[Yan Chen is going to be adopted soon. He really doesn't want to part with me and is a little reluctant to leave, but I hope he'll be happy. I just hope he won't forget me.]
[Someone wanted to adopt me again today, but Auntie said Dad would take me home. I want to go home.]
[It's snowing. Big brother isn't here anymore. It's so cold. I miss Mom.]
[Luckily, Shengsheng's calico cat is here with me.]
[Dad said Mom left us because of money. I want to grow up quickly and make lots and lots of money. Then Mom won't abandon me, right? Dad won't be angry anymore either, right? I miss her so much. I miss Dad too.]
Ji Baiwei's fingertips trembled slightly as she turned through the diary pages, one by one. The boy's handwriting gradually grew more mature.
[My memories of Mom have already faded. I don't remember her name anymore, or what she looked like. Why did she abandon me? Why, why? Why do I have to suffer through these things? Why won't she come looking for me? It hurts so much. It hurts so much...]
[As long as I keep going, there'll be hope, right? But how much longer can I hold on?]
[My legs hurt so much. What do I do? What do I do? Will I never be able to stand again? I'm so scared. Why didn't I die that day?]
[I feel like I can't hold on much longer...]
[I can stand now, but whenever it rains, a piercing pain shoots through my legs. It reminds me every moment: you are someone who isn't loved. No one will accept you, not even death...]
[I really like the people at the orphanage, but this doesn't belong to me. I want a home,