Good person writes a diary? I'm a bad woman meow????

August 26th, weather unknown.

My counselor replied, saying they need to discuss and seek approval from the school leadership. As for the ten days of military training at the start of the semester, it's naturally waived?? (Yay!).

By this day, I had mostly recovered from my illness. My head didn't hurt, my nose wasn't stuffy, and my throat wasn't itchy, though my back was a bit sore.

With nothing else to do, I listened to music.

August 27th, sunny. I saw it when I went to the restroom to collect my washed bedsheets.

My online "firstborn" hasn't replied to my messages yet. Perhaps they got scared after I attacked them. I was quite moved by their message that day, so today I cursed them out two fewer times (Tsundere).

My back is just a little bit sore, and my legs are just a little bit weak.

With nothing else to do, I listened to music.

August 28th, weather unknown.

Today, I finally fought my way to Diamond 1 in Summoner's Rift. As a reward, I treated myself to a whole fried chicken from McDonald's. It was delicious??, and I even felt a bit guilty (sobbing)... I feel like someone like me doesn't deserve such delicious chicken, and I shouldn't have spent so much money. ??

I'll have to eat instant noodles for the rest of the days (dejected)...

My back is a little bit sore, and my legs are a little bit weak.

With nothing else to do, I listened to music.

August 29th, it's probably raining because I heard the rain.

Nothing particularly happy happened today. I really hate rainy days, even if I don't get wet...

It always reminds me of some bad memories.

My back is slightly sore, and my legs are slightly weak.

With nothing else to do, I listened to music.

August 30th, the weather is either sunny or cloudy because it rained yesterday and not today (Hmph).

Today, while looking at Music Software??, I saw many beautiful landscapes from various places, both domestic and foreign... they were so beautiful (yearning).

There was the azure sea, sunrises, and high cliffs...

But speaking of which... I don't think I've ever seen the sea, nor have I climbed a mountain??.

The caption said to seize the moment, but I have no money and no courage to go out.

My back is a bit sore, and my legs are a bit weak.

With nothing else to do, I listened to music.

August 31st, weather unknown.

I woke up very late today. When I opened my eyes, it was already 1 PM. So, I just went back to sleep and decided to wake up around midnight to skip a meal (proud).

My back is a bit sore, and my legs are a bit weak.

With nothing else to do, I listened to music.

August 32nd, the weather... never mind, I won't write it.

Today I fell in love with a new game called Ming Chao. It's fun, I love it, so I played it all day. When I wanted to sleep, it was already 11 PM (So sleepy meow)??.

The monsters inside are so hard to beat...

My back is sore, my legs are weak.

With nothing else to do, I played Ming Chao and listened to music.

September 1st... 2nd.

Turns out August doesn't have a 32nd day.

My "big son" replied today, asking if I'm a man. If so, he wants to fight me for real.

It's a shame I'm not one anymore (smug)??, otherwise, I really would have gone to fight him.

My month is sore, my month is weak.

With nothing else to do, I played Ming Chao and listened to music.

September 3rd.

I received some bad news today.

My counselor told me the school can't change the rules for just me. I have to attend classes and exams, otherwise, I should consider taking a leave of absence or dropping out... ????

But I know that even if I take a year off, I won't get better. And for that promise... I can't not finish school (sigh).

My counselor is a very good person. She said she would continue to help me communicate (teary-eyed).

Sore, weak.

When I had nothing to do, I played with Tide Listening Music.

September 4th.

This afternoon, the counselor sent me the Class Monitor's WeChat and told me the final result (melancholy).

I have to attend classes two days a week and must score above seventy on the final exams. Otherwise, I'll either be expelled in my sophomore year or have to catch up with the regular students.

Tears streamed down my face uncontrollably ??, and the fear in my heart made me eat one less bowl of rice today.

Then, I suddenly realized a problem.

What should I do about my voice and appearance???

??????

Although my ears ???? hear my voice differently than others do, I have to admit...

My current voice is soft, sweet, cute, and pleasant to hear (confident).

I'm confident my ?? ass!!!!??????????

Then, I suddenly thought of a traditional skill of 2D people... voice acting!!??

Although I learned a bit when little brother was still around because I wanted to pretend to be a girl online to scam men out of their money, it didn't work well, so I gave up...

But now, there's no turning back (battle face)??.

酉, car.

When I had nothing to do, I played with Tide Listening Music.

A few days later.

Ah→Ah↗Ah↘Ah→Ah↖Ah↓Ah↑Ah←.

A voice that was clearly somewhat androgynous echoed in the room.

Hua Xin: "Cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough aooough cough??..."

"Ptooey! ... Gulp gulp gulp gulp... Haa... ??"

After spitting out the saliva, the girl drank all of Binglu before the choking sensation subsided.

"This voice acting is really hard to learn??..."

Hua Xin slumped powerlessly onto the table, her tears seemingly about to flow again uncontrollably??.

Looking at the date and time in the bottom right corner of the computer screen, the girl felt an urge to just go to the 2D world (suicide).

9/11, Wednesday, 6 AM.

After communicating with the counselor again, she represented the school in telling me the final outcome.

That is...

The previous result remains unchanged.

After all, she had contacted all her subject teachers and had been very responsible and tried her best to help me.

Even if I threatened her with jumping off a building, she didn't show any negative emotions towards me...??

The girl was so moved that she didn't "play with tide" that night.

But it still didn't change the fact that I had to attend classes...

"Sigh..." Hua Xin sighed softly, picked up her phone, and opened WeChat. After a slight hesitation, the girl opened a chat window with a black cat avatar.

Hua Xin: "."

The moment she sent the message, the other party immediately replied.

Yunzi (Class Monitor Xia Yan): "????."

? No way...

He's not even sleeping at this hour??

Looking at the almost instantaneous reply, the girl couldn't help but twitch her lips.

She and this class monitor had added each other on WeChat a week ago through the counselor. Other than the initial pleasantries, the only messages exchanged were these two days.

9/9

Hua Xin: "Class Monitor, requesting leave."

Xia Yan: "Okay, got it."

9/10

Hua Xin: "Requesting leave."

Xia Yan: "Okay."

9/11

Hua Xin: "."

Xia Yan: "????"

Uh… it seems our unspoken understanding has become a bit too ambiguous.

Hua Xin silently closed her phone.

She hadn't forgotten that all her current records listed her as male.

Everything she was doing now was an effort to avoid exposure, smoothly obtain her diploma, and then live as a shut-in for the rest of her life…

If she were discovered…

??????

Hua Xin instantly snapped to attention, continuing to watch the voice acting tutorial on her computer screen with seriousness and focus.

She absolutely, absolutely, absolutely could not let anyone know her little brother was gone!!!!

But the neutral, boyish voice she could currently produce was her limit; it was nowhere near the heavenly, manly voice she'd achieved before.

Wait…

Hua Xin suddenly pressed the spacebar, pausing the tutorial video.

What was her original purpose for learning voice acting?

Online dating?…

The girl glanced at the curve of her chest, her slender legs exposed to the air, and the popsicle on the floor. The faint, exquisite beauty of her reflection in the monitor…

A bold plan began to form in her mind.

Hua Xin silently opened QQ, looking at the pinned contact "Online's Best Son" and pondering something.