at Dragon Guard Pass; sometimes, I would leave for years at a time. I loved you deeply, but I could not help dwelling on everything I imagined in my heart."
"Later, Haochen's talent gradually revealed itself. He shone brilliantly in the Demon Hunter Group Selection Competition and became a Demon Hunter. I gradually began paying attention to him. I even followed him,