Ch. 101Investigating Myself?
Chapter Summary: “Investigating Myself?”
- Luther reflects on Cecilia’s past exhaustion: He compares his former, hopelessly ill condition to caring for a dying elderly person, recognizing how prolonged suffering had worn Cecilia down. Although she had once considered killing him and herself, Luther understands that her thoughts came from desperation rather than malice.
- Reconciliation with Cecilia: Luther confronts Cecilia directly, asking whether she actually harmed him or ever neglected him. When she admits she did not, he dismisses her suicidal thoughts as temporary extremity and reassures her that her years of care outweigh them. His clumsy but sincere comfort helps calm her, strengthening their bond.
- Cecilia chooses the Beyonder path: Once composed, Cecilia firmly repeats her desire to become a Beyonder so she can protect and assist Luther. Unable to find a valid reason to refuse—especially after realizing his weakness has placed her in danger—Luther agrees to purchase the necessary supplementary ingredients and prepare a Potion from the Beyonder characteristic.
- Luther’s fatigue and self-doubt: After staying awake until nearly three in the morning, Luther struggles through the next day. On the carriage, he blames his physical weakness for exposing Cecilia to danger. His melancholy appearance unintentionally attracts the concern of a female passenger, though he politely assures her that he is fine.
- Routine at the Nighthawks’ company: Luther arrives at work exhausted, sleeps through most of the morning, and eats lunch before resting again. Rozanne notices his dark eye circles and learns that he is tired from recent duty at Chanis Gate.
- Madam Sharon’s corpse is discovered: Captain Dunn Smith informs Luther that a gruesomely mutilated female corpse was found in the Tussock River. The victim is identified as Madam Sharon, a prominent Tingen socialite whose organs were removed. The police suspect Beyonder involvement and have asked the Nighthawks to investigate.
- Luther is forced to investigate his own crime: Luther immediately realizes that Madam Sharon is the woman whose body he disposed of. Internally alarmed, he pretends not to recognize the name while Rozanne comments on Sharon’s reputation. Luther understands that he must participate in the investigation without revealing his guilt—effectively “investigating himself.”
- Luther creates a cover story: He plans to claim that he sensed an aura of Degeneration on the corpse and blame the murder on the Aurora Order. He also intends to expose Sharon’s identity as a Demoness, mixing genuine information with false conclusions to redirect suspicion. Because he has already performed an anti-divination ritual, he believes Klein is unlikely to uncover the truth.
- Character interactions and themes: Luther and Cecilia’s conversation emphasizes forgiveness, familial devotion, guilt, and the psychological cost of long-term caregiving. Luther’s exchanges with the female passenger and Rozanne contrast his hidden anxiety with how others perceive him. His discussion with Dunn introduces the central tension of the chapter: Luther must maintain his professional role while concealing his personal involvement in the case. The chapter also highlights responsibility, moral compromise, and Luther’s determination to protect Cecilia despite the increasingly dangerous consequences of his actions.