No one will ever wake him up to exercise or teach him how to cook breakfast.
No one will care anymore whether he has grown two centimeters taller and has stronger arms and muscles.
Never again...
He couldn't find her, couldn't find her anywhere, he had lost her.
She abandoned him and really didn't want him anymore.
Yu Shengan became more and more panicked and went crazy. When he came home every day, he saw nothing that he didn't like and smashed everything in the house.
He will never clean up the house again, he won't mop it up immediately if it's a little dirty, he won't unfold the quilts if they are not neatly folded, he won't tidy up the wardrobe, and he won't clean up the kitchen.
A layer of dust has accumulated in the kitchen, and there are instant noodle boxes and soups in the sink that were eaten before. They are all moldy and no one is taking care of them.
Home is no longer the clean, warm and sunny place it used to be. It has become his hotel.
Apart from occasionally going home to sleep, make instant noodles and eat them, to vent my increasingly violent emotions day by day, there is no other use.
His eyes were like abyss, and all he could see now was darkness.
He held a ferocious beast in his chest, and the man who could tame it was gone.
He seemed to have turned back into the abandoned orphan he had been before.
He is a beggar, he is a thief, he is a stray wild dog, hated by everyone and avoided by everyone.
His head is always lowered, and his eyes never dare to look at anyone. He lives under bridges, in the weeds of parks, and in the Underground Passage of subway stations.
There is only moisture and darkness in his world. Rats are his partners, snakes and insects are his food. The homeless people who compete with him for food and dryness are his biggest enemies.
He is not afraid of darkness or enemies, but he is most afraid of getting sick.
Because after getting sick, you can only go hungry, cannot look for food, and will be robbed of your habitat.
There were only white and black in his eyes, never colors.
Some people say that the rainbow is colorful and the most beautiful color in the world, but he once saw it after a heavy rain and it was not beautiful at all.
To him, it is just like the Yun Duo next to it, useless, and not as good-looking as a small snack bag in the trash can.
That day, in the heavy rain, two homeless people were grabbing a few rotten pears that they had just picked up by the trash can. A strange girl came.
She was very beautiful, and even though she was soaked all over and her long hair stuck to her cheeks and neck with the rain, he was amazed at the first sight.
At that time, he didn't know the word 'stunning', he only knew that she was very beautiful.
She helped him fight off the two homeless men very fiercely, and also helped me pick up the pears scattered on the ground.
At that moment, I felt that the pear with a rotten hole looked so beautiful.
Just because it is being held by a slender little hand.
The reason why the girl was called strange was because she was crying in the heavy rain, but she insisted that it was rain and not tears.
But he clearly saw the water droplets slipping out of the corners of her eyes.
She lies.
Another point is that she was obviously a stray dog herself, but she said she wanted to adopt him, a stray dog.
He was used to being alone and he didn't want to go with her.
Although deep down in his heart, he really wanted to see her again, and even hoped to watch her quietly.
But he knew that he didn't deserve to pay attention to such a beautiful her.
Later, under her force, he went home with her.
It was a small rental suite with two bedrooms and one living room. There used to be a tenant in the room next door, but they moved out.