"What's that crazy guy doing?"
When the curtain was raised on the Crowned Clown stage and this weird performance began, the surroundings fell into silence.
Under the protection of the void girl, Black Bishop, who had always looked at Lu Xin with provocative eyes, suddenly realized something was wrong.
When Lu Xin was attacking him crazily, his face was cold and even his eyes were provocative. Now that Lu Xin stopped, his expression suddenly changed..
He cast his eyes at Crowned Clown angrily, almost breaking his teeth.
But the clown's performance was very fast, advancing at a carnival-like rhythm. Black Bishop didn't even have enough time to stop its performance. In other words, the weirdness that was shocked and almost destroyed by Lu Xin was not enough to stop it.
And Crowned Clown, who was looking at him across the layers of space, turned his head slightly as if he was stuck at the end of the performance.
He showed a strange smile to him, a smile full of madness and mystery.
Black Bishop's heart was suddenly filled with an extremely worrying uncertainty, and he suddenly turned his head to look at Lu Xin.
At this time, Lu Xin was standing quietly on the spot. The black particles on his body were shaking to the extreme, but suddenly stopped.
It was like a raging flame exploding crazily, but at the moment of exploding, someone pressed the shutter.
As a result, the repression that was about to destroy everything, as well as the crazier power within, solidified at this moment.
Lu Xin's eyes were dark, like two deep holes.
But he remained motionless, seeming to be listening carefully to something.
"The most important thing is hope..."
"You are just you, the backbone of our family and our support..."
"There are always many people in this world who want to impose their destiny on you, but that is wrong..."
"No one should be deprived of their destiny. Being able to be ourselves is a great thing..."
"..."
Mom's words sounded lightly in his mind.
This gentle and considerate voice actually overcame the chaos in Lu Xin's mind for a moment, making him suddenly feel awake.
Then, a strange feeling of fear and alienation made Lu Xin feel like he had become two people.
He raised his head and looked at the shadow in the ruined palace deep in his consciousness.
This was the first time he looked at this seriously.
But in fact, I am already very familiar with this look.
Because he has looked at himself indifferently and indifferently since he was a child. Looking at himself has made him feel endless pressure, making him always breathless, always immersed in the gray world forever, unable to feel lightness and liveliness.
But when I looked at this look, I even felt like I was looking into a mirror.
The power of this kind of gaze is such that it always makes you think that it is your own gaze.
But it's not.
Lu Xin At this moment, he even felt a shiver in his heart, and he suddenly thought of many things.
Or rather, people.
For example, in the beginning, people were living happily and tasting coffee in the coffee shop on the corner of the street.
For example, in a transportation company, people think they are Qin Ran.
For example, in Happy Town, people who keep smiling on their faces day after day...
Contaminated people.
Lu Xin suddenly became aware that he was also a contaminated person.
I am gradually becoming a part of a certain Pollution Source, thus losing myself.
"They should be destroyed, shouldn't they?"
When Lu Xin thought about this and even felt some kind of trembling, a voice sounded in his mind.
Lu Xin didn't know if someone was talking to him or if he just had a certain idea.
He spoke softly, seeming extremely calm and yet extremely crazy. "They are the ones who persecuted you."
"They are the ones who allowed you to have this gloomy life!"
"It's them who destroyed your home, it's them who want to destroy your life..."
"So, isn't it right to be angry? Isn't it right to destroy them?"
"You should destroy them, you should make them pay the maximum price..."
"Because you are God."
"Because of the majesty of the tyrant, no one will be allowed to blaspheme..."
"..."
"Yes..."
When he said the words to destroy the other party, Lu Xin responded immediately.
This did not require him to answer, his "self" answered this sentence.
But then, Lu Xin suddenly shook his head again, his voice full of doubts. "But this is my family's business..."
At this moment, the vibration of black particles suddenly stopped for a while.
"I am alone..."
Lu Xin said slowly but seriously, or in other words, he had this thought in his heart:
"There are people waiting for me to go back, and there are people waiting for me to save..."
"I don't have time to focus on destroying the world, because I am very busy just protecting my own life..."
"..."
"Cowardly, cowardly, short-sighted..."
When this thought arose in him, a huge change suddenly occurred in his mind.
All the murmurs in his mind suddenly unified and turned into an angry roar like a tide.
It was as if a roaring monster was roaring in Lu Xin's mind, accusing Lu Xin at this time, and angrily scolding his thoughts.
Lu Xin just listened quietly, feeling the boundless anger.
Feeling the heavy feeling as if the flames of hell were pressing down on my heart...
He just endured it silently. After he had resisted the most stressful moment for a while, he slowly spoke:
"Yes, a person without anger is weak..."
"But people who are controlled by anger are stupid, aren't they?"
"..."
"Uh-huh!"
When Lu Xin said this, or in other words, had this idea, the surroundings suddenly became quiet.
"I am just an ordinary person and have no ambition to destroy the world, so..."
"Compared with the anger I feel after losing, I hope not to lose..."
"..."
Lu Xin's voice was low, but he strengthened his inner thoughts and said in a low voice:
"You are not me, and there is no need for outsiders to interfere in our family's affairs..."
"..."
All the crazy roars receded in an instant, like a huge rock, suddenly surfaced. At the same time, the gaze in the ruined palace became farther and farther away from Lu Xin in an instant, and slowly retreated into the depths of Lu Xin's consciousness.
There was disappointment and faint anger in his eyes.
Lu Xin, on the other hand, looked at him quietly with calm eyes, watching him disappear.
My thoughts have never been as clear as this.
The understanding generated at this time, the information Mom left for himself, and the information left by Lu Tianming in the past were mixed together.
After peeling back the layers, Lu Xin finally understood everything.
Just now, I was affected by the consciousness of Lu Tianming, and was almost completely contaminated.
From the container that sealed the anger, it became the secondary Pollution Source of "The Beginning", completely losing the "self" part.
The message Lu Tianming left thirty years ago contains important things, as well as his consciousness.
It was this consciousness that resonated with the black particles in his body, connected with the spiritual power left in Research Institute by Lu Tianming, and gave him the information from thirty years ago. However, this was not considered a gift, just a kind of spiritual parasitism.
Lu Tianming's consciousness is not left to himself, but to himself in the future.
But I was not him, I was just contaminated by him. Several times during this period, I thought of him as myself in a trance.
That strange familiar feeling is just that I am being polluted.
After thinking about this, Lu Xin suddenly let out a long breath.
No wonder Mom still tried his best to see clearly before leaving.
No wonder...
Lu Xin suddenly turned his head and looked at Black Bishop, who was very close to him under the layers of white hair.
This man's expression was indifferent, his eyes were full of provocation, and there was even cold expectation. He was not afraid of his anger at this time, and even kept teasing himself. It seemed that he also wanted to completely lose control of himself and become a secondary pollution of the Beginning.
This was obviously an obvious trap, but just now, I didn't see it.
I thought I was venting my anger, but I almost got led into a dead end by this man and fell into his trap.
Is this because they are not afraid of the secondary Pollution Source of the Beginning?
Perhaps, they who dare to say that they have killed "gods" have the power to deal with "The Beginning".
So, after they became secondary Pollution Source, did they have more ways to deal with them?
"The Beginning" is dead, with only the instinct of destruction.
Therefore, "The Beginning" will only rely on instinct to seize any opportunity to resurrect in his own body?
Cold sweat fell down.
Lu Xin Among such a group of monsters, I found that there were really few things I could choose...
Fortunately, he stopped at the edge of the cliff.
And when Lu Xin opened his eyes and looked at himself, Black Bishop had unconcealable disappointment in his eyes.
His lips moved, and he even wanted to provoke him again.
It's a pity that after all, he is not that good at office struggles and speculation about people's hearts, so for a while, he couldn't think of a way.
"Haha..."
Lu Xin looked at him and suddenly sneered.
Black Bishop suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart.
"Wow..."
For Lu Xin, in his extreme anger, he was infinitely close to the aura of "The Beginning".
Even just a little bit, it is completely integrated with "The Beginning".
But he was lucky enough to hold on to the last step at the most critical moment and understand what he wanted to do.
But in the perception of others, it is not so simple.
For a moment, they felt that the entire space around them had turned black.
There is a fine and sharp spiritual aura that is always stimulating every pore in his body.
There were crazy murmurs one after another, swirling in his ears, and even worming their way into his brain.
Every second that passes makes me more desperate, as if I have fallen into an endless abyss.
But at this moment, they suddenly felt that the pressure around them disappeared quickly.
It was like rising to the surface of the sea from a depth of several thousand meters in an instant, seeing the stars in the sky, and feeling the air filling my lungs.
Then at the moment when their ears and eyes became clear at the same time, they heard the conversation of Lu Xin.
Everyone suddenly raised their heads and looked at Lu Xin, who was standing in the wilderness and underneath Crimson Moon.
He just stood quietly, the black particles on his body spinning heavily.
From the extremely trembling state just now, it instantly transformed into this moment, a state of thinking.
"Can you resist?"
Dr. An suddenly felt a strong joy rushing into his heart.
But she was still a little unsure. This strong joy was hanging in the air, and she was careful not to really fall down.
On the other side, Dean Xue waved his fist fiercely.
He was so happy that he picked up a Infiltrator and rubbed the black top hat on its head vigorously.
Crowned Clown's mouth corners were pulled open to both sides at the same time, and his white teeth looked increasingly sinister.
But at the same time, a strange joy appeared on his face, and it began to beat strangely.
One left, one right, like a happy child.
At the same time, inside the balloon he was holding, there was a red balloon that gently slipped out of his hand and flew into the distance...
Lu Xin, who stood under Crimson Moon, seemed to have no anger at all.
Even his voice seemed very calm. "Actually, I have no idea what you want to do."
"Until now, I don't quite understand what this Sole Consciousness is, and I don't want it."
"But since you want it, then I'll accept it..."
"..."
While saying these words, he paused slightly.
Suddenly he turned his head and looked at the strange group of people in the wilderness, looming under the light of Crimson Moon.
There are so many of them, and they have been oppressed by the will of a generation of researchers, that they are obviously some weird spiritual creatures, but they are like a loyal army, always sneaking around in the surrounding area.
He poked his head around, always showing a sinister and greedy expression.
Lu Xin glanced at them, pondered for a moment, then raised his left hand and lightly snapped his fingers.
"Crack!"
The black particles trembled slightly when Lu Xin snapped his fingers.
Intangible spiritual power emanated.
Lu Xin Behind him, the old building that had just turned into a dilapidated palace suddenly shook violently.
Layers of mud and sand rose from the ground, returned to the old building, and then submerged the dilapidated palace.
After that, the sound of squeezing and merging of steel bars and cement blocks was heard, like plasticine, forming another shape.
The dilapidated palace once again became what it was before the old building, without any difference.
Even the big holes drilled by the abyss worms and the strange Lu Xin that were swallowed by them came back one by one.
They appeared behind the windows one after another.
It seems that the number is actually more...
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