I Don't Want to Go on Hiatus!!!

Ahhhhhh, please don't check the author's mental state! Please don't check the author's mental state!

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Here's the thing, I don't know when it started, but every day I feel so tired. I keep having dreams when I sleep, and when I wake up during the day I feel as tired as if I'd been carrying bricks all night.

I have short attention spans, don't want to do anything, can't stand loud noises, have very poor memory, get sleepy after a few hours of being awake and want to fall asleep immediately, and don't feel hungry, but once I start eating, I want to keep eating as if I can never get full.

Those dreams are so vivid. I've been having these memorable dreams for a long time now (the Coffin Village instance, Yi Qing's character design, and many plot points are actually dreams I've had). Recently, they've become increasingly rampant. Every night, I have the same dream without fail, and the themes are all about ghosts, silent cities, and survival.

The level of detail is like watching a movie. Even after waking up, I can still be aware of the more intricate and terrifying logic within the dream. I can feel my brain being as active as if it's dancing at a disco every night.

It's like in my dreams, those things gradually steal away from my time and energy in reality.

I reckon the author's sanity level might be a bit low.

This morning I was suffocated by a really terrifying dream. In the dream, I was killed by a ghost. When I woke up, I felt stuffy and had difficulty breathing (but it's good material for me, I'm used to it).

Then I realized this wouldn't work; if I continued like this, my spirit would be completely ruined! Today, I happen to be in a particularly high mood, so I decided to make a bold promise to force myself to take action.

[Highlighted][Important] I don't want to stop updating!

I promise I won't stop updating until the story is finished!

I'm going to write it all in one go!

If I don't say it out loud, I'm sure I'll collapse again soon, so I'm making this vow here. At least whenever I feel like lying down because I'm feeling listless, I'll think, "Oh, I said I'd update," and then I'll perk up and get up to write.

I know the part about dreams is a bit bizarre, but they really do happen in my mind. I often talk about my dreams with a friend, and now she hears them almost every day.

This morning was about possession Karma and death; yesterday it was about fortune telling for a vengeful person and a broken necklace; the day before yesterday it was about a survival Yugi and a lantern festival in a square... There were also endless rooms, a red rift in the apocalypse, a group of girls' terrifying experiences in a rainy night in a desolate forest, and all sorts of boots, kidnapping, and dolphin dolls... The inescapable death in dreams is too mentally exhausting, it's really a bit tiring.

I may be rambling a bit, so please just treat this as a strange story. The author's mental state is currently unknown.

[A novel app that has been running stably for many years, comparable to the old version of the popular reading app, used by veteran bookworms.]

Anyway, the main point is that I don't want to stop updating. I want to stand firm and not stop updating until the end... I don't want to feel the helplessness of being constantly dragged down.

That's it, I'm going to update! (I don't know if this chapter will be censored as nonsense and blocked), anyway, I'm going to update!

Please keep an eye on me! ^