"March 11. The more I thought back on what happened yesterday, the more terrifying it seemed. The fate of a being who was half god and half human was decided in just a few words. He didn't even have a chance to object. And the membership of that ancient, secret organization convinced me that, short of taking on the churches of the seven orthodox gods, there was nothing they couldn't do. Even overthrowing a country wasn't beyond them.
"I'm so glad I was brought into this organization. Otherwise, I might have ended up facing an inexplicable assassination I had no way of resisting one day, dying without ever knowing why!!
"An organization that lurks behind the scenes, secretly judges others, and decides whether its targets live or die is hard to stomach even in thought. Even as one of its members, I feel a little frightened and uneasy.
"This world is countless times more dangerous than Earth. Perhaps you were simply born with higher spirituality, perhaps you merely leafed through an ancient book, perhaps you were just traveling by ship on ordinary business, perhaps you merely took a fancy to a beautiful young woman, perhaps you simply loved traveling and entered certain castles, perhaps you were merely woken in the middle of the night by a fight next door, or perhaps you just invented something useful. Any of these might lead to an inexplicable, utterly miserable death!
"And that's one of my motivations for improving myself and working hard to advance, so I can control my own fate. I'll definitely succeed. I'm the protagonist of this era, after all. Haha."
"March 12. I think I need to actively seek out and collect information about the Fourth Epoch, the Third Epoch, and even the Second Epoch. My experience participating in that