Ch. 141Ruining My Good Mood

Key Plot Points and Events

  • Jiang Tingxu decides to move against Qiyao due to Zhang Feigu's actions, with Old Master Jiang's support.
  • Si You's autograph-covered arm goes viral, causing a stir among fans and leading to a humorous exchange between Jiang 11 and F00.
  • Si You and Fang Jin visit Sister Chen, where Si You gifts her a bracelet from Fang Jin, winning her favor.
  • Lu Jiatang invites Fang Jin to meet his family, causing Fang Jin to panic and shop for gifts. They drive to Lu's grandparents' courtyard.

Character Developments

  • Jiang Tingxu: Shows determination and protectiveness towards Si You and his interests.
  • Si You: Maintains his playful and carefree demeanor, but also shows concern for Fang Jin's well-being.
  • Fang Jin: Struggles with self-doubt and anxiety about meeting Lu Jiatang's family, revealing his insecurities.
  • Lu Jiatang: Shows affection and concern for Fang Jin, and supports him despite his family's past disapproval.
  • Lu's mother: Initially disapproving of Fang Jin, but seems to warm up to him after their meeting.

Significant Themes

  • Protectiveness and possessiveness in relationships (Jiang Tingxu, Si You)
  • Anxiety and self-doubt (Fang Jin)
  • Family acceptance and approval (Lu Jiatang, Lu's mother)

Character Interactions

  • Jiang Tingxu and Old Master Jiang: A supportive and understanding grandfather-grandson relationship.
  • Si You and Fang Jin: A playful and caring friendship, with Si You showing concern for Fang Jin's well-being.
  • Lu Jiatang and Fang Jin: A loving and supportive relationship, with Lu Jiatang encouraging Fang Jin to face his fears.
  • Lu Jiatang's mother and Fang Jin: A potential thawing of disapproval, as Lu's mother seems to warm up to Fang Jin after their meeting.

Ch. 142Little Jin Was Very Good

Chapter Summary: Dinner with the Lu Family

Key Plot Points & Events

  • Fang Jin has dinner at the Lu family's rural home, meeting Lu Jiatang's parents for the first time
  • Lu Jiatang's father reveals he knew Fang Jin's father, Fang Nanchu, describing him as "a noble gentleman, repaying resentment with virtue"
  • He advises Fang Jin that sparing Shen Laizhang was dangerous and unwise, but Fang Jin insists it was the right choice
  • Fang Jin's fever worsens; Lu Jiatang takes him to his childhood bedroom to rest
  • In a fevered haze, Fang Jin mistakes Lu Jiatang's mother for his own, asking about his "little sister"
  • Lu Jiatang's mother comforts him, saying "Little Jin has been very good too," causing Fang Jin to break down crying
  • Waking at 3:30 AM, Fang Jin reflects that only by Lu Jiatang's side can everything truly last

Character Developments

  • Fang Jin: Reveals deep vulnerability, buried grief over his lost family, and the lingering trauma of his years under Shen Changxiong; his fragility is on full display for the first time
  • Lu Jiatang: Acts as devoted caretaker, protective and gentle; his love for Fang Jin is unquestionable
  • Lu Jiatang's mother: Undergoes a complete shift—from initial distrust of Fang Jin to profound sympathy and maternal care, recognizing that Fang Jin "only hurt himself" in his pursuit of Jiatang
  • Lu Jiatang's father: Wise, observant, approving; his connection to Fang Nanchu legitimizes Fang Jin in the family's eyes

Significant Themes

  • Repaying resentment with virtue: Fang Jin's mercy toward Shen Laizhang reflects his father's moral inheritance—a contrast to his ruthless reputation
  • The cost of love: Fang Jin's fierce pursuit of Lu Jiatang was never cruel toward the other party; he was the one who suffered
  • Family acceptance and healing: The Lu family's warmth provides Fang Jin with something he has lacked—a home, unconditional kindness, and belonging
  • Hidden trauma: Even healed wounds still ache; Fang Jin's illness reveals scars that never fully closed

Character Interactions

  • Fang Jin & Lu Jiatang's father: A pivotal conversation; the father validates Fang Jin's character and warns him about the dangers of leaving Shen Laizhang alive
  • Fang Jin & Lu Jiatang's mother: The emotional core—her comforting words in his fever dream ("Little Jin has been very good") finally give Fang Jin the maternal forgiveness and tenderness he has craved
  • Fang Jin & Lu Jiatang: Tender moments of care—checking his fever, holding him, opening the window, promising he can play with the bamboo chair after he wakes
  • Lu Jiatang's parents: Playful, affectionate dynamic ("No dieting! You're not fat!") that illustrates the loving home that shaped Lu Jiatang

Ch. 143Terminally Ill

Key Plot Points and Events

  • Fang Jin stays at Lu Jiatang's house and enjoys his craftsmanship.
  • Fang Jin has a dream about his mother.
  • Si You wins a luxury jewelry endorsement but is targeted by Zhang Feigu.
  • Si You's van is ambushed on the highway, leading to a tense standoff.

Character Developments

  • Fang Jin: Starts to accept Lu Jiatang's affection and enjoys his company.
  • Lu Jiatang: Shows off his craftsmanship and takes care of Fang Jin.
  • Si You: Stands up to Zhang Feigu to protect his friends.
  • Zhang Feigu: Becomes increasingly unstable and dangerous.

Significant Themes

  • Love and affection: Lu Jiatang's care for Fang Jin.
  • Danger and confrontation: Si You's standoff with Zhang Feigu.

Character Interactions

  • Fang Jin and Lu Jiatang: Fang Jin appreciates Lu Jiatang's craftsmanship, and they share a tender moment.
  • Si You and Zhang Feigu: Si You stands up to Zhang Feigu to protect his friends, leading to a tense confrontation.
  • Si You and Sister Chen: Si You protects Sister Chen and the others from Zhang Feigu's attack.

Ch. 144A Shocking Move

Key Plot Points and Events

  • Zhang Feigu, overwhelmed by his responsibilities and haunted by his past, kidnaps Si You in the middle of the night.
  • They drive to an old villa in the mountains, where Zhang Feigu attempts to summon Zhou Fan's soul using a ritual.
  • Si You, knowing Zhang Feigu's mental state, plays along and pretends to be possessed by Zhou Fan's spirit.
  • Zhang Feigu, terrified by Si You's act, flees the room.
  • Later, Zhang Buzhou arrives at the villa, revealing that he knows about the ritual and has been manipulating Zhang Feigu.
  • Si You, enraged by Zhang Buzhou's arrogance and disrespect, attacks and threatens him.

Character Developments

  • Zhang Feigu: Struggles with his mental state, haunted by his past actions and desperate to connect with Zhou Fan's spirit.
  • Si You: Maintains his composure and cleverly manipulates Zhang Feigu, using his acting skills to scare him.
  • Zhang Buzhou: Remains arrogant and disrespectful, showing no remorse for his past actions against Zhou Fan.

Significant Themes

  • The consequences of past actions and the inability to escape them.
  • The desperation of a person clinging to a lost love.
  • The manipulation of others for personal gain.

Character Interactions

  • Si You and Zhang Feigu: Si You manipulates Zhang Feigu, playing on his desperation and fear to gain control.
  • Si You and Zhang Buzhou: Si You attacks and threatens Zhang Buzhou, revealing his anger and disgust towards the man who wronged Zhou Fan.

Ch. 145Let Me See Him

Summary of Chapter 19: "Let Me See Him"

Key Plot Points

  1. Confrontation and Revenge: Si You retaliates against Zhang Buzhou for his past abuse of Zhou Fan, slamming his head into broken glass. He reveals shocking memories from Zhou Fan's life, including a specific incident where Zhang Buzhou cut Zhou Fan's face at a dance performance.
  2. Manipulation of Zhang Feigu: Si You provokes Zhang Feigu using Zhou Fan's memories, exposing all the injustices Zhou Fan suffered, including Zhang Feigu's cruel rejection of Zhou Fan's injuries.
  3. Cannibalization of the Enemies: Si You successfully turns Zhang Feigu against Zhang Buzhou. Zhang Feigu nearly strangles Zhang Buzhou in a rage but is stopped by bodyguards. Zhang Feigu then orders Zhang Buzhou locked up.
  4. Zhang Feigu's Breakdown: Later, the unstable Zhang Feigu attacks Si You, trying to choke him and demanding "Zhou Fan return." Si You fights back, injuring Zhang Feigu's damaged leg and breaking him emotionally with more painful memories.
  5. Arson and Rescue: Locked in the basement, Zhang Buzhou sets fire to the building in revenge. Despite the chaos, Jiang Tingxu arrives just in time, having located Zhang Feigu's remote property. He rescues Si You, who expresses that he has been waiting all day.

Character Developments

  • Si You: Demonstrates psychological mastery and strategic manipulation. Uses Zhou Fan's memories as a weapon, amplifying Zhang Feigu's guilt and turning him against Zhang Buzhou. Despite the danger, he maintains composure, showing cunning and resilience. His vulnerability surfaces when he sees Jiang Tingxu, admitting deep distress under the brave facade.
  • Zhang Feigu: Fully descends into madness and obsession. His "love" for Zhou Fan is revealed as toxic self-indulgence—calling for forgiveness while simultaneously becoming violent when Si You doesn't conform to his fantasy. His guilt and possessiveness show how he never truly loved Zhou Fan as a person, only as an object.
  • Zhang Buzhou: Pushed to the edge by rejection. Facing imprisonment by Zhang Feigu, he escalates to arson, showing his desperation and inability to accept being discarded.
  • Jiang Tingxu: Relentlessly searches despite exhaustion. His arrival shows his determination, and his tender care of Si You—from putting on his shoes to carrying him out—underscores his genuine devotion.

Significant Themes

  • Revenge as Psychological Warfare: Si You's manipulation is surgical and brutal, exposing the cracks in Zhang Feigu's self-deception rather than relying purely on physical violence.
  • Toxic Love vs. Genuine Love: Zhang Feigu's obsession (built on guilt and control) contrasts sharply with Jiang Tingxu's protective love (built on rescue and tenderness).
  • Consequences of Abuse: The chapter emphasizes how past cruelty compounds—Zhang Feigu's initial mistreatment of Zhou Fan ultimately becomes the weapon Si You wields against him.
  • Memory as Combat: Zhou Fan's memories are not just painful recollections; Si You deploys them strategically, using them to disable his enemies psychologically.

Character Interactions

  • Si You & Zhang Buzhou: Hostile and violent. Si You forces Zhang Buzhou to confront his past crimes, mocking his inferiority to Zhou Fan.
  • Si You & Zhang Feigu: A psychological chess match. Si You alternately uses gentleness (replicating Zhou Fan's voice) and cruelty to destabilize Zhang Feigu, then physically subdues him when words fail.
  • Zhang Feigu & Zhang Buzhou: Their relationship fractures irreparably as Zhang Feigu tries to kill his former "beloved," revealing that all their bonds were built on Zhou Fan's destruction.
  • Si You & Jiang Tingxu: A tender counterpoint. Si You drops his combative guard entirely, showing exhaustion and dependence. Jiang Tingxu's single, calm "My fault" and his immediate embrace convey deep intimacy and unspoken apologies.

Ch. 146Freedom and Himself

Summary: "Freedom and Himself"

1. Key Plot Points

  • Jiang Tingxu rescues Si You from a burning villa after 29 hours of his kidnapping.
  • Zhang Feigu, having kidnapped Si You believing he is Zhou Fan's reincarnation, is devastated when Si You reveals his memories were just an act.
  • Zhang Feigu snaps, tries to stab Jiang Tingxu; Si You shields him and takes a knife wound to the shoulder; Jiang Tingxu cripples Zhang Feigu with a lethal kick.
  • Zhang Buzhou, half-burned and insane, drags the incapacitated Zhang Feigu into the fire, revealing he is finally "choosing" for him.
  • The truth is uncovered: Zhou Fan was never a quiet party who stepped aside—he was forcibly detained by Zhang Feigu and died resisting him.
  • Zhou Fan's old keepsake (a redwood box) burns to ash, and his "soul" is freed with a faint "thank you."
  • In the epilogue scene, a person wakes up in a remote farmhouse—identified as Zhou Fan—alive and free in the mountains.
  • Si You recovers in the hospital; the Jiang family and friends visit, and the chapter ends on a comedic, warm note.

2. Character Developments

  • Si You: Shows his protective instinct, throwing himself in front of Jiang Tingxu without hesitation. He also gains closure through Zhou Fan's memory, understanding that Zhou Fan loved freedom and himself above the false "love" Zhang Feigu offered.
  • Jiang Tingxu: Displays raw vulnerability ("I was going insane") and extreme protectiveness. His rage at Si You's recklessness shows his depth of feeling.
  • Zhang Feigu: Fully unravels. He is revealed as hypocritical, selfish, and possessive—obsessed with Zhou Fan only after losing him, and cruelly toying with Zhang Buzhou for twenty years.
  • Zhang Buzhou: Transforms from a pitiable, love-sick figure into a genuinely terrifying one, finally giving in to his madness and dragging Zhang Feigu to his death.
  • Zhou Fan (via memory/flashback): Redefined from passive victim to a resolute character who refused to submit even when bound to a bed. His "Never" is a final act of self-respect.

3. Significant Themes

  • Freedom vs. Possession: The central theme. Zhou Fan's love of freedom and himself is set against Zhang Feigu's inability to let go. Zhang Buzhou's "love" is also revealed as pure possession.
  • Truth vs. Performance: Si You's acting literally dismantles Zhang Feigu's delusion. The contrast between romances and the ugly reality is highlighted.
  • Madness: Both Zhangs descend into madness—one through loss of a cherished delusion, the other through twenty years of toxic fixation.
  • Symmetry and Closure: The chapter echoes the book's beginning and ties off Zhou Fan's story, granting him a quietly hopeful ending (alive, free, in a peaceful farmhouse).

4. Character Interactions

  • Jiang Tingxu & Si You: Intense, emotionally charged dynamic. Jiang is frantic and protective; Si You is steady and affectionate, teasing him to defuse tension.
  • Si You & Zhang Feigu: Direct confrontation. Si You coldly dismantles Zhang's fantasy, weaponizing his acting skills.
  • Zhang Feigu & Zhang Buzhou: Lethal finale. Buzhou's haunting monologue about being used and choosing for Zhang draws out their full, horrible history.
  • Si You & Fang Jin: Comic relief. Fang Jin's snarky worry is mocked by Si You; their dynamic is joking and familiar.
  • Si You & the Jiang family: Lighthearted; Old Master Jiang visits, and Si You plays up his innocence to avoid Jiang Tingxu's anger.
  • Jiang Tingxu & the assistant: A brief, cold exchange shows Jiang's ruthless dictatorial side, which the assistant deftly avoids.

Ch. 147Making Money Together

Summary of "Making Money Together"

1. Key Plot Points and Events

  • Fang Jin and Lu Jiatang: After leaving the hospital, Lu Jiatang takes Fang Jin home, having already moved a comfortable recliner (and other gifts from his mother) into Fang Jin's study. They go out for fried skewers, where Lu Jiatang gets visibly jealous when a stranger hits on Fang Jin. They return home, share food, and Lu Jiatang surprises Fang Jin with a new wardrobe.
  • Si You's Recovery: Si You is discharged after seven days in the hospital. His team covers up the kidnapping as a "cold." He posts a selfie online, which goes viral.
  • Jiang Tingxu's Announcement: That night, Jiang Tingxu reveals he plans to retire from acting. As his "final gift," he has accepted a gay romance film directed by the acclaimed (but psychologically fragile) director Zheng Zaisheng, and he wants Si You to play the other male lead.
  • Business and Preparation: Eager to invest, Si You texts Fang Jin, who immediately agrees to invest in the film. The next morning, Si You meets Zheng Zaisheng and realizes the character he will play (Yu Ning) embodies Zheng's personality perfectly.
  • Villains' Fate: The injuries from the previous kidnapping arc are resolved—Zhang Buzhou suffers severe burns, and Zhang Feigu is left paralyzed/unconscious after severe head and spine trauma, causing Jiang Tingxu to lose interest in further revenge.

2. Character Developments

  • Lu Jiatang: Becomes increasingly doting and openly affectionate, behaving like a lovesick college student. He fully integrates Fang Jin into his family (passing down his grandfather's beads and gifts from his mother).
  • Fang Jin: Softens considerably. He drops his hostile, guarded demeanor, becomes well-behaved, and grows attached to Lu's gifts (constantly playing with the Buddhist beads). He shows trust by agreeing to the investment without hesitation.
  • Jiang Tingxu: Displays mature responsibility by deciding to retire to handle family obligations. He remains deeply possessive of Si You (demonstrated through intimate scenes) but shows strategic care by securing the film role for Si You.
  • Si You: Shows ambition and business savvy, viewing the film as a serious joint venture. He is thrilled to act opposite Jiang Tingxu and approaches his role with deep artistic sensitivity.
  • Zheng Zaisheng (New Character): Introduced as a thin, anxious, award-winning director whose delicate and uneasy demeanor perfectly mirrors the script's main character, Yu Ning.

3. Significant Themes

  • Domestic Bliss & Devotion: The quiet, comfortable intimacy of Lu Jiatang and Fang Jin's relationship (sharing food, cozy home life).
  • Jealousy & Ownership: Lu's subtle jealousy and Jiang Tingxu's intense possessiveness highlight the protective nature of their love.
  • Legacy & Career Transitions: Jiang Tingxu's decision to retire, treating the film as a final artistic legacy.
  • Trust & Partnership: The fluid transition between romance and business, as Si You and Fang Jin unite to invest together, solidifying their friendship.
  • Art vs. Emotion: The film's story of silent, repressed love mirrors the director's own psychological state, hinting that Si You's performance will be emotionally charged.

4. Character Interactions

  • Lu Jiatang & Fang Jin: Playful and affectionate (punching, kissing, sharing food). Lu does all the caretaking; Fang Jin reciprocates with gentle, compliant affection.
  • Jiang Tingxu & Si You: Intimate and dominant/submissive—Jiang forces Si You to drink medicine and initiates bedroom encounters. Their interaction shifts to a professional partnership when discussing the film.
  • Si You & Fang Jin: A brief, direct text exchange that solidifies their mutual trust and business partnership.
  • Si You & Zheng Zaisheng: A silent, observant meeting where Si You reads the director's anxious demeanor to understand the soul of his upcoming character.

Ch. 148Second Collaboration

Summary: "Second Collaboration" (Chapter)

Key Plot Points

  1. The Audition: Zheng Zaisheng, a socially anxious but exacting director, arrives to audition Si You for the lead role of Yu Ning in his new film Old Street. Despite his initial skepticism about Si You, he is convinced after seeing the performance.
  2. The Scene: Zheng Zaisheng has Si You perform a dialogue-free scene where Yu Ning spots his old love Chu Lingjun in Taizhu Town ten years later and watches him until he disappears, then walks away. All emotion is conveyed through eyes and body language. Si You's layered, nuanced performance earns him the role on the spot.
  3. Casting the Younger Versions: Zheng Zaisheng searches for young actors to portray the high school versions of the protagonists, since both Jiang Tingxu and Si You refuse to play teenagers themselves.
  4. Public Announcement & Fan Backlash: The studio announces Jiang Tingxu and Si You's second collaboration, causing internet uproar. A fan account "Tuan Tuan Loves Rice" attacks Jiang Tingxu's fans and dismisses Jiang as "yesterday's news," prompting Si You to publicly call out the fan.

Character Developments

  • Si You: Demonstrates deep professional maturity—understands the character instinctively without direction, delivers a performance that exceeds the director's expectations. Also reveals a fiercely protective side when he personally rebukes his own fan for insulting Jiang Tingxu.
  • Zheng Zaisheng: A withdrawn, reclusive director who prefers intuition over explanation. He is initially doubtful of Si You but comes to genuinely admire him. He correctly deduces that Jiang Tingxu and Si You are lovers but chooses not to pry—staying silently respectful of their privacy.
  • Jiang Tingxu: Plays Chu Lingjun in the audition scene, helps Si You get the role by advocating for him, and shows quiet, domestic affection (patting Si You, washing the apple for him). His low-voiced remark to Sister Chen—"He feels bad for me"—reveals his awareness of and softness for Si You's protectiveness.

Significant Themes

  • Acting as Invisible Craft: The chapter centers on the power of wordless performance—eyes carrying years of longing, hesitation, and resolve. Zheng Zaisheng's philosophy is that emotion must be felt intuitively, not explained.
  • Privacy Within Public Life: The contrast between the couple's warm private dynamic and the chaotic public fan culture highlights how celebrities must navigate intimacy while managing public perception.
  • Fan Culture Toxicity: The "Tuan Tuan Loves Rice" incident illustrates how easily fans are manipulated by antis, how fanbases can turn against their own idol's interests, and how celebrities sometimes must intervene to protect both their partners and their fanbases from harm.
  • Talent Over Prestige: Zheng Zaisheng's approval of Si You is earned purely through performance quality, not through Jiang Tingxu's endorsement—reinforcing that merit wins over reputation.

Character Interactions

  • Si You & Zheng Zaisheng: Begins as a skeptical director/actor dynamic, evolves into mutual respect and admiration after the audition.
  • Si You & Jiang Tingxu: Quietly intimate—Jiang pats him, washes his apple, watches the audition with fond attention; their lover dynamic is unmistakable but unstated.
  • Zheng Zaisheng & Jiang Tingxu: The director has complete trust in Jiang Tingxu's judgment as his choice for Chu Lingjun, and their professional rapport is smooth.
  • Si You & Sister Chen: She handles PR but is overruled when Si You personally responds to the toxic fan—showing his independent streak.
  • Si You & Tuan Tuan Loves Rice: A direct, public rebuke that defuses the fan war and demonstrates his willingness to sacrifice fan approval for what's right.

Ch. 149Three Rules

Chapter Summary

1. Key Plot Points

  • Online drama: Fan account Tuan Tuan Loves Rice posts vicious attacks on Si You after rumors. Jiang Tingxu (via alt account Jiang11) and Fang Jin (via alt account F00) defend Si You; the hater is eventually blocked by Lu Jiatang using Fang Jin’s account, leaving her devastated.
  • Si You finishes all outstanding work, buys gifts for his agent and crew, then moves into the Old Street film set with Jiang Tingxu.
  • They agree to three rules: restraint, restraint, restraint regarding their secret relationship.
  • After settling into a shared building, Jiang Tingxu sneaks into Si You’s room; they kiss passionately but are mindful of thin walls.
  • Two young actors join the crew: Han Chengyang (nephew of actor Han Meng) and Feng Lu. Han Chengyang tries to ingratiate himself with Jiang Tingxu, but Jiang Tingxu reacts coldly after feeling an inappropriate touch during a handshake.
  • Han Chengyang asks to swap rooms to be closer to Jiang Tingxu; Si You bluntly refuses, accidentally slipping and calling Jiang Tingxu “Brother Jiang” in an intimate way, startling everyone.

2. Character Developments

  • Si You: Socially adept and respectful toward senior actors; progressively confident in his relationship with Jiang Tingxu; shows a protective, teasing side when dealing with Han Chengyang.
  • Jiang Tingxu: Professional and guarded in public; affectionate and playful in private; sets clear boundaries immediately when Han Chengyang oversteps — wiping his hand as a warning.
  • Han Chengyang: Introduced as ambitious and opportunistic, using his uncle’s name and attempting to get closer to Jiang Tingxu; his subtle touch hints at manipulative or inappropriate behavior.
  • Fang Jin / Lu Jiatang: Offscreen support — Fang Jin trolls the hater as F00, Lu Jiatang confiscates his phone and blocks her, showing they actively protect Si You.

3. Significant Themes

  • Public vs. private identity: Couple must suppress their affection on set; alt accounts and fake personas reveal the layered life of celebrities.
  • Fandom and online harassment: Rapid damage control and fan reactions; the toxicity of anonymous hate.
  • Professional boundaries: Respect earned through senior actors; inappropriate behavior is immediately checked.
  • Restraint: Despite intimacy, both characters consciously maintain discipline — tying back to the “three rules” of the chapter title.

4. Character Interactions

  • Si You wins over veteran actors with a watermelon and friendly humility; Zheng Zaisheng approves of him.
  • Si You and Jiang Tingxu share a passionate but carefully controlled moment in his room.
  • Han Chengyang tries to bond with Jiang Tingxu by referencing his uncle; Jiang Tingxu remains distant.
  • Si You and Han Chengyang clash indirectly over room arrangements; Si You’s accidental intimate term exposes a crack in their careful facade.

Ch. 150Old Street

Here's a summary of the chapter:

Key Plot Points

  • After the hotpot dinner, Jiang Tingxu and Si You sneak around to sleep together in the same room, despite the bed being small
  • Jiang Tingxu is nearly caught by Zheng Zaisheng when leaving his room with toiletries
  • The next morning, the "Old Street" official filming begins — their first scene together
  • The scene depicts Chu Lingjun (Jiang Tingxu) discovering a new bun shop and unexpectedly reuniting with Yu Ning (Si You), an old classmate from school days
  • The scene is completed in one take, praised by veterans
  • Han Chengyang struggles with his role, unable to get into character, and is noticeably jealous of Si You's success

Character Developments

  • Jiang Tingxu: Shows his possessive/affectionate side — can't sleep without Si You, sneaks into his room; sharp with Han Chengyang when he ignores a veteran's greeting
  • Si You: Demonstrates strong acting ability, easily nailing his role in one take; remains oblivious to Zheng Zaisheng's awareness of his relationship
  • Han Chengyang: Reveals his insecurity — hasn't attended university, struggles with acting, puts on a "fragile" act to gain sympathy, and is resentful of Si You
  • Zheng Zaisheng: Shows he's observant, noticing Jiang Tingxu's behavior but choosing to "play dead" rather than confront it

Significant Themes

  • Nostalgia and hometown (the "old street" setting, returning to one's roots)
  • Reunion with childhood connections
  • The contrast between genuine talent (Si You) and those with resources but less ability (Han Chengyang)
  • Class/education divides in the entertainment industry

Character Interactions

  • Jiang Tingxu and Si You's intimate, playful banter (the "brother" joke)
  • Zheng Zaisheng's silent awareness of their relationship
  • Han Chengyang's hostile jealousy toward Si You
  • Jiang Tingxu's small correction of Han Chengyang's rudeness toward the veteran actor
  • The film-pairing interaction between Si You and Jiang Tingxu, showcasing natural chemistry on set

Ch. 151Fellow Wanderers in Misfortune

Summary

Key Plot Points and Events

  • The film production starts, with Si You and Jiang Tingxu's performances praised.
  • Si You arranges for good boxed lunches for the crew, impressing everyone.
  • Chu Lingjun and Yu Ning reunite, reminisce about their past, and grow closer.
  • On Valentine's Day, Chu Lingjun and Yu Ning go to the movies together, leading to an emotional moment when their hands touch.

Character Developments

  • Si You shows his considerate side by arranging for good food for the crew.
  • Jiang Tingxu remains aloof and focused on his acting, but also shows care for Si You.
  • Chu Lingjun struggles with his feelings for Yu Ning, eventually leading to a panic-driven reaction.
  • Yu Ning remains calm and understanding, hinting at his deep feelings for Chu Lingjun.

Significant Themes

  • Unspoken feelings and their eventual expression.
  • The passage of time and the changes it brings.
  • The complexities of human relationships and emotions.

Character Interactions

  • Si You and Jiang Tingxu's subtle interactions hint at their relationship.
  • Chu Lingjun and Yu Ning's growing closeness leads to an emotional moment between them.
  • Zheng Zaisheng, the director, struggles with his awareness of Si You and Jiang Tingxu's relationship.

Ch. 152You've Got Some Nerve

Summary: You've Got Some Nerve

Key Plot Points

  • After a night of rain, Si You wakes and instinctively calls for Jiang Tingxu, who holds him, easing a flashback to a traumatic childhood memory of being locked in a dark, freezing room without food or water.
  • The cold weather forces the film production to pause outdoor shooting. Han Chengyang and Feng Lu attempt a rain scene, but Han Chengyang slips and badly scrapes his knee. He had been running recklessly out of frustration over Jiang Tingxu’s coldness toward him.
  • The on-set doctor treats Han Chengyang’s wound. Si You deliberately distracts him by quizzing him on the periodic table, lessening his pain and stopping him from lashing out.
  • When Si You coughs, Jiang Tingxu openly worries, accidentally implying they slept together and sparking whispers among the crew.
  • Rain continues, so filming is canceled. Sister Chen takes Si You to a scheduled dinner meeting for a major endorsement.
  • At an upscale club afterward, Si You spots Fang Jin across the room, smoking. He confronts him, threatening to call Lu Jiatang. Fang Jin defensively insists he only took one puff, but Si You refuses to allow even that.

Character Developments

  • Si You: Shows resilience despite past trauma; is observant, sharp, and quick to manage social situations. His complicated, loyal relationship with Jiang Tingxu becomes more visible.
  • Jiang Tingxu: Reveals genuine protectiveness and affection for Si You, but remains cold and unresponsive to Han Chengyang’s advances.
  • Han Chengyang: Grows increasingly frustrated and emotionally volatile; his crush on Jiang Tingxu goes unreturned, and he begins to see Si You as a rival, though he unwillingly respects Si You’s skill.
  • Fang Jin: Caught in a playful but tense dynamic with Si You; evidently walks a line around Si You’s authority and connections.

Significant Themes

  • Comfort and healing: Si You’s traumatic past is soothed by Jiang Tingxu’s presence.
  • Jealousy and unrequited feelings: Han Chengyang’s pining and resentment highlight emotional vulnerability in the entertainment industry.
  • Power dynamics: Si You navigates social settings with ease, using wit and influence to control situations—even against Fang Jin.
  • Protectiveness and boundaries: Jiang Tingxu’s care for Si You contrasts with his deliberate emotional distance from Han Chengyang.

Character Interactions

  • Si You and Jiang Tingxu share an intimate, quiet dynamic; Jiang is attentive and worried about Si You’s health, but his slip causes gossip.
  • Han Chengyang tries to get Jiang Tingxu’s sympathy after his injury, but Jiang remains unmoved. Si You intervenes with humor and quick thinking.
  • Zheng Zaisheng, the director, is caught in the middle and exasperated by the romantic tensions on set.
  • Sister Chen manages Si You’s schedule and looks after him during the business dinner, while Jiang Tingxu issues careful reminders about his health.
  • Si You’s encounter with Fang Jin ends the chapter on a sharp, confrontational note, showing their history is unresolved and combative.

Ch. 153Are You Trying to Starve Me to Death?

Chapter Summary: “Are You Trying to Starve Me to Death?”

Key Plot Points

  • Backstory: Fang Jin had previously handed over his company (Yue Lin) and left, but Lu Jiatang pursued him, cherished him, and secretly reclaimed Yue Lin on his behalf. Shen Laizhang tried to see Fang Jin before leaving the country, but Lu Jiatang threatened him off. Fang Jin finds the threat amusing.
  • Fang Jin, fully recovered now, grows restless in early retirement. He notices Lu Jiatang has been working late into the night and secretly decides to help him.
  • Fang Jin arranges a drinking party with old contacts, hinting he could reclaim Yue Lin anytime, implying a potential comeback.
  • At the party, Fang Jin runs into Si You (who considers Lindu "tiny"). Si You is at a business dinner with Wei Chen; a drunk supervisor, Mr. Zhu, harasses Si You.
  • Fang Jin has his bodyguards force-pour an entire bottle of liquor down Mr. Zhu's throat as punishment, while sending a sly message to Si You's business partner. Si You briefly tries to stop it, then watches.
  • Jiang Tingxu video calls Si You; he and Fang Jin trade barbed greetings (Fang Jin, still bitter about Jiang exposing his identity, is provoked by Jiang's "F00?" comment into a near-lunge for the phone).
  • Lu Jiatang arrives (Fang Jin had "gone over time"). Fang Jin nervously frames the delay as Si You's fault; Si You covers for him. Lu Jiatang, wary of Si You, smiles and takes Fang Jin home for dinner at his mother's.
  • Si You returns to the filming location (for the project Old Street). Jiang Tingxu quietly feeds him his braised pork.
  • A mahjong table is set up as a prop; Jiang Tingxu loses badly, so Si You takes over. Si You deliberately loses a round and secretly feeds winning tiles to the older actors, winning their delight and showing his likable social grace.
  • Later, Si You goes upstairs to Jiang Tingxu's room. Jiang Tingxu, who has been "starving" sexually for days, initiates intimacy. Si You protests poor soundproofing, but Jiang persuades him, calling it "good preparation" for Old Street's explicit scenes. Si You silently curses him.

Character Developments

  • Fang Jin: Evolves from a passive, recovering patient into a proactive protector. His old ruthless, domineering side resurfaces (orchestrating violence, throwing weight around), yet he remains deeply soft and responsive toward Lu Jiatang—he fears leaving Lu "worried" and reports his location promptly.
  • Lu Jiatang: Continually quietly protective and possessive of Fang Jin; works himself to the bone but never complains; retrieves Fang Jin with a smiling, wary affection.
  • Si You: Shows his own ruthlessness fading—he tries to defuse Fang Jin's violence, though he finds Fang's methods unnecessary. His warmth and tact shine through (feeding mahjong tiles to old actors), and his interactions with Jiang Tingxu deepen into flirtatious ease.
  • Jiang Tingxu: Teasing, confident, and possessive; uses humor to needle Fang Jin; quietly attentive to Si You (feeding him meat, waiting for him upstairs); openly expresses his desire.
  • Han Chengyang (side character): Experienced an attitude shift—he had previously looked down on Si You, but seeing Si You's nature (his tact, kindness, and restraint) makes Han respect him.

Significant Themes

  • Power and protection in relationships: Fang Jin protects Lu Jiatang from the shadows; Lu Jiatang guards Fang Jin from threats (even past ones like Shen Laizhang); Jiang Tingxu similarly shelters Si You.
  • Controlled cruelty as a social tool: Fang Jin's violent act is calculated—it punishes disrespect, secures Si You's deal, and reins in a loose end (Mr. Zhu).
  • Reciprocity and care: The couples demonstrate mutual, if asymmetrical, devotion—one provides violence, the other provides gentleness; one gives food, the other gives attention.
  • Performance and social grace: Si You's deliberate mahjong losses show how care can be disguised as play—a form of social currency.
  • Desire and intimacy: The chapter ends on the theme of "starving" (emotional/physical deprivation) and its playful resolution, blending domestic affection with sexual tension.

Character Interactions

  • Fang Jin & Si You: Co-conspirators and old acquaintances; Si You wavers between amusement and unease at Fang's brutality, and they exchange knowing banter. Fang Jin even frames his lateness as Si You's fault.
  • Fang Jin & Jiang Tingxu (via video): Hostile-flavored mutual needling; Jiang's "F00?" sparks Fang Jin's fury, but Si You's intervention cools things down.
  • Fang Jin & Lu Jiatang: Affectionate and functional; Fang Jin submissively reports in, and Lu Jiatang leads him home with intertwined hands. Their dynamic is possessive yet tender.
  • Si You & Jiang Tingxu: Increasingly playful and sensual; Jiang feeds Si You, replaces him at the mahjong table, and coaxes him into bed with a wink. Their banter is comfortable and warm even when pushing boundaries.
  • Si You & Han Chengyang: Mostly silent, but Han's arc concludes with a quiet, respectful acknowledgment of Si You's positive qualities.

Ch. 154Emotional Outburst

Summary of "Emotional Outburst"

1. Key Plot Points

  • Chu Lingjun wakes from a restless dream in which he pins Yu Ning down; it stirs up his long-buried feelings.
  • He goes to Yu Ning's bun shop, grabs him, and runs to Yu Ning’s old, abandoned home.
  • Chu Lingjun forces a confrontation: asks if Yu Ning remembers, and why he never took the college entrance exams.
  • Yu Ning reveals the truth: his abusive alcoholic father locked him in the basement and threatened to kill him, so he fled Taizhu Town in the middle of the night, unable to take the exams or say goodbye.
  • The emotional dam breaks: Yu Ning hugs Chu Lingjun from behind, confesses he has liked him since school days; Chu Lingjun confesses he feels the same.
  • Cut! The scene is revealed to be a film shoot. Actors Jiang Tingxu (as Chu Lingjun) and Si You (as Yu Ning) were performing. Si You is deeply overwhelmed and keeps crying after the director calls cut.
  • Jiang Tingxu comforts Si You, carries him off, wipes his tears, and promises to treat him to fried skewers, even threatening to kiss him if he cries again.

2. Character Developments

  • Chu Lingjun: Realizes his buried resentment and feelings have not rotted away; confronts Yu Ning, learns the painful truth, forgives him, and finally verbalizes his love.
  • Yu Ning: Relives his traumatic past, breaks down, reveals his helplessness and lifelong regret about not taking the exams; confesses his long-hidden love.
  • Jiang Tingxu (actor): Shows unexpected tenderness, stepping out of his usual reserved demeanor to comfort and soothe the distraught Si You.
  • Si You (actor): Loses himself in the emotionally intense scene; his cathartic crying shows how deeply he connects with character trauma, leaving him fragile after the performance.

3. Significant Themes

  • Repressed love and confession: Ten-year-old feelings finally spoken aloud.
  • Trauma and survival: Yu Ning's escape from an abusive father and the price he paid.
  • Emotional release: Both characters (and actor Si You) let out pent-up grief; forgiveness and understanding follow.
  • Blurred line between performance and reality: The intense in-scene emotions spill over into the actors’ real interactions.

4. Character Interactions

  • Chu Lingjun & Yu Ning: A one-sided chase leads to a volatile confrontation; Yu Ning’s tearful hug and confession break through Chu Lingjun’s guarded anger. A moment of mutual understanding and warmth ends with Chu Lingjun carrying Yu Ning home.
  • Jiang Tingxu & Si You (actors): After the director calls cut, Jiang Tingxu gently wipes Si You’s tears, holds him, calms him by changing the subject to dinner, and uses affectionate, low-key reassurances—showing deep care off-screen.

Ch. 155Experienced

Chapter Summary

1. Key Plot Points & Events

  • The chapter opens after a highly emotional crying scene filmed by Si You and Jiang Tingxu earlier that morning. Han Chengyang, observing, is shocked by their skill and chemistry.
  • The crew’s fast progress pushes the scheduled explicit bed scene to the next day.
  • That night, Si You and Jiang Tingxu discuss on-screen intimacy and jealousy while lying in bed (they share Jiang Tingxu’s room despite having two rooms).
  • The next morning, filming begins for the bed scene between their characters, Chu Lingjun and Yu Ning. The scene builds from a conversation about Yu Ning’s past (why he learned to make buns) to a kiss and then a soft, artistic love scene staged behind a translucent screen.
  • Director Zheng Zaisheng calls “Cut” mid-scene out of emotional overwhelm, but Jiang Tingxu kisses Si You again, forcing a reshoot because he claims the emotion was lost. He and Si You convincingly finish the scene.
  • After the director stops for real, Jiang Tingxu immediately checks on Si You, helping him dress. Si You jokes that he’s glad he has “experience,” otherwise he couldn’t have faked the moaning.

2. Character Developments

  • Si You: Displays deep professionalism, emotional range, and maturity. He reveals he has filmed kissing scenes before but is giving his first on-screen bed scene to Jiang Tingxu. His inner weariness and commitment to acting are evident.
  • Jiang Tingxu: Shows intense possessiveness over Si You yet respects his work boundaries. His protective nature emerges after the scene, and his acting intensity blurs into real desire.
  • Han Chengyang: Undergoes a shift in perspective—he previously assumed all actors were mediocre, but Si You and Jiang Tingxu’s performance forces him to acknowledge their talent.
  • Director Zheng Zaisheng: Constantly frustrated by Jiang Tingxu’s indispensable (and sometimes inconvenient) brilliance, but is ultimately overwhelmingly satisfied with the takes.

3. Significant Themes

  • Professionalism vs. personal emotion: The difficulty of separating acting from genuine feeling, especially in intimate scenes.
  • Experience and innocence: “Experience” applies both to acting skills and sexual history; Si You’s past makes the scene easier, yet this bed scene is his first with a man he loves.
  • Memory and devotion: In the scene within the story, Yu Ning spent ten years in unrequited love, learning to make buns simply because Chu Lingjun loved them—showing how love can transcend time and sacrifice.
  • Possessiveness and respect: Jiang Tingxu’s strong jealousy coexists with his respect for Si You’s work, illustrating a balanced yet intense relationship.

4. Character Interactions

  • Si You & Jiang Tingxu: Share a close, trusting relationship both in and out of character. They tease, discuss fears, and support each other through the emotionally and physically demanding scene.
  • Si You & Han Chengyang: Indirect interaction—Han Chengyang silently observes Si You’s acting and gains newfound respect.
  • Jiang Tingxu & Director Zheng: A passive-aggressive dynamic: the director resents being forced to rely on Jiang Tingxu, yet cannot deny his perfection as the male lead.
  • Chu Lingjun & Yu Ning (in-story): Their dialogue reveals years of hidden longing, broken by physical intimacy that finally bridges their separation. Their scene is tender, raw, and emotionally charged, symbolizing a decade of love finally consummated.

Ch. 156The Leads Draw a Circle

Chapter Summary

Key Plot Points

  • The bed scene between leads Jiang Tingxu and Si You is filmed; it goes smoothly and is not as awkward as expected, though the crew members present are visibly flustered.
  • Han Chengyang, who previously injured his leg, returns to a normal attitude—asking to rehearse early the next morning and revealing he no longer harbors competitive feelings toward Si You.
  • Fans arrive late (delayed by traffic) and are greeted at the production site by both Jiang Tingxu and Si You.
  • During autographs, Jiang Tingxu circles both their names together on a photo—an almost-heart that becomes a crooked circle—drawing fan attention to their closeness.
  • The chapter ends comically: Si You jumps onto a table to close a window and the table collapses. Zheng Zaisheng texts Sister Chen about it, confirming the leads' activities are consistently chaotic.

Character Developments

  • Si You: Shows increased comfort and professionalism; handles the intimate scene well. His charm is explicitly acknowledged through Han Chengyang's narration—a disposition "formed through constant hardship and refinement."
  • Jiang Tingxu: Display no intention of hiding his feelings or special treatment toward Si You, despite PR risks. His attentiveness is near-instinctual (catching Si You without looking).
  • Han Chengyang: Completes his transformation from rival to admirer—stops causing trouble, admits Si You is "pretty good," and recognizes he is "no match" for him. This signals his growth and acceptance.
  • Sister Chen: Acts as comic relief and the voice of PR caution, exasperated by both leads' blatant lack of discretion.

Significant Themes

  • Public vs. private identity: The tension between genuine affection and public perception, with the leads' relationship dangerously close to exposure.
  • Fate through proximity: Han Chengyang's realization that understanding someone up close changes judgment—"every supposed 'exception' was merely an illusion."
  • Natural intimacy: The leads' bond is presented as instinctive and unconscious rather than performed, as shown through Jiang Tingxu's automatic gestures.

Character Interactions

  • Jiang Tingxu & Si You: Continuing intimate dynamic—sharing a thermos, adjusting each other's collars, playful banter about "experience." Their chemistry is visible to all and unforced by them.
  • Si You & Han Chengyang: Si You helps the injured Han Chengyang down the stairs with genuine concern, prompting Han Chengyang's respect and eventual acceptance.
  • Both leads & fans: The fan meeting highlights their combined appeal and the ambiguity of their relationship; fans are quietly aware but do not openly address it.
  • Zheng Zaisheng & Sister Chen: Serve as observers and comic echo to the leads' actions, conveying the behind-the-scenes frenzy.

Ch. 157Denial

Chapter Summary: "Denial"

1. Key Plot Points & Events

  • The broken table: Si You climbed onto a table to close a high window, and the table collapsed. Jiang Tingxu lifts him to close the window instead.
  • Sister Chen's discovery: Her "bombarding" messages lead her to realize Jiang Tingxu and Si You have been sleeping together every night since arriving, not occasionally as she assumed. She hangs up in despair.
  • Han Chengyang's improvement: Inspired by watching Si You's perfectionism (retaking a stair descent shot for hours), Han Chengyang agrees to redo previously unsatisfactory scenes.
  • The trending photo: Fans visited the set the previous night; a fansite photo of Si You and Jiang Tingxu together with similar gentle smiles went viral. Fans dubbed it a "new wave surging forward" alongside Jiang Tingxu's established excellence.
  • The interview: Jiang Tingxu gives a press interview. When asked directly about his relationship with Si You, he firmly says "Friends" and "Yes" when pressed if that's all. He deflates rumors as media-spread nonsense.
  • The aftermath: Despite the denial, Si You immediately understands Jiang's reasoning—Director Zheng sees radiance, not disappointment, in Si You's eyes.
  • Ending: Jiang returns with milk tea, they share intimate moments, and joke about Fang Jin's confusion; the chapter closes with domestic tenderness as Si You watches Jiang work.

2. Character Developments

  • Jiang Tingxu: Demonstrates that restraint is a higher form of love—he denies the relationship not from fear, but because he cannot bear for Si You's career to be tainted by accusations of sleeping his way to success. He plans to reveal their love "when we stand on equal footing."
  • Si You: Shows emotional maturity—he instantly decodes Jiang's public denial as protection, not rejection. His internal resolve: he would spend decades proving he's a genuine actor and that their love is benefits-free.
  • Jiang Tingxu's mother, Ning Se: Reassures him, understanding the denial was protective, confirming the family's approval ("They're doing great").
  • Sister Chen: Gains painful insight into the depth of their relationship and Jiang's motivations.
  • Fang Jin: Off-screen—misreads Jiang's public statement, adding levity.

3. Significant Themes

  • Love as protection vs. expression: The central tension—public denial as the ultimate act of care.
  • Sacrifice and restraint: Jiang suppresses his desire to go public to shield Si You's reputation, weighing the costs of public scrutiny on a serious actor's credibility.
  • The price of fame: How media and public opinion force private relationships into hiding; the risks of conspiracy theories ("climbing into Jiang Tingxu's bed").
  • Dedication to craft: Han Chengyang's growth mirrors Si You's and Jiang's work ethic—the chapter celebrates artistic integrity.
  • Equal partnership: Mutual understanding and respect underpin the romance; they protect each other in different ways.

4. Character Interactions

  • Jiang & Si You: Affectionate and playful (lifting, kissing, clinging); deeply in sync—Si You chases Jiang's lips, Jiang pats his butt and scolds him tenderly. Their communication is near-telepathic.
  • Sister Chen & Jiang: She's flustered; he's matter-of-fact. She stares at his back in a daze, realizing his denial was born of love.
  • Si You & Director Zheng: Zheng's gaze is "layered"—professionally complicated, admiring, hesitant—clearly misinterpreting the table incident but saying nothing.
  • Reporters & Jiang: He's sharp, defensive of Si You, praising him as an "actor"—a deliberate elevation of title—and challenges media dishonesty.
  • Jiang & Ning Se (mother): Warm; she immediately reads the motive behind his public words.

Ch. 158A Lifetime with Him

Summary: Chapter of "A Lifetime with Him"

Key Plot Points and Events

  1. Domestic Happiness: Chu Lingjun and Yu Ning enjoy a blissful week off together in their rented apartment in Taizhu Town, living as an ordinary couple in private while maintaining a "friends" facade publicly. Chu Lingjun becomes enamored with Yu Ning's cooking.
  2. Relationship Exposed: A bystander films them kissing under a streetlamp and posts it online. The town responds with ostracism—Yu Ning's bun shop loses customers, people spit at him, and his helper quits.
  3. Chu Lingjun's Defiance: Chu Lingjun publicly embraces Yu Ning, declaring they'll leave if necessary. His promotion is revoked; the principal implies he could salvage things if he "returned to normal," which Chu Lingjun refuses.
  4. Mother Chu's Crisis: Chu Lingjun's mother discovers the relationship and stages a public scene at the bun shop, fainting from emotional distress. She later escalates to starvation and a suicide attempt via slit wrists, forcing Chu Lingjun to kneel and weep beside her hospital bed.
  5. The Final Night: After two months of separation, Yu Ning invites Chu Lingjun for dinner. They have intensely passionate sex, after which Yu Ning packs quietly at dawn and leaves Taizhu Town with a suitcase, disappearing into Old Street as snow falls.

Character Developments

  • Yu Ning: Portrayed as endlessly gentle and self-sacrificing. He quietly accepts the town's rejection, closes his shop, and ultimately chooses to leave Chu Lingjun entirely—believing this is the only way to free him from his mother's emotional coercion. He finds peace in the belief that loving Chu Lingjun was enough to sustain him for life, even if unreciprocated in the future.
  • Chu Lingjun: Devastated by the conflict between his love for Yu Ning and duty to his mother. He physically deteriorates during the separation (weight loss, unkempt appearance). His decision to kneel and break down crying reveals his vulnerability and the impossible position he's trapped in.
  • Mother Chu: Emerges as the primary antagonist—a traditional, deeply conservative woman who weaponizes self-harm to force her son's obedience. Her genuine love for Chu Lingjun makes her manipulation all the more tragic.

Significant Themes

  • Sacrifice vs. Selfishness: Yu Ning's quiet, selfless departure contrasts with Mother Chu's manipulative "sacrifice" of her own well-being to control her son.
  • Societal Prejudice: The small-town rejection shows how conservative communities punish those who deviate from norms, regardless of legality or personal happiness.
  • The Weight of Family Obligation: Chu Lingjun is trapped between romantic love and filial duty—a conflict with no happy resolution.
  • Bittersweet Impermanence: The fleeting happiness of their time together heightens the tragedy of its end; the story emphasizes that some loves are destined to be remembered rather than sustained.
  • Quiet Endurance: Yu Ning's character embodies gentle resilience—he accepts pain as the "interest" owed for having been loved at all.

Character Interactions

  • Chu Lingjun & Yu Ning: Intimate, tender, and deeply affectionate—their relationship is shown through domestic rituals (breakfasts, meals), physical passion, and unspoken understanding. Their final night is both a loving farewell and a desperate act of clinging.
  • Chu Lingjun & Mother Chu: A fraught dynamic where love is wielded as a weapon. Her self-harm forces him to choose her, but the choice breaks him emotionally.
  • Yu Ning & Mother Chu: Never direct dialogue; she publicly humiliates him, and he witnesses Chu Lingjun's suffering without intervention—recognizing he cannot win against family bonds.
  • Yu Ning's Internal Arc: His quiet reflection reveals a man who has always expected little from life and finds gratitude even in loss, "smiling through tears" as he leaves.

Ch. 159The One Who Delivered Down Jackets

Summary: "The One Who Delivered Down Jackets"

1. Key Plot Points & Events

  • Si You delivers an emotionally devastating performance as Yu Ning and requires rest afterward, sleeping through the night. Jiang Tingxu saves him a meal.
  • Si You goes for a midnight walk and encounters Director Zheng Zaisheng, who joins him.
  • Zheng Zaisheng reveals his tragic past: his first love (a man from his village) left him for the nightclub owner's daughter, then stood by while Zheng was kidnapped and brutally beaten and humiliated at the nightclub—the man's final words being "Stay away from me."
  • This trauma shaped Zheng's 10-year psychological suffering and his tragically-toned works.
  • Si You's portrayal of Yu Ning—gentle, resilient, and hopeful—shatters Zheng's frozen pain and helps him finally let go of the past.
  • Zheng appears visibly transformed: lighter, brighter, and at peace. Si You reflects that Zheng now resembles the true "Yu Ning."
  • The next day, Zhao Linxiu arrives (on Jiang Tingxu's request) with new down jackets for the couple. He announces plans for a celebration banquet at Lu Jiatang's hot spring hotel once filming wraps.
  • As Zhao leaves, he collides with Zheng Zaisheng at the door, shows immediate interest, and glances back at him before departing—seeding a potential new romance.

2. Character Developments

  • Si You: Shows his professionalism and emotional vulnerability; he is deeply affected by his role but able to separate fiction from reality. He also demonstrates compassion toward Zheng Zaisheng, encouraging him to move past his pain.
  • Zheng Zaisheng: Undergoes the chapter's central arc. He confesses his long-hidden trauma ("The only person I miss is the innocent, brave version of myself"), confronts the source of his melancholy, and emerges renewed—humor returning, gloom lifting, and confidence restored.
  • Jiang Tingxu: Reinforces his role as Si You's steady, attentive partner—preparing food, offering physical care, and practical support (arranging the down jackets).
  • Zhao Linxiu: Introduced again as a hedonistic but generous and observant figure; he notices Zheng Zaisheng's uniqueness at a glance, hinting at a new storyline.

3. Significant Themes

  • Art imitates life, and heals it: Yu Ning is an idealization of what Zheng Zaisheng once was. Si You's performance becomes the catalyst for Zheng's emotional release and recovery.
  • Letting go of the past: Zheng's revelation and healing embody the chapter's core message—dwelling on past pain keeps the wound open; acceptance and self-compassion allow new dawns.
  • The dangers and costs of acting: Deep method acting can wound the performer; the chapter touches on actors who spiral into mental illness or worse when unable to separate character from self.
  • Survival and resilience: Zheng's story parallels Yu Ning's—enduring hardship while retaining gentleness and hope.

4. Character Interactions

  • Si You & Huahua: She gives him candy after his performance, saying "the character is the character, and you are you"—a touching moment of grounding.
  • Si You & Jiang Tingxu: Intimate, quiet care—massaging temples, saving food, sharing embraces. Their rapport is warm, easy, and established.
  • Si You & Zheng Zaisheng: A pivotal midnight conversation. Si You listens without judgment, calls Zheng's ex "a bastard," and validates his healing. Their dynamic shifts from director-actor to something like mutual understanding.
  • Zheng Zaisheng & Jiang Tingxu: Brief comedic exchange—Zheng asks Jiang to hold back on the PDA; Jiang jokes back, showing Zheng's new playfulness.
  • Zhao Linxiu & Si You/Jiang Tingxu: Lively, bantering friendship ("President Zhao is so generous!").
  • Zhao Linxiu & Zheng Zaisheng: A charged first meeting. Zhao catches Zheng after a collision, compliments him ("Different in every way"), and lingers for a second look—an unmistakable spark of romantic interest.

Ch. 160Getting Along Well

Chapter Summary: "Getting Along Well"

Key Plot Points

  • Filming for Old Street wraps; Zheng Zaisheng hosts a party with food and beer after paying Jiang Tingxu out of pocket
  • Si You gets drunk, briefly tries to perform a dance, and is carried to rest by Jiang Tingxu
  • With free time, Si You livestreams horror games for two days straight, building a following and converting haters into fans
  • Ning Se bypasses Jiang Tingxu and asks Si You to care for Jiang Chongshen for three days while the family takes Old Master Jiang to B City
  • Jiang Chongshen arrives; both he and Si You scream in unison at a spider, which Jiang Tingxu gently removes
  • Si You decides to take Jiang Chongshen to an amusement park the next day
  • Fang Jin arrives—having thought he was invited to tea—and greets Si You with "Get lost!" only to be punched and playfully scolded

Character Developments

  • Si You: Shows a nurturing, responsible side; manages a withdrawn child with warmth. Demonstrates self-awareness and playfulness ("I'm not a little man") and defiance of his "weak old man" reputation
  • Jiang Chongshen: Reveals deep loneliness and carefulness—quiet, withdrawn, anxious about inconveniencing others; his eyes "say everything" when offered fun
  • Jiang Tingxu: Tired and buried in company work, but caring; bought Si You thermal underwear, releases the spider, and expresses affection (planned a five-minute kiss upon coming home)
  • Han Chengyang: Has matured from the spoiled "delicate young master" he was at the start of filming
  • Fang Jin: Shows his usual cold, irritated exterior but permits Si You to drag him into social plans

Significant Themes

  • Found family and mutual care—Si You steps into a guardian role without hesitation
  • Authenticity wins people over—livestreaming lets fans see Si You's genuine personality
  • The quiet emotional needs of children and the value of being seen
  • Casually deflating formality—Si You's informal warmth contrasts with the Jiang family's rigid expectations

Character Interactions

  • Jiang Tingxu & Si You: Affectionate and bickering; Jiang Tingxu physically contains the drunk Si You, buys him clothes, and keeps contact through the day; Si You obeys instructions ("That's enough. Go eat.")
  • Si You & Jiang Chongshen: Teases the boy affectionately, bonds over mutual fear, and offers the amusement park trip; the child gradually warms up
  • Si You & Fang Jin: Strongly sibling-like dynamic—bickering, physical shoves, and an undercurrent of care
  • Feng Lu & Si You: Junior seeks advice; Si You mentors generously during filming
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