As the summer vacation for Advanced Nurturing High School's first-year students drew to a close, a notice rippled through the student body like a stone cast into a still lake: the school would organize a multi-day sea study trip for all first-years, aboard the luxury cruise ship "Speranza," heading to the southern seas.
The moment Kazama In received the notice, a flicker of understanding passed through his jet-black eyes. He quickly accessed the school's recent procurement list (through certain unofficial channels), focusing on orders for fresh water resources, high-calorie emergency rations, basic medical kits, and a large quantity of... compasses, signal flares, and multi-functional survival knives. Cross-referencing the coordinates of several uninhabited islets marked on the cruise route map, a clear answer formed in his mind.
"A sea study trip? A facade." Kazama In sneered inwardly. "The real test is bound to be on some desolate island, far from civilization, without supplies. Survival simulation? Teamwork? Resource competition? Or... a more brutal elimination?"
He could almost foresee that this brilliantly lit, song-and-dance luxury cruise ship would eventually dump them onto some wilderness full of unknown challenges. He immediately began preparations, quietly stashing some necessary, hard-to-detect survival gear into his luggage.
His communicator rang—the exclusive ringtone for Sakayanagi Arisu. Kazama In answered.
"Big Brother In~" Sakayanagi's voice came through, carrying her usual syrupy sweetness, yet with less vitality than usual and a trace of barely perceptible weakness. "I heard you're all going on a sea trip. Sun, sand, ocean... how enviable."
"Mm," Kazama In replied.
"Too bad," Sakayanagi's voice dripped with deep regret and a hint of grievance. "With this disobedient body of mine, the doctor gave strict orders—no long journeys or drastic environmental changes... Looks like I'll have to stay behind at school, pitifully, and envy everyone's photos." She paused, her voice dropping slightly. "Not being able to watch the sea with Big Brother In... is really a bit of a shame."
Kazama In was silent for a few seconds. He could picture Sakayanagi sitting in her wheelchair, gazing out the window, wearing her usual smile, but with loneliness perhaps hidden in her eyes. A flash of her childhood self—pale-faced, yet stubbornly wanting to follow him outside to play—crossed his mind.
"Your health comes first," Kazama In said, his voice a touch lower than usual, carrying a gentleness he himself hadn't noticed. "Whether you go or not, take care of yourself."
There was a brief silence on the other end. Then, Sakayanagi's voice came through, with an unprecedented softness and... nostalgia:
"Big Brother In... the way you just spoke... really reminds me of the past." Her voice was very light, as if afraid to disturb something. "The Big Brother In who used to worry if I'd taken my medicine on time, if I was staying in a warm room... Very... gentle."
Kazama In's fingers tightened slightly around the communicator. Fragments of the past flashed in his mind: the little boy clumsily handing her medicine under the cherry blossom tree, the frown as he told a coughing little girl, "Don't catch the wind"... Those soft corners of "Kazama In," deliberately sealed away beneath the cold shell of "The Arbiter," seemed to have been gently touched by Sakayanagi's words.
"...Mm," he finally responded in a low voice, neither denying nor adding more. But this silence itself was already a reply.
"Heh..." Sakayanagi let out a soft laugh, devoid of her usual calculation and teasing, only pure, warm contentment. "If Big Brother In could always be like this... occasionally gentle, that's nice too." She paused, and just as Kazama In thought the conversation was ending, her voice came again, feather-light yet carrying an unmistakable, deep-seated emotion:
"They say the wind at sea carries the taste of freedom... Big Brother In, savor it well. Like... like that spring in Ueno Park, the wind beneath the latest-blooming, most beautiful cherry blossom tree that only the two of us saw... fleeting, yet something you'd want to remember forever." Her voice grew softer, almost a murmur. "...I hope Big Brother In... never forgets that feeling."
With that, the call was gently ended, leaving only a dial tone.
Kazama In stood still, the communicator still pressed to his ear. Ueno Park... that late-blooming cherry... just the two of them under the tree... the wind carrying the sweet fragrance of flowers brushing his cheek... and the little girl beside him, tilting her head up, her pale face showing a truly carefree smile for the first time, saying to him, "Big Brother In, the flowers are so beautiful, and the wind feels so nice..."
The sealed gates of memory were violently thrown open by this confession—subtle to the extreme, yet crystal clear. It wasn't just an invitation to reminisce; it was Sakayanagi Arisu telling him that the pure, brief moments of tranquility they shared were like precious gems in her heart, which she hoped he would treasure forever. This feeling was deep and euphemistic.
An extremely faint, yet utterly genuine warm smile slowly bloomed at the corner of Kazama In's stern lips, like the first ray of sunlight silently melting a frozen lake. He put away his communicator and looked out the window, as if he could see that stubborn figure in the wheelchair, confessing her feelings in the most subtle way.
A few days later, the luxury cruise ship "Ocean Glory" cut through the azure sea, heading toward the vast, boundless ocean. The sky was a clear sapphire blue, with a few lazy white clouds drifting. The sea breeze carried a salty, free scent, brushing against the excited students on the deck.
The main members of Class D gathered by the railing at the bow, gazing at the magnificent sea and sky.
"Wow—! So this is the ocean? It's spectacular!" Ike Kanji spread his arms wide, shouting exaggeratedly, trying to mimic the classic Titanic pose, only to be pushed away by a disgusted-looking Yamauchi Haruki.
"It's really beautiful..." Sakura Airi murmured in awe, gripping the railing as the sea breeze lifted the stray hairs from her forehead. Her eyes were filled with anticipation for the unknown journey and a hint of timid longing. "It feels like... all my worries are being blown away."
"Hmph, just water," Horikita Suzune said, arms crossed, her tone still cold, but her gaze was involuntarily drawn to the endless blue, and the tight line of her mouth seemed to soften for a moment. "Vastness... it does broaden the mind."
"Mm, excellent visibility, good for observation." Ayanokoji Kiyotaka stood a little behind, his gaze calmly sweeping the sea surface, but internally he was assessing the ship's speed, wind direction, and possible landing points. "Survival test probability over 90%."
Sudo Ken seemed distracted; the shadow of the pool incident hadn't fully faded. He stared at the sea and muttered, "If only I could swim over there..." Hirata Yosuke beside him patted his shoulder helplessly.
Hirata Yosuke wore a gentle smile. "This is really a rare experience. Everyone, enjoy the sea breeze and sunshine." Karuizawa Kei, holding his arm, nodded in agreement, savoring the wind on her face.
Kushida Kikyo was not among them; her voice and laughter drifted over from the pool area nearby.
The pool area was a scene of lively commotion. The clear water sparkled under the sun. Kushida Kikyo, in a cute pink two-piece swimsuit, was splashing and playing with a few girls in the water. Her silvery laughter, the splashing water, and her youthful, energetic figure under the sun formed a striking scene, firmly capturing the attention of many nearby boys, including Ike Kanji and Yamauchi Haruki, who watched with flushed faces and dazed eyes.
Ike Kanji, watching Kushida in the pool like a sprite, felt a rush of blood to his head. Pushed and goaded by Sudo and Yamauchi (one encouraging, the other eager for a show), he mustered his courage, his face bright red, and walked stiffly toward the poolside.
"Ki-Kikyo-san!" Ike Kanji's voice cracked with nervousness as he stood by the pool, shouting at Kushida in the water.
Kushida turned her head at the sound, a sweet, innocent smile on her face. "Hmm? Ike-kun? Something wrong?"
"I... I..." Ike Kanji stared at that smiling face so close, his mind went blank, and all the lines he'd rehearsed vanished. After a long pause, he blurted out, "Kikyo-san! You... your swimsuit today is really pretty! It suits you perfectly!" Having said that, as if he'd used up all his courage, he turned and ran, leaving Kushida momentarily stunned in the pool before she burst out laughing, along with the surrounding classmates.
Sudo and Yamauchi, while mocking Ike's cowardice, also got excited, starting to shout meaningless cries and cheers at the sea or other girls in the pool, drawing sidelong glances. Horikita Suzune shot them an icy glare.
Kazama In didn't join the commotion at the bow. Holding a glass of ice water, he walked to a secluded sunbathing area on the upper deck. Several rows of comfortable lounge chairs were arranged there, but only one was occupied.
Koenji Rokusuke, like the sun god Apollo descending to earth, lounged lazily on a chair covered with a snow-white towel. He wore only a very form-fitting, stylish deep purple swimsuit, perfectly showcasing his sculpted, Greek-statue-like muscle lines and smooth bronze skin. A pair of limited-edition sunglasses sat on his face, and a vibrantly colored iced juice rested on the small table beside him. He exuded a lazy, noble aura of "mortals keep out." Completely unselfconscious, he was elegantly applying expensive sunscreen to himself, his movements slow and deliberate, as if performing some sacred ritual.
Kazama In walked to the empty chair beside him and sat down, placing his ice water on the table.
"Oh?" Koenji tilted his head slightly, sliding his sunglasses down to reveal a pair of brilliant, jewel-like golden eyes. A flicker of displeasure at being disturbed crossed his face, but upon seeing it was Kazama In, it turned into a playful smile. "Isn't this 'Arbiter'? Not enjoying the mortal clamor below? What brings you to disturb my absorption of solar essence?"
"Looking for some peace and quiet," Kazama In said succinctly, his gaze also fixed on the blue sea.
"Peace and quiet?" Koenji chuckled lightly, his tone rising. "Is it about distancing yourself from foolishness, or... pondering how to once again 'arbitrate' some overconfident fools on this seemingly calm sapphire?" His words carried a pointed meaning.
Kazama In didn't answer directly. Instead, he shifted the topic, his voice flat: "Koenji, this ship's destination might not be some resort."
"Oh?" Koenji's hand applying sunscreen paused slightly, a glint of understanding and interest flashing in his golden eyes. "Do tell, My... 'Brother'?" He deliberately emphasized the last word, carrying a familiarity only the two of them understood, stemming from their distant aristocratic childhood.
"Supply lists, special equipment, coordinates of uninhabited islands on the route," Kazama In listed the key points. "The school's so-called 'sea study trip' is likely a carefully orchestrated survival test on a deserted island. The test's purpose is nothing more than resource management, teamwork, willpower... or, more directly, elimination."
Koenji, far from being surprised, let out a pleased, low laugh. "Hehehe... Just as I suspected? The school's tiresome tricks. Throwing noble us into a wilderness, to mingle with mosquitoes and beasts? How... undignified." He elegantly took a sip of his juice.
"Dignity?" Kazama In glanced at him, his jet-black eyes showing no emotion. "In the face of survival, dignity is the most useless luxury. I came to you not to discuss dignity." His voice took on a serious edge. "It's to remind you, Koenji. This test concerns the class's survival points. Class D can't afford more deductions."
He leaned forward slightly, his gaze sharp as it met Koenji's eyes, hidden behind the sunglasses:
"I know you pursue 'beauty,' an experience beyond the mundane. But on that island, chasing your so-called 'unique beauty'—like exploring dangerous areas alone, searching for exotic plants, or admiring the sunset in solitary grandeur—and breaking away from the team, causing the class to fail its mission and lose a large number of points... That kind of behavior, in my view, is dragging us down."
Kazama In paused, his tone softening, taking on a strangely guiding quality:
"Besides, true 'beauty' doesn't only exist in solitary exploration. Under extreme survival pressure, the most genuine brilliance and ugliness of human nature bloom simultaneously—that is a primal, magnificent 'beauty'; the dramatic tension woven from collaboration, sacrifice, and even betrayal among team members struggling to survive is also a cruel 'beauty.' Even..." His gaze swept over Koenji's perfect physique, "Struggling forward through the mud, sweat and dust mingling, yet still maintaining an inner persistence and elegant posture toward 'beauty'... Isn't that a more impactful 'beauty'?"
Kojiro was silent for a moment, a thoughtful gleam flickering behind his golden eyes beneath the sunglasses. Kazama In's words, like a key, had unlocked a new perspective for him. He pursued the ultimate beauty, but what Kazama In described was a possibility of a more complex, more primal, more powerful kind of "beauty."
"...An interesting point of view." Kojiro finally spoke, a sinister curve tugging at the corner of his lips. "A lofty flower blooming in the mud? A graceful struggle even in the depths of despair? That... is indeed a 'different kind of beauty' worth anticipating." He set down his juice glass, his long fingers lightly tapping the armrest of the lounge chair. "Fine. For the sake of this... rather aesthetically pleasing analysis of yours, I'll agree. On the island, I will 'appropriately' participate in team activities. However," his tone shifted, brimming with absolute confidence, "everything I do will follow the guidance of 'aesthetics.' Any act that destroys 'beauty'—whether from a foolish teammate or a boring rule—I will... elegantly crush it."
Kazama In had obtained the promise he wanted. He said no more, nodded, and stood up to leave.
Just as he turned, Kojiro seemed to remember something, his lazy, flamboyant voice sounding as if he were talking to himself:
"Oh, by the way, I received a message from a 'little butterfly' (referring to Sakayanagi Arisu) a few days ago. She said she wanted me to help find a 'piece of ice crystal lost in a blizzard' (referring to some past state or emotion of Kazama In). She also said it needed a bit of 'special' stimulation. Heh..." Kojiro let out an ambiguous chuckle. "In pursuit of that 'lost beauty,' I'm quite willing to... carry out a 'special' operation on the island. I hope it won't be too much of a 'surprise' for certain people."
Kazama In's steps faltered for a moment, a sharp glint flashing deep within his jet-black eyes. He understood Kojiro's implication. Sakayanagi... was indeed connected to Kojiro. And they seemed to be planning something for him on the island? Using "blizzard" and "ice crystal" as metaphors... were they intending to provoke him with something from the past?
He didn't look back, only replying flatly, "Do as you please. Just don't take it too far." With that, he strode away, heading to the edge of the deck to lean on the railing and gaze into the distance. The sea breeze lifted the silver-white and dark red strands of hair on his forehead, revealing his unfathomable eyes, which seemed to be brewing a storm.
The luxury cruise liner cut through the waves, carrying youth, ambition, scheming, and unknown challenges, sailing toward the deep blue that heralded storms and transformation. Kazama In knew that the true test had only just begun. And the "special operation" of Sakayanagi and Kojiro had undoubtedly added even more unpredictable variables to this deserted island survival.
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