Now that his best friend Spinach had also passed away, he could not help feeling somewhat dejected, as though a needle had pierced his heart.
After thinking it over for several days, Hua Feihua felt there was little point in staying here. He knew that even if he remained, he would merely be a tool Uchiha Hiko could use, nothing more than a chess piece.
If that was truly the case, then his value in this world was nothing more than being used by others. Living in this world no longer seemed to hold much meaning for him.
So he planned to leave, but he did not know how to bring it up with Uchiha Hiko. He also knew that Uchiha Hiko had protected him all this way and given a great deal for him. If he left Uchiha Hiko now, Uchiha Hiko would surely be deeply disappointed as well.
But there was no helping it. At a critical moment like this, did everyone not only look out for themselves without considering others' feelings? Likewise, Hua Feihua's thoughts were becoming increasingly selfish.
08 Because he knew he could not spare any thought for others at all, nor did he have such great ability. The energy within his body was growing stronger day by day, yet he had no idea how to handle it.
This had been what worried him before, but now Uchiha Hiko had helped him resolve it by lifting the curse within his body. That meant the energy in his body could now be properly used.
This was an enormous blessing for Hua Feihua, but he still faced a crisis, because he did not know whether that energy might disappear someday. Only he himself knew this.
Hua Feihua's desire to leave selfishly was only one aspect of it.