Now that his best friend, Spinach, had also died, he inevitably felt somewhat despondent, as if a needle had pierced his heart.
After thinking it over for several days, Hua Feihua felt there was little point in staying here. He knew that if he remained, he would only be a tool for Uchiha Hikaru to use, nothing more than a pawn.
If that was truly the case, then his value in this world was merely to be exploited by others. Living in this world no longer seemed to hold much meaning.
So he planned to leave, but he did not know how to bring it up to Uchiha Hikaru. He knew that Uchiha Hikaru had protected him all this way and sacrificed a great deal for him. If he left Uchiha Hikaru now, Uchiha Hikaru would surely be deeply disappointed.
But there was no helping it. At a critical moment like this, didn't everyone only look out for themselves without considering others' feelings? Hua Feihua's thoughts had likewise become increasingly selfish.
Because he knew he could not look after anyone else, nor did he have such great ability. The energy within his body was growing stronger by the day, yet he did not know how to deal with it.
This had once been the matter that troubled him most, but Uchiha Hikaru had helped him resolve it. The curse inside him had been broken, which meant that the energy within his body could now be properly unleashed.
This was an enormous blessing for Hua Feihua, but he still faced a crisis, because he did not know whether this energy might disappear someday. Only he himself knew this.
Hua Feihua's desire to leave selfishly was only one side of it. On the other hand, he no longer wanted to burden Uchiha