I love life.
I discovered this when I was very young.
Usually many people do this in order to help others better understand the meaning of life, or to make individuals more aware of their own position.
So they will compare life to various things.
Compare children's lives to flowers and plants, indicating that they will grow vigorously.
Comparing adult life to a screw indicates that they must work hard to contribute to the huge and rigorous machine of society.
The above two metaphors can make people clearly understand what their lives mean.
Mo Bai In the past, I also regarded other people's lives and my own life as objects based on other people's metaphors.
It wasn't until he was in junior high school that his grandfather passed away.
The death of a loved one is an event that most people will experience personally, and different people will gain different insights from the death of different relatives.
When faced with the death of a stranger relative, just go see the world and join in the fun.
What about facing the death of a close family member?
Some will be unable to control their emotions and burst into tears on the spot, while others will burst out in one breath after returning home after their emotions have settled.
But Mo Bai did not have the above two emotions on the day his grandfather passed away.
When his grandfather, who had been very kind to him in the past, passed away, he just fell into silence for a while.
Relatives whom I had never seen before were crying, and my mother was also crying.
But he was the only one who didn't show any expression, just watched quietly.
Does he dislike grandpa?
No, this old man treated me very well when he was alive and would fulfill almost all the wishes of his young and noisy self.
And at that time, looking at the living people who still had vitality in the past, now they can only lie motionless in a narrow coffin...
Mo Bai feels very unreal.
It's like animated CG in a game, like a projected image in a movie, or like the plot described by words in a novel.
In short, it doesn't look like reality.
Later, when his mother saw that she was not sad, she glared at herself.
It was then that Mo Bai came back to his senses.
But he still didn't know what to do. He was only a junior high school student, and he didn't have the ability to act at any time and shed tears at any time.
However, it was impossible for his mother to beat and scold him in front of relatives on such a day.
So Mo Bai has been watching his relatives crying around a dead person for a long, long time.
After returning home, he was scolded by his mother as expected.
"He is your grandfather! He is a relative who treated you very well when you were a child!"
"Don't you feel sad?"
"He is my father..."
That day, Mo Bai saw his mother acting so fragile for the first time.
At night, he dug out the photos he had taken with his grandfather when they were playing together.
The self in Photograph is smiling and happy, and the old man in Photograph also has a kind expression.
After seeing all this, Mo Bai silently put those Photograph back to their original places.
His mother has fallen asleep, probably because she was too tired from crying during the day.
But he couldn't fall asleep yet, so he subconsciously picked up his phone and turned on the screen.
"..."
Feeling the slightly dazzling light of the mobile phone shining in his eyes, Mo Bai was stunned for a moment.
He didn't show anything during the day. Is it really because he didn't feel anything about the death of his relatives?
No...
He just... hasn't reacted yet.
There are no friends, no exciting real life, and no romantic love.
Because life is so boring, Mo Bai chose to spend most of his time on this small screen in his hand.
Mobile phones are a good thing, and the Internet is a good thing.
Mo Bai feels that because of them, his life is no longer boring.
But because the time he spent in it was too long, he would subconsciously ignore the reality many times.
Eat faster in order to look at the phone for a while.
Complete homework and tasks assigned by parents faster, in order to immerse yourself in the world of the Internet for a longer period of time.
Over time, they became not Mo Bai's gas stations leading to the goal, but the goal itself.
Therefore, when his grandfather passed away, Mo Bai only felt it subconsciously.
Oh, dead people.
It seems that the death of people around you is a normal thing, because people often die in movies and TV shows, so it shouldn't be strange.
But when he realized this, Mo Bai immediately dropped his cell phone, walked timidly through his parents' room, and then quickly accelerated to the living room.
The "remains" of my loved ones are on the table in the living room, in a small box.
Mo Bai In the dark night, I stared at the small box illuminated by red light for a long time.
Death in reality is not as tragic as the protagonists in games and anime.
There are no scenes that make people moved just by looking at them, and there are no golden words that can be passed down through the ages.
According to his mother, my grandfather just took a nap on the sofa in an ordinary afternoon.
Then he never woke up again.
The last words of ordinary people after they die are not on paper, but in the minds of important people.
At this moment, looking at the box containing the "remains" of his loved ones in front of him, Mo Bai's mind was filled with the words left by the other party in the past.
The most obedient grandson, the one he is most proud of.
Recalling those, Mo Bai raised his head and let out a breath.
At this time, looking at the box in front of me and thinking of the "last words" left by my relatives, Mo Bai finally understood the importance of life.
His grandfather was very ordinary, but even so, his words were so powerful and influential in Mo Bai's ears at this moment.
Being ordinary is not important, no matter how ordinary a person is, he still has a life that can make people feel something.
Since then, Mo Bai has cherished his life extremely, and at the same time, he cannot forgive those who treat life as a child's play.
"Chimera Shadow Garden."
In that strange space, Mo Bai expanded its own domain at the moment Scar became larger, wrapping the enemy in.
Rover once told himself that there was such a Society Overseer of Remnant Star Society.
He is a shepherd in sheep's clothing. He is moody and angry, and likes to watch people wailing in chaos.
Without even thinking about it, that Society Overseer is the devil with huge horns in front of you.
And recalling Remnant Star Society's President subordinates and the Remnant Star Society senior executive in front of him, Mo Bai can be sure of one thing.
"Sure enough, you Remnant Star Society are all things that disgust me..."