Ch. 62Chapter 62
Chapter 62 Summary
- Qiu Yang’s family situation: After waking from surgery, An Zimo talks with Qiu Yang, who happily describes seeing An Xiang kiss and call Zimo “baby.” Qiu Yang envies Zimo’s mother and reveals that his own parents have supposedly gone away to work. His grandfather privately knows they cannot return but maintains the lie to give the sick child hope. Qiu Yang’s upcoming surgery is meant to treat his liver cancer.
- An Zimo defends his mother: While browsing Weibo, Zimo sees that An Xiang’s comic—based partly on their real-life experiences—has gained many followers. When a commenter insults An Xiang for losing her child, Zimo fiercely argues with them for hundreds of replies until they block him. This shows his strong, if embarrassed and indirect, attachment to and protectiveness toward his mother.
- An Xiang’s devotion: An Xiang returns to the hospital exhausted and with burned fingers from preparing Zimo’s porridge. She insists on feeding him herself and refuses to leave, saying she would miss him. Though Zimo complains and pretends annoyance, he is touched by her care and secretly worries about her injury and lack of rest.
- Mother-and-son interaction: Zimo allows An Xiang to support him to the bathroom despite valuing his independence, though he becomes flustered when she offers further help. Their exchanges are humorous and affectionate, with Zimo criticizing her clinginess while clearly enjoying her concern.
- Zimo’s changing feelings: After finding An Xiang asleep from exhaustion, Zimo studies her tired appearance and reflects on his complicated beliefs about parental love and whether he deserves to be cared for. He ultimately covers her with a blanket and gently pats her back when she nearly wakes, revealing growing tenderness and concern.
- Awkward misunderstanding: Pei Yizhou, Pei Jinglin, and Sheng Shu arrive and see Zimo soothing An Xiang. Embarrassed, Zimo insists he was merely “dusting off the blanket,” while the others clearly interpret the scene as evidence of his affection.
- Themes: The chapter emphasizes parental love, sacrifice, hidden vulnerability, and the importance of hope. It contrasts Qiu Yang’s fragile hope of reuniting with his parents with An Xiang’s very real devotion to Zimo. It also develops Zimo’s gradual emotional softening and his reluctant acceptance that he is loved.