Hello, readers. This chapter is mainly a chance for me to chat with you.
First of all, I've finally finished my farm work, so I can get some proper rest.
But these past few days have been exhausting. After coming back from working in the fields, I still had to write at night, and it really wore me out.
Some readers have said that the quality of the updates over the last couple of days hasn't been as good.
Yes, honestly, I could see it myself too.
Writing has been a struggle these past couple of days. I was just pushing through, forcing myself to write, so naturally, what came out was more of a dry play-by-play.
I won't deny it. Good is good, and bad is bad.
As for the reason, besides being exhausted from working every day, there were also some things going on in the group chat.
As more people learned about this book, more people joined the group.
But the more people there were, the more mixed the crowd became. There were all sorts of people in there.
There were arguments every day, constant fighting.
Every day, I came home from the fields and forced myself to write, but often, after only a few hundred words, I had to stop and spend fifteen or twenty minutes mediating disputes between readers.
Take yesterday's two chapters, for example. I was interrupted at least five times.
The frequent interruptions, my physical exhaustion, and the mental effort of both handling arguments and writing all took their toll.
On top of that, I absorbed a lot of negativity from readers while dealing with their disputes. All of it left me mentally and physically drained.
Being surrounded by negative emotions for so long made me very irritable these past few days. I