Jin Canghan Originally thought that after that night, the woman in front of her would at least feel something was wrong, but she didn't.
Not only did he not, but he has always been devoted to Jin Moli with endless love.
"It's been so long, but you haven't noticed at all, and you have never even suspected that you really don't care about me at all, and you really don't care about me at all. In your world... there is no me, no me Jin Canghan."
Jin Canghan These days are painful.
The source of his pain was that he found out that the people Su Qiao liked and cared about were Jin Moli, not himself, a person he couldn't see.
He was in pain. Even if he wanted to fight with Jin Moli, he had no reason or chance.
He is a person without identity, and he is not in her eyes.
Jin Canghan developed a strong jealousy towards Jin Moli.
For the first time, Jin Canghan felt that the world was unfair and that God was unfair to him.
"Why! Why does everyone only have Jin Moli in their eyes? Why can't everyone see me?"
"Why is it that I, a person with the Jin Family blood, can only live a lonely and cold life in the dark Underground Palace day after day?"
He is not willing to live the rest of his life like this.
He also wants to pursue the things he likes, and he also wants to have the woman he likes, his own children, and a complete home.
But all these things, which in the eyes of ordinary people can be obtained easily, are things that he cannot get even after trying his best.
He has obviously met the person he likes, and he is obviously going to have a child of his own, so why can't they help him this time?
A tear finally slipped from the corner of his eye, and he looked at the pale man on the bed with blurred vision, his face full of affection.
"I was already desperate. I thought that this life was destined to be spent in such endless darkness and loneliness, but you suddenly appeared."
"That day, I was afraid that you would fall to the ground and be cold, so I wanted to carry you to the bed, but you suddenly opened your eyes and looked straight at me."
"Those clear and confused eyes were like a stream of light suddenly blooming in front of my eyes, like a stream of warmth that instantly warmed my cold and gray world."
"Do you know how fast my heart was beating? Do you know that the blood in my whole body was boiling? Do you really think I was drugged or drunk?"
"I can't control my happiness, my heart, and my body."
"I want to have you so much. I want to get you. I have never wanted to have something so strongly since I was sensible."
"When I hugged you, it was like I was hugging the whole world. I actually felt that the world was not so cold or dark anymore."
Jin Canghan gently raised her hand and kissed the back of her hand. Her closed eyes were full of pain and struggle.
"I... I really... really want to be with you..."
"But... but you are his woman, his woman!"
"They don't let me have you, they don't want me to get close to you!"
"It would be great if you didn't enter the palace. If you didn't enter the palace, I could go find you. I could take you far away. We can go far away."
"We will have our own home and children with our blood in our blood. I will work hard to earn money so that you and your children can live a good life. We will live our lives happily and peacefully."
Jin Canghan opened his eyes again with a bit of longing, but soon his dream was shattered and he fell back to the cruel reality.