Chu Yihan said, shaking his head and waving his hands randomly in the air.
"It's all fucking nonsense. It's all useless. My life is worse than that of a stray dog."
Su Qiao took a deep breath.
Really...
She is blind, but there is no need to call her Little Blind One every day, right?
Do you really think she has no temper?
He wrenched his hand away and pushed him down on the sofa. "What do you mean? Do you mean I'm a stray dog?"
Chu Yihan didn't listen to what she was saying at all. He had been drinking for a long time, and he felt aggrieved and aggrieved. He didn't deserve it for his mother or himself.
He really wanted to talk to someone, but he found that except for her, no one would really listen to what he said seriously, and no one was truly worthy of his trust, and no one would care whether he was feeling aggrieved or not.
After getting drunk, he didn't care about anything, just called a rickshaw and staggered here.
"Little Blind One, do you know? I didn't know until today that I am not her biological child. I really am not her biological child."
"That woman, she... she is so good to me, how could she not be my mother? How could she not be my mother?"
Chu Yihan hugged her tightly, as if only in this way could he get some warmth and heal the scars in his heart.
Su Qiao probably understands a little bit.
Madam Chu is not his biological mother, his biological mother is someone else.
It is said that Madam Chu of the Chu Manor likes his youngest son the most. He holds it in his mouth for fear of melting or puts it in his hand for fear of falling. He protects him like an eyeball.
Now, he suddenly discovered that the truth was exactly the opposite. It was normal for him to feel unbalanced and find it difficult to accept.
"No, it's not. You are already so old, and you are not a child who has not yet been weaned. You still need to be protected."
Su Qiao is not a comforting person. Even if she encountered this kind of thing herself, she would probably have the same idea. Fortunately, the man who was drunk and immersed in his own thoughts did not listen to her at all, otherwise he would probably be very angry again.
"My mother is just a dancer, and in the eyes of my father, she is still a bitch who behaves wildly and runs away with other men. He wants to kill him with his own hands. No, maybe he has already killed her."
"I didn't know until today why he always dislikes me so much, why he is never satisfied with anything I do, and why in his eyes, my eldest brother is like the clouds in the sky, but I am like the mud in the stinking ditch, an adou who can never be helped up."
"It turns out that all of this is just because I have a low-status and restless mother! It's all because I don't look like him. It's possible that the blood flowing in my body is not his at all. So from the beginning, he denied me and everything about me. No matter how hard I try, I will never get his approval."
"You know what? They made me feel like my life was terrible, terrible! They made me feel like I was worthless and should never have been in this world."
Su Qiao pushed him away, reached out and pinched his chin. "Do you think dancers are humble?"
"You look down on the dancers and me?"
Chu Yihan woke up a little, wiped his face randomly, and shook his head stupidly. "No, I didn't look down on you, you always looked down on me, you looked down on me, you thought I was useless, not as good as Chu Qingyun, not as calm as him, not as popular as him."