"I never knew I could cry. It's been so long since I last cried. Ever since I came to this world, I don't think I've cried at all. Remembering these things now really makes me sad and heartbroken! But I believe I can get through this period. I definitely won't let myself fall apart like this!" Uzumaki Chenhao said with a smile, feeling a little more motivated.
Although he was smiling again, the smile was truly forced. Soon afterward, his expression became despondent again as he continued thinking about his past.
So there was a girl in my past who stood up for me when I had doubts. I'm really sorry to her. Even now, I still can't remember her name. I've practically forgotten who she even was. If I hadn't seen those fragments, I really might never have remembered her for the rest of my life! Uzumaki Chenhao thought silently.
For the next while, he sat in the living room with the lights on, constantly thinking about himself and his Past and Present Lives. He thought about countless things from beginning to end, recalling every fragment he had seen. Only then did he realize how foolish he had been in the past. He had never noticed that someone had spoken up for him, nor had he ever realized that he had friends.
He now felt that he had truly failed at life. He had had so many friends, yet he had failed to recognize them. Back then, he had been extremely wary of others. He had truly been afraid that the friends he made were not sincere and would harm him.
Thinking about it now, he found himself utterly ridiculous. If he had recognized the friends who had helped him back then, perhaps he would not have ended up