An Ning suddenly asked me how I felt about Du Yuwei.
The question caught me completely off guard.
I thought about it for a long time, but still had no idea how to answer.
"I can't even say for certain whether I'm Chen Mo or Li Fuguang..."
"Chen Mo is the one directing my thoughts, but I also have all of Li Fuguang's memories and feelings."
I told An Ning, "When Li Fuguang was little, Lü Zhengxian abducted him. In the last three days of his life, your younger sister Wen Jing gave him comfort and the last bit of care he ever received."
"Perhaps Li Fuguang felt the same way about Wen Jing as he would about family."
"And the only reason Wen Jing never hurt me before was that I had Li Fuguang's soul inside me. She couldn't bear to hurt Li Fuguang."
"As Chen Mo, I owe her so much. If my dad and grandfather hadn't wanted to bring me back to life, her family wouldn't have suffered such a catastrophe, and her life wouldn't have been so tragic."
"You asked how I feel about her. Really, it's the combined feelings of Chen Mo and Li Fuguang."
I looked at An Ning and told her honestly, "I admit that I gave you special attention at first because of your sister Wen Jing. You look so much like her that, subconsciously, I wanted to make up for what I owed her through you."
"But after spending time with you, I realized you were two different people. I think you're truly remarkable. Although this past year has been miserable for me, I had a happy life before that. At least I had my dad and grandfather to raise me."
"But your parents sent you to an orphanage when you