"After that incident, we broke up."
"But he wasn't the one who asked to break up. I was."
"Although I don't love him and can't feel love, I actually still didn't want to break up."
"But I was afraid I'd do the same thing again..."
"But he kept apologizing to me, kept begging me to get back together, even though I was the one in the wrong... even though... it was my fault..."
"So, Master Xiao... I want to beg you to help me, to make him forget me... I really..."
"I really can't feel love. I really don't love him..."
"Apart from that... what I want to happen even less is 'hurting him again'..."
"Maybe next time, we won't be so 'lucky.'"
Maybe next time, he would die.
If they stayed together, there would inevitably be a next time.
That was what she meant.
That was her despair.
But...
Could she really not feel love?
No, of course that was impossible.
If she didn't love, if she couldn't love, if she couldn't feel love...
How could she possibly say what she was saying now?
How could she feel torn?
And how could she feel pain and regret?
For example...
If someone's girlfriend were the artificial intelligence Siri, after he hurt her, Siri would remain exactly as she was.
She wouldn't have any additional emotions.
That was what it meant to "have no feelings" and "be unable to feel love."
"You've just closed off your heart. Your capacity to receive affection is weak."
It wasn't that she didn't love him, just that she didn't love him deeply enough.
That was what Xiao Yu said.
"This isn't that complicated. I can help you."
"Whether it's your mental illness or your psychological illness, including your love, despair, and future, I can help