Many times, young people always overestimated their own choices while underestimating the surging force of the tides of the age.
Or rather, before they even realized it, the winds and waves of the times had already crashed heavily against them, forcing them to fight enormous waves with nothing but their bare fists.
"I am a failure. I hardly ever notice whether the sun is shining or not, because I have no time.
"My parents could not support me, and my education was not high either. Alone in the city, I searched for a future.
"I looked for many jobs, but none of them hired me. Perhaps no one liked a person who was bad at speaking, disliked socializing, and had not shown enough ability.
"I spent three whole days eating only two loaves of bread. Hunger kept me awake at night. Fortunately, I had paid a month's rent in advance, so I could keep living in that dark basement instead of going outside to endure the unusually cold winter wind.
"Finally, I found a job—working night watch at a hospital, watching over the morgue.
"The hospital was even colder at night than I had imagined. The wall lamps in the corridor were unlit, and everything was dim. I could only rely on the faint light leaking from the rooms to see where I was stepping.
"It smelled awful there. From time to time, corpses would be delivered stuffed inside body bags, and we would help carry them into the morgue.
"It was not a good job, but at least it let me afford bread. I could also use the free time at night to study. After all, no one wanted to come to the morgue unless a body needed to be delivered or taken away for cremation. Of course, I