I don't even know what to say anymore. I'm completely exhausted.
The day before yesterday, I was busy with assignments. Then it rained here, and I probably got chilled that night. I haven't been eating regularly, either.
This book's performance has slipped, and I still haven't started writing the new book I want to work on.
Cang Jian was sitting right in front of the computer, feeling awful all over, and simply couldn't write.
My mind is worn out, and my body is tired, too.
It's partly because of school, partly because of my daily routine, and partly because I've been thinking so much about writing.
First, please don't blame Cang Jian. If I take a day off, I'll probably lose some readers, and for an author, that's a huge deal.
But I really want to rest. I don't want to think.
You all know how Cang Jian used to write four chapters a day when the book first went up for sale.
I thought I could keep that up, but then, first, the book's numbers didn't grow much, and second, my editor really didn't have faith in me.
Because of that, I've had a hard time finding the motivation. Think about it: no matter how seriously you write a book, it still might never take off. You can only earn a little spending money from it. Is it worth working so hard for that at twenty?
That's also why Cang Jian wants to start a new book. This one might have no future once it reaches its limits.
But thanks to everyone's support, and since this is my first book, Cang Jian has kept going.
I don't want to pad out chapters, but my progress has been slow, so it's ended up like you've seen. I think readers who