Ch. 65Capturing the Thief
The narrator reflected on how school, disillusionment, and loneliness had changed him, leaving him unsure who he had become. After reading advice to remember his former self, he urged himself not to surrender to the world and to find that person again.
- The narrator recalled abandoning his studies and enthusiasm, comparing himself to Sha Wujing after Sun Wukong and Zhu Bajie died in The Legend of Wukong.
- He realized that the rebellious, romantic youth he had envied belonged to fiction and that real life brought serious consequences.
- The narrator described feeling isolated as friendships changed and others failed to understand or help him.
- He questioned why he had grown colder, lost his dreams, and become lonely, wondering whether growing up or reality had changed him.
- The narrator read that people should remember who they were when they began and seek that self again if they had forgotten.
- He concluded that he should not give up on himself, should face pain, and should be his own hero.