"I don't fucking know what I'm thinking either, but I'm just so pissed off.
I think you're all too fucking smart. You do things I can't do without even trying. I couldn't save the old bastard, couldn't take care of Houke, couldn't run the tribe, couldn't find food—
Now I can't even fucking hit some brat.
I can't fucking do anything. I can't accomplish a damn thing.
I—I'm just fucking useless!
Thinking about it makes me so fucking angry.
Not angry at you, not angry at her. It's just, I know I'm angry, but—fuck, I don't know how to say it!"
Shivana felt as though her head were full of paste. Her thick, sticky brain sloshed around inside her skull, occasionally coughing up a scrap or two she could make into a sentence, only to clumsily stir them together again. "Fuck, fuck, fuck! This pool fucking stinks! The fumes are making my eyes hurt!"
An emotional outburst always needed a buildup.
It was a bottle hidden deep inside the heart.
Once it was full, anything more would spill out, no matter what.
Stopper it as well, and sooner or later it would explode.
Tang Qi could only see her clenched fists. She did not dare lift her head. Suddenly, he said, "So you feel jealous?"
"What's that?"
"Hmm—"
Tang Qi scratched his head.
For a long time, he had simply thought that anyone too stupid would become annoying.
But fools had their vulnerabilities too. When they began revealing their most sincere selves, he could not help feeling—
Pity.
She was already this stupid. What was the point of kicking her while she was down?
"You feel incompetent, but you don't want to admit it?"
"I am fucking incompetent! I admit it, all right?"
"Don't get so worked up. Didn't you