Ch. 21They're All Afraid of Me
Key plot points
- Joanna and Lin Mo are increasingly allowed to explore modified areas of the research wing together. Joanna enjoys the freedom and practices controlling her strength with a new plastic ball.
- A researcher who unexpectedly encounters Joanna recoils in fear. Joanna notices and, unlike in the past, recognizes the emotion.
- The incident leaves Joanna unusually withdrawn. The next day, she asks Lin Mo why people are afraid of her.
- Lin Mo tells her that her great strength—and the possibility that she might hurt someone—makes others wary, even if she never meant to cause harm.
- Joanna then asks why Lin Mo isn’t afraid. He says it may be because they are alike: both have unusual abilities, share the same environment, and he understands that she doesn’t always intend to hurt people.
- Reassured by this connection, Joanna returns to her usual behavior but becomes more attached to Lin Mo.
Character development
- Joanna shows growing emotional awareness: she recognizes fear, reflects on how others respond to her, and seeks an explanation. She also begins to form a strong sense of belonging with Lin Mo.
- Lin Mo chooses honesty over a comforting but misleading answer. He tries to explain others’ fear without blaming Joanna, and offers their shared experience as a basis for trust.
Significant themes
- Fear and misunderstanding: People fear Joanna because of her strength and past accidents, not because they know her intentions.
- Belonging and empathy: Lin Mo’s understanding gives Joanna a rare sense that someone is like her and accepts her.
- Honesty and trust: Lin Mo avoids an easy lie, helping Joanna build a more grounded understanding of others.
- Isolation and attachment: Their shared confinement and experiments deepen Joanna’s dependence on Lin Mo, whose reassurance she interprets as an exclusive bond.
Character interactions
- The researcher’s frightened retreat prompts Joanna’s first deliberate reflection on how she affects people.
- Lin Mo gently guides Joanna through the difference between her intentions and other people’s perceptions.
- Joanna’s question about why Lin Mo is unafraid leads him to affirm their similarity, strengthening their bond—and her possessive attachment.