Ch. 61What I Couldn't Forget, What I Shouldn't Have Forgotten
Key Plot Points and Events
- Xiao Qing struggles with her decision to make her older sister, Bai Ruxue, forget her past using a Soul Memory Pill.
- Bai Ruxue wakes up after a long sleep, unable to remember her past.
- Xiao Qing takes care of Bai Ruxue for two days, during which Bai Ruxue feels a strange connection to the flowers and grass outside their wooden house.
- Bai Ruxue decides to go down the mountain to Shiqiao Village, feeling a sense of familiarity there.
- In Shiqiao Village, Bai Ruxue visits a courtyard that feels familiar, and later finds a Deer God Hairpin that triggers her emotions.
- Bai Ruxue breaks down, unable to remember who gave her the hairpin or any other details from her past.
Character Developments
- Bai Ruxue: She wakes up after a long sleep, unable to remember her past. She feels a strong emotional connection to certain places and objects, hinting at her forgotten memories. Her emotional breakdown at the end of the chapter shows her struggle with her lost memories.
- Xiao Qing: She is torn between her loyalty to her sister and her desire to protect her from the pain of their past. She lies to Bai Ruxue about their past, showing her conflicted nature.
Significant Themes
- Memory and Identity: The chapter explores the theme of memory and its connection to one's identity. Bai Ruxue's struggle to remember her past raises questions about what makes us who we are.
- Loyalty vs. Protection: Xiao Qing's actions highlight the conflict between loyalty to her sister and her desire to protect her from pain, raising questions about the true nature of loyalty.
Character Interactions
- Bai Ruxue and Xiao Qing: Their interactions show the deep bond between sisters, as well as the tension caused by Xiao Qing's lies and Bai Ruxue's struggle to remember her past.
- Bai Ruxue and the Environment: Bai Ruxue's interactions with the environment, particularly the flowers, grass, and the courtyard in Shiqiao Village, highlight her emotional connection to her forgotten past.