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Sun Moxhen paused, then bit her little lip and nodded. I felt as if I had been struck by lightning and froze on the spot. After staring at her for a long while, I finally said with difficulty, "This... I... just like that, I... slept with you? And then you... you so easily... let me... sleep with you..."
Saying those words was almost certainly the hardest thing I had ever said in my life. They contained my disbelief, struggle, and fear. Yet after waiting until the end, the hesitation and confusion in Sun Moxhen's eyes made me feel as though I were standing in an abyss.
"There are only medicine boys in the Daoist temple... I was supporting you... You held me so tightly, and I was afraid the medicine boys would watch. Besides, I couldn't let the children hear the things you said while drunk... When I couldn't wake you, I had no choice but to take you into the room..." Sun Moxhen said awkwardly.
Hearing her put it that way, I gradually regained some hazy impressions. At the time, my mind had been in a daze. One of my hands had indeed been draped over Sun Moxhen's shoulder, and when we reached the ground, I had even kicked the threshold in front of her boudoir. That was why my memories had started rebounding.
It seemed...
Halfway through recalling it, I spread my five fingers and made a grabbing motion. It seemed that when I had nearly fallen... I had also taken advantage of the opportunity to get handsy.
"Ah... you." Sure enough, Sun Moxhen covered her mouth, a trace of fear and intense embarrassment showing in her eyes.
I hurriedly withdrew my hand. "No... My hand just hurts. I definitely didn't remember anything!"
But Sun Moxhen was