"Break the cycle?"
Lu Xin slowly recalled these four words, feeling that just these four words had an unusual magic power.
Is this what Mom is for?
"Yes."
Black Queen nodded gently, leisurely lost in thought, and said, "Sister, a proud and smart woman, naturally does not think about those subconscious pursuits of becoming a so-called god in reality, or being so ambitious that she wants to ascend the throne."
"Actually, what she wants has always been to break the cycle of reincarnation and break the constraints faced by us ultimates."
"..."
When she said these words, her expression seemed to become a little emotional.
Without the usual intense emotions, his voice became calmer:
"When we woke up from the abyss together and came to reality together, I was actually luckier than my sister."
"She was caught from the beginning and even exploited."
"And I gained freedom and became one of the first ultimates to come to reality and maintain freedom..."
"It's a pity..."
The corners of her lips trembled slightly, and she continued after a while, "We are different after all."
"From a free status, due to stupidity, I fell into the hands of Gaoshan Laboratory little by little and became..."
"... Stooge!"
When she said these two words, her anger could be clearly heard in her voice.
She was taunting herself as if she was cursing and taunting others.
After finishing the scolding, he even paused, as if to let himself feel the insult from himself, and then looked at Lu Xin and said, "But sister, from the fate of being bound, to the freedom she has today..."
Lu Xin Listen, I can't help but nod.
Yes, I don't know how Mom was controlled by a generation of researchers.
But she seemed to have lost her freedom a long time ago and was imprisoned by her side.
Likewise, there is the father who has lost his authority.
They were imprisoned together and lived in a dilapidated house for many years.
He couldn't even help but imagine the years when he was shrouded in the Beginning's gaze and was on the verge of collapse at any time. Anger would overflow from his brain at any time and kill everyone. Mom is a person who can spy on destiny, but is controlled by others. Every day I sit in her room, facing the lights outside the window, what are I thinking about?
Maybe there should be unwillingness and resentment, but when I recall it, she seemed to be smiling all the time.
As long as he appears in front of himself, he will wear a confident and gentle smile...
Lu Xin suddenly felt a slight tremble in his heart and thought of something.
If when I was growing up, I didn't have Mom's gentle smile, but only my father's shadow of depression and fear...
... Will I still grow into what I am now?
"Reincarnation..."
He couldn't help but slow down his tone and said slowly to himself, "What is reincarnation?"
"Reincarnation is the law..."
Black Queen nodded slightly and answered his question, "It is the tide that covers reality again and again."
"It is also the fate of civilization from generation to generation."
"..."
When she said this, she stopped slightly, looked at Lu Xin, and said, "Do you know the Beginning?"
"This..."
Lu Xin Suddenly found it difficult to answer this question.
I have seen the deepest part of the abyss, the body of the down-to-earth god that is dead but refuses to die.
I have even begun to use the power of the Beginning to digest Sole Consciousness.
But, what exactly is the Beginning?
"Oh, you don't even know what the Beginning is, and you've already started saving the world with others..."
When Black Queen saw Lu Xin's appearance, there seemed to be a hint of sarcasm in his smile.
Lu Xin frowned slightly, glanced at her, and then gently twisted his palms.
An invisible spiritual power unfolded and pressed heavily on the floor next to him. It looked like he had passed out. In fact, the black child had been slowly crawling out at an imperceptible speed, wrapping his entire body.
Not only did he pull his body back, he also lifted it into the air, and then slammed it to the ground.
The black child suddenly let out a shrill groan.
Black Queen's expression suddenly changed slightly, and he took a deep look at Lu Xin.
Lu Xin looked gentle and nodded to her politely.
Probably feeling the politeness of Lu Xin, Black Queen immediately became more polite.
He even straightened his body slightly, with a solemn look on his face, and said:
"The Beginning is God."
"You can also understand it as the ultimate meaning of the birth and development of all life, and also the final destination."
"Do you really think that the arrival of the Beginning is accidental?"
"That is inevitable and fate!"
"Actually, the Beginning is always here."
"Since the birth of life, since life began to have the ability to imagine, the Beginning has been born."
"She is the projection of the human spiritual world and the incarnation of the subconscious ocean of the human race. You can think of her as the sum of all lives that have ever appeared in this world, or you can think of her as the tomb where all life and civilization eventually pass away..."
"..."
Listening to Black Queen's words, Lu Xin couldn't help but frown.
Black Queen understood every word she said, but the meaning she wanted to express was hard to digest for a while.
Because what she said didn't seem to be an individual, it seemed different from the Beginning she had seen.
The superposition of lives, what the hell?
Projection of the spiritual world? What's the point?
He couldn't help but ask, "Why does such a life exist? What is its... purpose?"
"Purpose?"
Black Queen smiled and then shook his head, "It has no purpose and no meaning."
"What I'm telling you is not the monster you think is sleeping at the bottom of the abyss."
"It's not like you use it as a weapon in office fights..."
"The Beginning I'm talking about is the Beginning. It is the most complete the Beginning that has always influenced everyone in reality..."
"..."
When she said this, she even took a deep breath, looked at Lu Xin seriously, and said:
"Don't think of it as a human being."
"The Beginning is just the Beginning."
"It's coming just because it's been following this pattern."
"Just like the sun, moon and stars, just like everything in the universe, what is the meaning of their birth and destruction?"
"What's the point of the explosion and retrogression of the universe?"
"Meaning is something that humans can pursue, but God will not..."
"The existence of God is meaning in itself!"
"..."
Lu Xin After listening to her words, he couldn't help but sit up slightly.
Not quite the same.
What she said was different from what she had thought and understood before.
But it seems that there is some kind of intuition that makes me curious, and I really want to continue listening.
"The Beginning is not a disaster unique to people in your world."
Black Queen also paused slightly, then looked at Lu Xin and said softly, "The Beginning was born a long time ago."
"It is a projection of life, and can also be understood as the dark side of life."
"In this universe, in all realms belonging to the three-dimensional world, every civilization and world where thinkers exist will have the Beginning."
"It has been born from the birth of the first creature in this world."
"It affected the first civilizations born in this world and overwhelmed them."
"Then it affects the second, third, and fourth generations..."
"You..."
She paused slightly, as if she wanted to make a gesture, but then gave up and said calmly, "I forgot which generation it was."
"But if there was a civilization number, it might have been ranked to four digits..."
"..."
"?"
This sentence made Lu Xin somewhat shocked and even a little suspicious.
"It's true."
Black Queen said softly, "The Beginning has always existed."
"Every ultimate has his or her own second side, and the Beginning actually has one too."
"She is both the Beginning and ultimately."
"Whenever a generation of life begins to be born, she will fall asleep, and her dreams are the ocean of human subconsciousness."
"Her spirit affects the lives of this generation, giving birth to high wisdom, and then looks at the lives of this generation, multiplying her own unique spiritual imprint, and finally wakes up when she matures, and leads life back to the mother's body..."
"Maybe if you look through the history books before Crimson Moon incident, you can see the shadow of the Beginning in it."
"The Beginning has been sleeping in the shadow of your civilization, but occasionally, someone will overlap with her tentacles in dreams."
"So, they wake up and try to describe to others what the Beginning looks like."
"So, the gods you talk about appeared, and various religions appeared..."
"The Beginning, your history and legends have always hinted at her existence, although she doesn't care whether you know it or not."
"..."
She seemed to have no emotion as she spoke these words.
Until the end, he paused for a moment, looked at Lu Xin quietly, and slowly spoke:
"Before Crimson Moon incident happened, it was time for the civilization of your generation to return."
"So, you feel depressed and lost. This is because the Beginning no longer protects you in reality."
"..."
"This..."
Lu Xin still finds it difficult to understand. This concept is too huge.
So much so that he felt that his thinking and cognition had been restricted.
"So..."
He pondered for a moment and could only ask, "If the Beginning really comes, what will happen?"
"If the Beginning really comes..."
Black Queen showed a deep smile on his face, "Then anything can happen."
"The arrival of the Beginning represents the return of every consciousness."
"The result of the return may be that every consciousness can live freely in the mother body of the Beginning."
"Just like an emperor living in the Fantasy Nation degree, whatever you want, you will have."
"You can regard yourself as the absolute protagonist in your own thinking and in your own Fantasy Nation degree. You will have an eternal dream. In that dream, you can satisfy all your desires, whether they are good or bad..."
"Of course, it is also possible that after entering the mother's body, it falls into a deep sleep and its consciousness is completely erased."
"But it's not necessarily a bad thing."
"There is actually no difference between having all desires satisfied and having all desires erased."
"Even eliminating all desires and consciousness is even more advanced."
"After all, we all understand that theoretically, human desires can never be completely satisfied..."
"..."
"..."
Lu Xin From Black Queen's words, one can hear a clear sense of ridicule, and even a sense of schadenfreude. I don't know why this person would still find any opportunity to show his superiority even though he is so depressed now.
He did not follow her words to discuss, but was silent for a while, pondered, and said:
"What about Crimson Moon incident?"
"If the Beginning comes, will Crimson Moon incident happen again, or even... worse?"
"..."
Third Descent, it has happened, and I and Qinggang are now solving this problem.
Although it was a bit strenuous and risky, there were several times during which it almost led to a total collapse.
But now, the results are quite satisfactory.
After listening to Black Queen's words, Lu Xin had to consider whether there would be a fourth time after stopping Third Descent?
"No."
And Black Queen, after listening to Lu Xin's inquiry, seemed to be slightly in a trance, and his slightly indifferent expression was broken.
She was silent for a moment, and then answered with a strange and complicated expression:
"Crimson Moon incident, in fact, is a sign of your resistance..."
"..."
"Huh?"
This sentence really surprised Lu Xin, and even felt that Black Queen's words were a bit outrageous.
Resist?
What resistance?
What I'm talking about now is Crimson Moon incident.
It was Crimson Moon incident that caused the instant collapse of the pre-civilization era and caused the death of 70% of all mankind.
It is one of the biggest disasters since the birth of mankind.
Now, she says it's actually a sign of defiance?
"You need to understand that the Beginning's awakening, or the return of the spiritual world, is irreversible."
Black Queen seemed to see the consternation of Lu Xin and spoke softly, "Before Crimson Moon incident appeared, the Beginning's eyes had already turned to reality, and the curse of the human race had also begun. At that time, many strange events that went against your knowledge had already begun to occur in reality, many people with magical abilities were born, and many mysterious disasters occurred."
"And the reason is very simple..."
"The Beginning has begun to wake up, and you are very close to God."
"At this time, creatures that are about to return often have two choices. Some believe in gods. They will not reject the Beginning's return. Instead, they think it is a gift from God. Like a lamb, they quietly look forward to the moment of return..."
"There is also panic, fear, and madness, and this will only intensify the return of the Beginning."
"There is another way, which is to resist and use all means to resist..."
"..."
Having said this, she raised her head and looked at Lu Xin: "Unfortunately, in your world, the third type of person plays a role."
Lu Xin's mind was slightly tense, waiting for her to continue.
And Black Queen actually frowned slightly, seeming to be thinking about what to say:
"Perhaps, everything can only be said to be... a coincidence?"
"..."
She paused, her expression showing no emotion or anger, and said to Lu Xin, "It can only be said that it was a coincidence that created Gaoshan Laboratory."
"When the Beginning looked at it, most people fell into the first and second categories, but at that time, there was a sect on this land that was superficially pious, but actually did not believe that this world had gods; and there was another sect that, although it was devoted to scientific research, always believed that many myths and legends contained researchers who could reveal the truth about this world."
"You have already met both of them."
"..."
Lu Xin was slightly shocked. The cold-looking and domineering Black Bishop flashed through his mind, as well as the old researcher in a white coat who smiled when he spoke, but seemed to reveal some kind of indifference and ruthlessness from the depths of his pupils.
They...
"I wasn't awake when they started making these preparations, so I don't know how they did it."
Black Queen said, "However, after I came to reality, I saw more of what they did and saw some of their research results, so I can guess more or less."
"It was these two people who, in the desperate atmosphere at that time, organized a large group of people who had the same goals and will as them. After the Beginning's eyes had turned to reality, they began to uncover the truth about the world and find ways to save themselves."
"What I know is that they found useful rituals, secret words, and honorary names from many mysterious organizations and sects that have been passed down for thousands of years. These are the methods and ways to communicate with the Beginning that they have accumulated through accidental perceptions of the existence of the Beginning over the course of human history. They analyzed, sorted, and integrated them."
"Later, they even conducted many experiments unscrupulously to test the importance and correct use of these rituals. Through these different experiments, they confirmed the existence of the Beginning, and also cracked the prophecy codes left by different ancient ethnic groups, thereby determining the time of the end of the world, and then, they were ready to fight against God..."
"..."
"Fighting God..."
Now, when Lu Xin hears these three words, he feels a little incredible.
Even in reality, when countless spiritual power research results have appeared, and countless powerful ability users have appeared, when it comes to "fighting God", they will feel that this is an outrageous idea. So at that time, how could they have such an idea?
Especially when they read ancient scrolls and used any means to verify...
Although I don't agree with their approach in my heart, I think of the meticulousness and boldness with which they completed the work at that time...
...Lu Xin actually vaguely admires them!
"Haha, the biggest delusion of human beings is that they usually think that they can accomplish some miracles..."
Black Queen's face was full of disdain, and then he shook his head slightly:
"But the most interesting thing about human beings is that occasionally they do accomplish some miracles..."
"..."
Lu Xin listened to her words almost numbly. "These people have admitted a fact after research and discussion."
"They believe that the arrival of the Beginning is irreversible and unavoidable."
"So, they were ready to go up and seize the opportunity."
"By analyzing and restoring the ancient Yueshen instrument, and adding some of the scientific research technologies of your generation's civilization, they produced Genesis Hard Drive, and screened a part of life, allowing them to be the first batch of envoys to approach the Beginning..."
"Perhaps what they wanted at first was just to ask these people to plead for mercy?"
"I saw the Beginning, kowtowed and asked you to spare us?"
"Although it's ridiculous, I think it's very possible, otherwise I can't understand why they would really do it."
"It's just that such a ridiculous and even childish experiment opened up a new world for them."
"Because after this experiment started, they discovered that the Beginning is powerful, irresistible, and irresistible, but the Beginning itself has no consciousness. The Beginning is just a sea of chaos. It just exists there, huge and unknown."
"And in order to let the selected beings see the Beginning, they specially strengthened the consciousness code, but unexpectedly survived."
"Of course, after selecting so many experimental subjects, only one survived."
"..."
"But, this is enough..."
Black Queen sighed deeply and said, "After all, that is the Beginning, or in the ocean of collective subconscious..."
"... the first complete human consciousness!"
"Perhaps this consciousness is very weak, but after all, it is the only consciousness in this ocean. So, when he entered this boundless ocean, it grew rapidly and grew to an indescribable level. It was filled with anger and wanted to bite them back."
"Originally, people in reality have no ability to resist."
"However, this only consciousness that survived in the ocean of collective subconscious was, after all, to a large extent influenced by reality and protected by the matrix of reality. Those researchers still controlled his destiny, so before his backlash came, they killed him in reality, which also caused the consciousness that was about to become the first god in history to collapse."
"He died in a huge subconscious ocean, dying with hatred. The worst emotions polluted the Beginning."
"So, the pure the Beginning disappeared, and Thirteen Ultimates was born in the arms of the Beginning."
"..."
Lu Xin looked tense when he heard this, and was speechless for a long time.
Black Queen looked at him calmly and said, "That's us!"
"Night Prisoner, Fate Seer, Fire Thief, Staff Hider, Pale Hand, Crowned Clown, Mother of Punishment, Sword Wielder, abyss worm, nothingness, Black Queen, God's Nightmare, and the incomplete the Beginning after splitting various emotions..."
"Each Ultimate is the first one to enter the spiritual body of the Beginning, and then the consciousness that was killed has different emotions and spiritual traits, which affect the consciousness that is born after the Beginning, including fear, curiosity, knowledge, ambition, desire, chaos, compassion for the world, and unwillingness and desire for fairness caused by one's own injustice."
"Of course, the greed to become a god and take the entire the Beginning as his own, the numbness at the moment before death, the distorted perception of being able to become the one and facing the huge unknown, were also the emotions he had at that time."
"As for anger... I think you already know it best."
"This is the origin of Thirteen Ultimates."