"It won't be. Your boobs are just the right size, Sekai."
"Is that so...?"
"Mmm... so cute... ahh..."
As he spoke, Lin Feng began gently caressing Sekai's breasts with both hands. Lin Feng, who usually faced everything with indifference, was now wearing such an earnest expression as he desired her. Did he see Kotone's image overlapping with hers in his heart?
...It didn't matter. Even if that was true, she no longer cared. What Katsura couldn't do, she would do in her place.
Lin Feng spread Sekai's legs and pressed his fingers against the slit, immediately feeling a warm wetness.
"Wow... you're this wet. It should be easy to get in, right?"
"You have to be gentle, okay? It's my first time."
"Okay, I know."
Lin Feng nodded seriously and quickly undid the belt of his uniform trousers.
In the gradually darkening room, Lin Feng's hard member sprang out.
"Huh... why is it so big...?"
Sekai stared at it in disbelief. This was the first time she had seen such a thing with her own eyes. It was even more savage than she had imagined, and its color was much darker too.
"I-It's too big, it won't fit..."
"It'll be fine... it feels really good."
After answering casually, Lin Feng grabbed Sekai's smooth ankle, placed it over his shoulder, and rubbed himself against her entrance.
"Eek... ahh, it's so hard!"
As her tender lips pressed against the hard object, an indescribable fear swept over Sekai.
Suddenly feeling it invade her, Sekai immediately clenched her teeth.
"Mmm... it's going in... ah, ahh, ahhhhhhh!"
The tip had only just forced its way inside when Lin Feng suddenly thrust his hips down in one motion. A piercing pain so sharp it nearly stole her breath spread rapidly from below her stomach, making Sekai arch her body and let out a shrill cry.
"It hurts so much, ahhh!"
"You're so tight down there, Sekai."
Tears shimmered in Sekai's eyes. What a liar. He just said he would be gentler with me.
She timidly raised her head and looked at where their bodies were joined. Her folds were tightly wrapped around Lin Feng's member.
Her outer lips had been forcibly pushed apart by it, and several streaks of bright red remained there, proof that she had lost her virginity.
"Does it hurt?"
"It hurts a lot... but I can endure it. Just do it the way you like."
"Okay, I understand."
After nodding, Lin Feng immediately began moving his hips back and forth. Numbing waves of pain shot through Sekai's abdomen, but fortunately, the fluid had thoroughly moistened him, so his movements were not yet unbearable for her.
"Hah... ahh, Sekai... hah, hah..."
As he moved his hips, Lin Feng kept calling Sekai's name.
"Ahh, you hit it... Lin Feng, ahh, ah..."
"It's so hot inside you, Sekai... I think I'm about to lose it."
Their intense French kiss continued. Lin Feng's tongue slipped into Sekai's mouth and tangled with her small tongue.
"Hahh, it's so hot, it's getting hotter and hotter in there... ahh, hahhhhh!"
Whenever Lin Feng lowered his hips, he felt a stimulation like tiny hands tightly gripping him.
"Whoa...!"
A pleased moan escaped Lin Feng's throat as he tightly kissed Sekai's lips.
"Ahh, it feels so good. Ahh... Sekai..."
"I'm starting to feel better too... ahh, mmm, hahh...!"
The pain had not completely disappeared, but whenever Lin Feng struck deep inside her, her body naturally produced a certain reaction.
Sekai's guilt toward Kotone gradually faded away. Now, only her love for Lin Feng kept expanding in her chest. Right now, I'm closer to Lin Feng than anyone else. Even if it's only for now, at least at this moment, I'm the only one in his eyes.
"Lin Feng... I like you... Lin Feng..."
With tears in her eyes, Sekai leaned close to Lin Feng's ear and whispered her feelings of love.
"Ahh. You tightened up again... You're so tight inside, Sekai. It feels so good..."
Matching Lin Feng's movements, Sekai actively tightened her abdomen as well, allowing him to feel even greater pleasure.
"Hahh, mmm... Lin Feng's thing is getting so big inside me."
Lin Feng's fingers were not idle either. While moving inside her, he kept pinching and rapidly kneading Sekai's engorged breasts.
Under that double stimulation, not only Sekai but even her mother would have been unable to endure it. Soon, with a cry, she sprayed her release all over the bedsheets.
Lin Feng was still somewhat unsatisfied, but after moving a few more times inside her wet passage, he asked:
"Sekai,... I'm not going to last..."
"Mmm, come inside... Put everything you have inside me..."
With a wet squelch, the moment Lin Feng thrust deep inside, Sekai simultaneously felt an unknown blazing heat erupt fiercely from the center of her body. Buried in her warm passage, he pulsed wildly, continuously spilling large amounts of scorching fluid.
"Hah... hah... Lin Feng..."
Sekai tightly embraced Lin Feng's body as he finished releasing on top of her.
Surrounded by an unprecedentedly intense happiness, the exhausted Sekai slowly closed her eyes. At that moment, she forgot all about Kotone. Like a real couple, she held Lin Feng tightly and drifted deeply into sleep.
The Three Who Fell Apart
That night, Lin Feng did not go home. Sekai's mother happened to be working overtime until the next morning, so the two of them continued their madness.
She was so happy. Whenever Lin Feng held her, she felt as though intangible happiness was in her own hands.
...But even after they went on until dawn, Lin Feng never said the words—
"I'll break up with Kotone."
"What the hell! Doesn't that make us fuck buddies now?!"
"What are you complaining about? You were the one who seduced me, Sekai."
"Hey, it was obviously you..."
Just as Sekai was about to blow up, Lin Feng kissed her again.
After they sank into that sweet afterglow for quite some time, time was running out. "All right, I'll head out first."
"Mmm, I'll clean up and catch the next train."
"Sorry..."
Lin Feng apologized as he put on his black uniform.
Watching Lin Feng leave, Saionji was suddenly pulled back into reality by a heavy force, and for some reason, her mood became a little low.
"Don't apologize to me. Don't worry, I won't tell Katsura."
Sekai forced out a smile, stood up, and spoke to Lin Feng.
When Saionji arrived at school for morning classes, she sat beside Ito. The person Sekai watched was no longer Zacheng. Even if she saw Ito and Taisuke embracing and kissing passionately now, she would not react much.
When a girl loved someone, even the slightest trace of sorrow on his face could stir her tenderness. But if she did not love him, she could remain indifferent even if he turned out to be gay.
The opposite of love was not hate, but indifference...
By lunchtime.
"Saionji..."
Just then.
Hearing someone call her name, Sekai looked toward the classroom door without thinking. Her gaze caught Kotone standing not far away.
"Katsura..."
Sekai's heart began pounding wildly. She absolutely can't notice anything strange about me. Perhaps it was because of her guilt, but Sekai simply could not look Kotone in the eyes.
"Whoa, isn't that the big-boobed girl from the next class? Sekai, she's calling you," Nanami said loudly.
"Sekai, want me to come with you?"
Setsuna spoke with a wary expression, but Sekai slowly shook her head. It was fine. Kotone probably did not know anything. As long as she said nothing, everything would be the same as usual.
"...Saionji, why do you look so tired?"
The breeze gently stroked her hair as Kotone spoke in her usual soft tone.
"Yeah, I guess so. Sorry, because of some things, I didn't reply to your messages."
"No, it's all right. Saionji is so busy, and I sent those messages entirely on my own."
Kotone remained as calm and elegant as ever, seemingly with no intention of questioning Sekai at all. The breeze of the changing season blew softly as she gazed up at the clear blue sky with her large eyes.
Sekai said nothing more and merely bit into the sandwich in her hand.
She had thought there would never again be a chance for the three of them to have lunch together. Why had things turned out like this?
When Kotone invited her, there should have been plenty of excuses she could use to refuse. Yet Sekai simply could not say them.
Looking into Kotone's clear eyes, she felt as though her filthy heart had been completely seen through.
"...Things have been going really well for us lately."
"Huh?"
That sudden remark left Sekai unsure how to respond.
"Going really well... You mean between you and Lin Feng?"
"Of course. Actually, I asked Lin Feng about our next date earlier. I asked him, 'Do you want to go see a movie together tomorrow?' and he said, 'No problem.' It made me so happy."
"Uh... isn't that great? Lin Feng must be happy too, right?"
"Yes, he said he was looking forward to it too."
"Congratulations."
Without realizing it, Sekai found that she had grown accustomed to wearing a fake smile. Casually saying things that went against her true feelings was no longer difficult.
"By the way, didn't you say you had something you wanted to discuss with me?"
"Ah, the reason I asked Saionji to come out today was actually because of that..."
Kotone stopped drinking her tea and turned toward Sekai. The cheerful expression she had worn until just now seemed to have gained a trace of sorrow.
"What's wrong...?"
"Um... Is simply dating not enough to satisfy boys?"
"What?"
Sekai could not understand what Kotone meant at all. But Kotone's serious tone told her that she should not take this question lightly.
"Is talking with a boy and going shopping with him still not enough to satisfy him?"
"Uh—how would I know? Don't tell me Lin Feng is trying to force you to do something? Like suddenly pinning you down or dragging you into a dark alley..."
"No... During our last date, he wanted to kiss me..."
"What? It's just a kiss, isn't that fine?"
Sekai continued in a casual tone. She had not expected Kotone to call her out just to show off her relationship with Lin Feng.
"Yes... you're right. A kiss really isn't anything at all."
Kotone let out a deep sigh.
"But I've never really been good at this sort of thing... When I was in elementary and middle school, I hated physical contact with boys."
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