In the Light Screen footage, Sirin was deeply displeased. Her attempt to create a nightmare had failed; Fenghuang Down's lack of cooperation, combined with her unfamiliarity with using it, had instead produced an exceedingly wonderful dream.
Perhaps such a peaceful life, with family and friends all around, was what Siegfried and Cecilia desired, but it was clearly not what Sirin wanted.
However, as she watched Siegfried's family living such a wonderful life, Sirin felt angry—and yet she could not help but feel envy.
"If I had never encountered Honkai, if Mom hadn't died..."
"If I hadn't been taken to Babylon Tower..."
"If everyone were still here..."
"Then could I have had this kind of happiness too...?"
A dejected, sorrowful voice filled with yearning rang out. It belonged to Sirin.
Those words were Sirin's innermost thoughts, a murmur, and an unreachable longing.
Seeing this, many people in the real world were dismissive. They cursed Sirin for causing so many tragedies and killing so many people, saying that she still wanted happiness when hell was the ending she deserved.
Yet many others felt conflicted. They were furious over Sirin's crimes, but also saddened by what had happened to her.
In the end, Sirin had initially been nothing more than an ordinary little girl. Only after enduring endless suffering in inhumane human experiments and losing so many friends and companions did the boundless negative emotions draw the attention of the Honkai God, transforming her into the Herrscher of the Void.
And even when she had first become the Herrscher of the Void, Sirin had only wanted revenge against Destiny. It was the accumulation of many circumstances, along with the Honkai God's temptation, that had ultimately turned her completely into humanity's enemy.
Just as Sirin had murmured, if those tragedies had never happened, perhaps