My anxiety has been so severe that the stress has really become a bit much, and my whole body is in poor shape. I can barely eat, yet I keep gaining weight. I've been taking Chinese herbal medicine for two weeks, but so far it hasn't done much.
I spent an entire morning sitting in front of the computer, unable to write anything. Typing made me want to throw up, and my lungs and stomach felt like they were burning. I was simply too anxious to write.
My streak of ten thousand words a day suddenly broke the day before yesterday. The truth is, I was already in such bad shape that I couldn't write, not even when I forced myself.
He wants to try to get himself back into shape and see whether he can write something with substance tomorrow morning. Even just three or four thousand words would be good. He hopes everyone can understand.
I'll work hard to keep the updates coming.