I don't know if it was caused by too much stress. A few days ago, I could still sleep for an hour or two, but last night I couldn't sleep at all. My heart kept feeling like it was beating abnormally. I got up and checked it myself, but it seemed to be within the normal range again... These days, my body's exhaustion had actually reached its limit, yet my nerves were wound too tight to relax, leaving me unable to sleep.
Recently, work has been suffocating, and the pressures of life are heavy too. After work, I still have to buy groceries and cook, leaving me utterly exhausted. There were also family conflicts a while back. But then I think about it—my wife comes home late every day after taking care of the child. For the child's health, she gets up at six every morning and walks the child to and from work and school, taking over an hour in total. Usually, after I cook dinner, I shut the door and go do my own thing. She basically doesn't even have anyone to talk to. She has it harder than I do. Long live understanding.
Everyone, think about it—what time do I have to write? What time do I have to plan? Don't say I can plan while I'm at work. When things are truly busy, it's simply impossible. Readers need to feel something when they read, but what about writing? If I don't feel anything myself, how can I bring that feeling to all of you? Perhaps that is why my update volume isn't high.
I truly have no time to get on QQ, and simply can't discuss things with everyone. I've also lost touch with many friends in real life, let alone having time to go out,