Ch. 121Cutting Flesh
Chapter Summary: Cutting Flesh
1. Key Plot Points
- Professor Qin Fang's confession: Reveals that 20 years ago, trapped in the tomb palace, he cannibalized his dying companion Gao Rui—cutting open his flesh and drinking his blood to survive. He has been tormented by guilt ever since, unable to eat meat or sleep peacefully.
- Cai Wenji explains her knowledge: She knew of this because her burial chamber was part of the underground palace's formation, allowing her to sense nearby events even while trapped in her stone coffin.
- Journey to the burial chamber: Luo Qiu agrees to help Cai Wenji find her husband's burial chamber. Guided by her, they locate the spot but discover it collapsed through to a third level of the underground palace.
- Descending to the third level: You Ye (Maid Miss) collapses the floor with her power, dropping the group into a cold, corpse-strewn azure realm filled with pillars and skeletons.
- Finding Gao Rui: Professor Qin Fang discovers Gao Rui's well-preserved corpse (the cold environment prevented decay) slumped against a pillar, with visible bite marks and gnawed bones.
- Qin Fang's second confession: He admits he heard Niuzi and others approaching, wiped the blood from his lips, and abandoned Gao Rui's body. He reveals he raised Gao Rui's daughter Chuyu, buried Gao Rui's wife, and set up an empty grave beside her.
- Self-mutilation: Overcome with guilt, Qin Fang begins cutting flesh from his own arm with a dagger, intending to "give back" what he ate from Gao Rui.
- Luo Qiu stops him: Notes the professor is smiling—revealing that the self-mutilation is not genuine atonement but a self-indulgent act of penance.
- Gao Rui's soul appears: Luo Qiu reveals Gao Rui's soul remains in the corpse. The soul manifests and forgives Qin Fang, explaining that he deliberately remained silent while being eaten because he knew Qin Fang would survive and care for his wife and child.
- Resolution: Gao Rui's final words: "I forgave you from the very beginning... Old Qin."
2. Character Developments
- Professor Qin Fang: Transforms from a guilt-ridden, self-punishing survivor into someone who finally receives the forgiveness he desperately needed. His 20 years of suffering are reframed—he could not forgive himself, but Gao Rui always had.
- Luo Qiu: Demonstrates sharp insight, stopping Qin Fang's self-harm by seeing through his psychological motivations. He shows compassion but refuses to enable self-deception.
- Gao Rui (posthumously): Revealed to be a willing sacrifice rather than a passive victim—he deliberately gave himself to save his friend and family.
- You Ye: Shows her physical power and devotion, executing Luo Qiu's will without hesitation.
- Cai Wenji: Expresses the only note of sympathy for the professor ("He's a pitiful person too"), but also wisely notes that Qin Fang needs no one's forgiveness but his own.
3. Significant Themes
- Guilt and redemption: The chapter explores whether self-punishment constitutes true atonement, ultimately suggesting that forgiveness must be received, not manufactured through suffering.
- Sacrifice and survival: Gao Rui's silent sacrifice (willingly giving his life/flesh so his friend could survive and care for his family) stands in contrast to Qin Fang's "beast-like" survival instinct.
- Self-deception vs. truth: Luo Qiu exposes that Qin Fang's self-mutilation was an act of self-indulgent penance—he was deriving satisfaction from punishing himself rather than genuinely making amends. What he truly needed was words of forgiveness.
- The weight of survivor's guilt: Twenty years of living as a "walking corpse" despite physically surviving.
- Humanity vs. instinct: Qin Fang's description of himself as a "beast without humanity" highlights the moral horror of his act, yet Gao Rui's forgiveness reframes it as an act of desperate survival that his brother understood and accepted.
4. Character Interactions
- Qin Fang's confession to the group: He breaks down completely, coughing blood and collapsing after revealing his secret.
- Cai Wenji and Luo Qiu: She formally thanks him for his help; he questions how she knew of the events in the tomb.
- Luo Qiu and Qin Fang: Luo Qiu physically stops the professor's self-harm and confronts him with the uncomfortable truth that he is smiling—challenging the professor's narrative of his own suffering.
- Qin Fang and Gao Rui's soul: The emotional core of the chapter—Gao Rui's soul gently teases Qin Fang ("you're crying exactly like some old woman—and an old, ugly one at that") while offering the forgiveness Qin Fang spent 20 years unable to give himself.
- Zhang Qingrui: Serves as the horrified witness, wanting to intervene but being restrained by Luo Qiu, who understands the deeper psychological need at play.