The physical examination is finally over.
Lu Xin just feels that he has been tortured too much.
Before and after, my physical examination actually lasted for more than a week.
It's not even easy to ask for leave. After all, you can't go back to the company to cancel your leave and say you went for a physical examination this week, right?
Others just take half a day off for a physical examination. If I really come back to the company and say this, the company will probably think that I am lying and refuse to approve my paid leave, or it will suspect that I have a serious illness...
In addition, the feeling of this physical examination is really uncomfortable.
Even though I was fully prepared from the beginning, it still felt uncomfortable when I actually started testing one by one.
Little by little, inch by inch, I felt like I was being watched.
And the deeper the detection, the brighter it will be seen.
In addition, the way other people looked at me during this physical examination was really scary.
Although each of these researchers consider themselves doctors, their eyes look more like butchers...
The kind of butcher who is preparing for the New Year.
Obviously I have never been afraid when facing the ultimate, but when I was looked at by these people, I was really a little scared.
Fortunately, as the last out-of-control risk test ended, the entire physical examination also ended.
It was the same experience as when I first came to Qinggang Special Pollution Cleanup Department.
Out-of-control risk detection is actually a dialogue.
I sat down face to face with Dr. Jia, who was still gentle and elegant even though she was older. While answering a few seemingly simple questions from her, I talked to each other about some interesting things that I had experienced recently. Both of them had a great time chatting.
From time to time, happy laughter could be heard in the examination room.
It is not yet known what Dr. Jia wrote on the test report in the end, but Lu Xin seemed to have been relieved of a heavy burden and could finally put on his own clothes. Moreover, Special Purity Department did not let him go back immediately. He was assigned a ward, wearing a white hospital gown, and under the care of two gentle and beautiful nurses, he quietly waited for the physical examination report to arrive.
There are even meals for sick patients.
The test results will be given to him after careful discussion by researchers in Qinggang.
"With this result, you understand yourself better, right?"
Lu Xin is thinking about this problem.
He really wants to try his best and improve a little bit.
Perhaps, this is to really cure myself quickly.
On the other hand, it is also because the problem of Old Director will come at some time...
Trial of Life, Trial of Pain, Trial of Desire, Trial of Cognition...
And what I haven't experienced yet:
Trial of Strength.
Trial of Heart.
Trial of God.
Lu Xin is very disgusted with these trials. There is a part of him that is abnormally disgusted with this feeling of being manipulated.
The other part also knows that the coming of every trial symbolizes a disaster.
Therefore, he has always wanted to find Old Director as soon as possible and ask him what the ultimate goal of this trial is.
And use the gentlest method to persuade him to stop these trials.
However, disgust is disgust.
Because I know this trial cannot be stopped, I still have to be prepared to face it.
It's like, every time you have a quarrel with your partner, with trembling hands and angry heart, you swear never to come back...
...But it's not just about buying a dish to take home, you also have to consider whether she eats coriander.
It is precisely because I have understood this truth and do not want to let unnecessary anger ruin everything that is good now.
So when the researchers asked Lu Xin why he suddenly wanted a physical examination this time, Lu Xin told them calmly:
I want to understand myself more deeply and ask them to guide me to further improvement.
Of course, Lu Xin didn't know the reactions of these researchers when they heard about his purpose.
Almost half of the researchers stayed on the spot. "So our research in Qinggang has reached this level?"
The other half of the researchers thought, "If it breaks, we will no longer be able to fish in the future, and we will be eliminated..."
However, compared to the shock and worry of these ordinary researchers, Professor Bai, who is the chief researcher of Qinggang, or the mentor of all Qinggang researchers, seems to have already been prepared, and all the physical examination results of individual soldiers were finally collected in his hands.
In other words, only he knows everything about the status of individual soldiers, and others can only know part of it at most.
Following this, came the most severe gag order from the Special Purity Department.
It is absolutely forbidden for anyone to discuss and record the results of this test, let alone leak them.
Once discovered, no matter how high the status or identity is, they will face charges and life imprisonment in Qinggang.
If the situation is serious, you may even go to Group D.
In addition to this series of confidentiality measures, he also personally gave instructions to individual soldiers' requests.
So, one day later, when Lu Xin, who was comfortably wearing a hospital gown and eating hospital meals under the care of a nurse, got the document, he just opened it and glanced at it. He was stunned for a long time, and then he said in disbelief, "Go to college?"
"Not going to college."
The person who sent the documents was Han Bing, who explained seriously, "It's just a tutoring class."
"The full name is Qinggang Advanced Mental Theory Training Course, but the training location is Qinggang University."
"In addition, the students recruited are not just you, but also many others."
"Professor Bai said that he will come to take classes in person. You should be able to find what you want from these trainings."
"Of course..."
She explained patiently, with a smile on her face, and said, "According to Professor Bai, although you are considered a student, you are also a visiting professor. Because there are some aspects of knowledge that even he does not understand, but you can understand it naturally. Therefore, you usually receive training here, but when it comes to some key courses, you need to go to the podium to explain to everyone."
"Ah..."
Lu Xin Listen, I am really confused.
Not only do you want to go to the university to attend lectures, but you even have to give lectures on the podium?
I just graduated from high school...
Because of this question, he was shocked for a while before he suddenly reacted and lowered his voice and said, "Then if you participate in this..."
"... Do you want to give me a diploma?"
"..."
Han Bing said that he would ask for her, and quietly told herself that there was a high probability that she would be given a special graduation certificate.
But Lu Xin also expressed his attitude.
You don't need special approval or any honors, just an ordinary diploma.
Maybe a degree is the only thing that has a special title but is worthless, right?
In addition, he really didn't expect that after so many years since he graduated from high school, he would still go to college one day...
This training class will start in three days, and Lu Xin was kicked out of the ward on the same day.
It just so happens that Lu Xin has had enough.
Life is good under the care of two little nurses, but it is uncomfortable to follow them when going to the toilet...
There is no time to feel sorry for the patient who has not eaten enough.
He also attaches great importance to this training class, or in other words, this training class held on the Qinggang University campus.
I returned to Satellite City No. 2 that day and asked for a leave from the company first.
Not only did I make up for the leave I took during the physical examination, but I also took the leave to attend the training class later.
Then it's time to pack up and prepare for the trip.
"The result is not bad..."
Seeing Lu Xin looking so serious, Mom seemed to be in a good mood. "These researchers in Qinggang, or in other words, the old man who likes to wear white suits, are really courageous people. The fact that he dares to train you personally shows that he is not in awe because of your test results, and has chosen to draw a clear line with you to avoid being involved in some incidents that exceed the limits of his personal abilities."
"Although I'm not sure if he can really help you, having this courage is very commendable."
"..."
"Why do you sound like you're not sure whether they can help me?"
Lu Xin couldn't help but look at Mom.
She was the one who made the suggestion at first, but during the test, she was the one who stayed away from the test.
In this test of his, almost all abilities were tested except for hers.
"You are in a very strange state now. Even I am not sure how to help you, let alone them?"
Mom explained with a smile, "However, it is precisely because they are more fragile than you yourself, and most of their theories remain in the guessing stage, so even if they mislead you, the negative impact on you personally will be weaker."
"This..."
Mom's words immediately affected Lu Xin's enthusiasm slightly.
But as soon as he thought about it, he thought about it.
Even if you really can't get any help, it would be nice to get a college diploma...
He has now become the youngest senior executive in the company. With a diploma, he will be able to advance to a higher position in the future.
With this thought in mind, he packed his things and had a meeting with his family.
First, my sister can't just make people into toys.
After Crimson Moon incident, there are too few college students, and every one of them is a treasure.
Second, my sister cannot wander around the university campus.
I heard that college students sometimes act more impulsively. If my sister sees something she shouldn't, she will become a bad student.
The third one is for the father.
You can't just come out casually and show off your power.
That will make your temperament look gloomy and affect your image in the eyes of college students.
When Lu Xin was ready to receive training, Professor Bai in Qinggang Special Purity Department was also preparing seriously.
No one dares to despise the demands of individual soldiers.
In addition, as a researcher, he really hopes that he can give some guidance to Lu Xin.
When he picked up the pen seriously and started preparing lessons, what flashed through his mind was what Doctor Jia Mengyi, who was responsible for conducting psychological examinations for Lu Xin and assessing his risk of losing control, told him alone, "Today's individual soldiers are different from those during the first examination."
"He is obviously more cheerful now than before, and his thinking and logic have greatly improved compared to before."
"What does this mean?"
"It shows that everything he did before was probably just an act..."
"If you have to ask me to describe it, then I would rather say that he used to be a person with severe depression, but he was unwilling to show his abnormality in front of others. Now, he is like a depressed patient whose condition has eased and is actively asking for help. Therefore, he is willing to take the initiative to expose some of his own problems..."
"So, his condition has improved?"
"Of course, but you can think of another situation..."
"What will happen to a patient with severe depression who is about to get better once his symptoms relapse?"
"What?"
"To put it simply, it is a despair that is enough to completely drown people, like a mountain roaring and a tsunami..."
"From a case perspective, many patients with depression have completely lost all hope due to such repetitions."
"Eventually..."
"..."
"Alas..."
Realizing the seriousness of this problem, Professor Bai sighed lightly and put down the pen in his hand.
He wanted to give the most direct guidance to the individual soldiers, but he couldn't be sure of anything.
Because the current state of the individual soldier was too delicate, he felt more pressure and did not dare to give accurate guidance at will.
But he is very sure that individual soldiers now need some accurate, firm and effective guidance.
In this case, the only way is. "Talk about philosophy!"
If professionalism is not enough, philosophy will make up for it.
Professor Bai nodded with satisfaction and prepared to write down his teaching notes.
At this moment, he heard a gentle knock on the door.