"Yes, this child really isn't your brother's, but I didn't get pregnant willingly, either!"
"My cousin and I... no, I should call him that scumbag Chen Haiqing. We weren't in love! Think about it, Xiaoxiao. I was so young back then. What could I have understood? He tricked me into doing all sorts of things with him. I didn't understand any of it!"
"By the time I understood, Chen Haiqing already had plenty of intimate photos of me. He threatened me... he said he'd spread them around if I didn't keep the relationship going! I was scared! I'd worked so hard to get out of that little backwater, so hard to get a respectable job. How could I let him destroy me like that?!"
"I couldn't ask my family for help, either. You don't understand... my parents don't love me the way your parents love you and Xunli. Do you know what they would think of me if they found out? No one would think Chen Haiqing was the one in the wrong!!!"
"Actually, at first... at first, I never intended to get involved with Xunli. He was so wonderful, growing up surrounded by money and love. Someone like me, who couldn't even escape the mire, could never deserve him. But how could anyone not want to draw closer to the light?"
"So... so I couldn't help approaching Xunli anyway. But what I never expected was that Chen Haiqing didn't get angry... instead, he encouraged me to keep seducing him. He said it would benefit him, too. It was only then... that I realized Chen Haiqing really saw me as nothing but a tool. After that, I truly had no feelings left for him!"
"Afterward, it was all Chen Haiqing controlling me, forcing me to use this child to blackmail