Self-Blame and Sending Flowers

"Because having Mom is enough for me."

"I came back from school that day."

"I originally didn't want to live at school."

"I was worried about leaving Mom alone at home."

"But Mom insisted that I live at school."

Su Xun's expression turned helpless. "She said I had to experience what it was like to live at school with my classmates."

"University was the first time I had ever lived at school."

He immediately explained.

And he had never refused Mother Su's requests.

So he compromised.

He had known since childhood that it was hard for Mom to raise him alone.

Some people had also told him that his mother would remarry sooner or later, and that he would become a burden by then.

Moreover, Mother Su would not treat him as well as before once she had a new family.

She would have new children.

He had been afraid of that and resisted it.

He would always remember how Mother Su had held him and told him, "No. Xiao Xun will always be Mom's most important darling."

Mom had always been the most important person to him, too.

She was also his only family.

"But what did I see?"

"I really regret it."

"If only I hadn't lived at school."

"Maybe even if I'd been there, I wouldn't have been able to change anything."

"After all, what ability did I have to fight a monster?"

"But at least I could have stood in front of Mom."

"At least—"

"Do you want the two of you to die together?"

Xiao Xiao suddenly spoke.

Su Xun froze for a moment. He lowered his eyes to the purple wildflowers, his attitude seeming to silently acknowledge it.

"Then your mother's soul would still be imprisoned by Beauty