"This..."
Seeing those two lines of blood-red, eye-searing code, Natsuki Subaru froze as well.
He stared wide-eyed at the crimson page in his hand for a long time, examining it carefully, but even so... he still couldn't tell who had spoken the last two sentences.
Who wanted him to destroy everything?
And which side wanted him to save this world?
The players?
The doctors?
Setting all that aside... if the bloody words on the page weren't lying, then what did he actually want right now?
Did he want to leave this world?
After all, he had already been unconscious for five years. His parents must have been terribly worried, and emotionally and logically, he should hurry up and wake up, shouldn't he?
But if that happened...
What would Emilia do?
Natsuki Subaru had a feeling that if he really left this place, something terrible would definitely happen to Emilia.
After all, she had already died dozens of times during the Gut Hunter crisis. If he hadn't eventually figured out how to break the deadlock, Emilia would probably have had her stomach gutted in the royal capital long ago and never made it back to this mansion... and there had to be some danger lurking within this mansion as well.
And besides that.
If he really left this world.
What would happen to the players trapped here, and Brother Dongwen...?
"What am I even..."
Thinking of this, Natsuki Subaru's heart became even more tangled and chaotic, and a lost expression appeared on his face again.
"No... no! I can't be like this!"
But after realizing what state he was in, Natsuki Subaru shook his head hard. "I can tell! I can tell! I'm completely clear-headed! I'm completely rational! I'm the super invincible King of Calm..."
Maybe Stubborn Blessing had really worked.