But deep down in his heart, he longed and wanted to take a look. Maybe among the many comments, there was a small sentence that belonged to her, with her warm flavor, making his whole world immediately bloom with flowers.
He tried hard to clench his right hand with his left hand to restrain himself, but the seductive voice kept torturing him, and his heart was suffering, as if it was burning in a fire.
In the end, he couldn't hold it back and lowered his head.
However, the world still treats him like this and will never pity him, even once.
Maybe, he is really an ominous person. Otherwise, why would God never truly favor him?
His heart sank to the bottom, falling all the way to the abyss of the sea, as if the sunlight could no longer penetrate even a ray.
He tried hard not to cry or be embarrassed, but in the end, his eyes gradually became moist.
Looking straight at the camera, his eyes are filled with hope and longing, and every long eyelash is stained with sadness.
[Sister, only by walking the path you have walked, eating the food you have eaten, buying the bags you like, feeling the scenery you mentioned with your eyes and heart, and breathing the fresh air you mentioned, can I feel that I am still alive.]
[I have always wanted to hug you, but before I could hug you, you had disappeared from my world. I was very panicked. Do you know? Can you feel it?]
Yu Shengan covered his chest and bravely spoke out for the first time what he had been hiding deep in his heart.
[I am too timid and not brave. I want to hug you countless times, but I hesitate because I am scared.]
[Afraid that you will be angry, afraid that you will dislike me, afraid that you will leave me, afraid that you will say that I am wishful thinking, a toad that wants to eat swan meat.]
[You are so beautiful and good, I am afraid that people like me will blaspheme your beauty.]
[But now, I regret it. I hate why I am so timid and why I don't even dare to hug you. I am a complete coward and I don't deserve you to be so nice to me.]
Yu Shengan There was a strong feeling of inferiority and uneasiness in his eyes.
In fact, they have always existed, but they were temporarily obscured by the warm and bright sunshine. Now that the sunshine has faded, the incomplete world has revealed the tip of the iceberg.
After a while, Yu Shengan gradually calmed down his emotions.
[Sister, I know that I disappointed you, but I don't regret saying it today, because even if I didn't say anything, you still left me and didn't give me a chance.]
[You disappeared without a trace, like a drop of water falling into the sea. Even though I searched all the places we have been, I still couldn't find you.]
[Sister, you told me not to look for you and live well, but I'm afraid I'm going to let you down again.]
[You once asked me what my ideal is. I was ignorant and confused at the time, but now, I can tell you clearly.]
[My only ideal in this life is to find you and live with you. No matter what kind of relationship we have, even if it is to continue the previous relationship of brother and sister, I will be with you.]
[So sister, you can't escape or hide. I will definitely find you!]
After saying Yu Shengan, he hung up the video without saying any more nonsense.
The fans who were ready to listen to the ins and outs at the beginning of the video looked confused.
After doing this for a long time, they were fed a mouthful of dog food?